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May 14th 2014, 06:43 PM
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I just.... I don't see any point in living...
I want to cry so badly, I can't handle this stress or anxiety or urges....
I can't STOP picturing fresh, deep cuts down my arms, I keep wanting to tear my hair out and smash windows, I can't... I CAN'T.
I feel like a race car inside of my body but outside I just want to fall over and sleep forever. Parts if me are uncontrollably fast and panicking, and other parts are just... dead....
I'm so done with school, I hate grades and I hate some of the assholes in my school and I feel so trapped and judged and so misunderstood.
And I'm so tired of counting the seconds until he breaks up with me because I can already feel him wanting me out of his life again, I know it, I know it.... He doesn't want me. I'm so... scared because I know if I lose him I won't be able to handle it so I might as well just leave now.
No one will care.
I was called a freak, a slut, and a bitch today and I know they were all kidding but no. I can't..... deal with that....
And my mom, MY MOM. I don't really think I can forgive her this time....
I don't know what I'm doing..... Why am I here?
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May 15th 2014, 03:03 AM
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Originally Posted by FixYou♥
I just.... I don't see any point in living...
I want to cry so badly, I can't handle this stress or anxiety or urges....
I can't STOP picturing fresh, deep cuts down my arms, I keep wanting to tear my hair out and smash windows, I can't... I CAN'T.
I feel like a race car inside of my body but outside I just want to fall over and sleep forever. Parts if me are uncontrollably fast and panicking, and other parts are just... dead....
I'm so done with school, I hate grades and I hate some of the assholes in my school and I feel so trapped and judged and so misunderstood.
And I'm so tired of counting the seconds until he breaks up with me because I can already feel him wanting me out of his life again, I know it, I know it.... He doesn't want me. I'm so... scared because I know if I lose him I won't be able to handle it so I might as well just leave now.
No one will care.
I was called a freak, a slut, and a bitch today and I know they were all kidding but no. I can't..... deal with that....
And my mom, MY MOM. I don't really think I can forgive her this time....
I don't know what I'm doing..... Why am I here?
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May 15th 2014, 04:39 AM
He just doesn't know I exist! And if he knows, he avoids me so much I feel non-existent! 
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May 15th 2014, 01:49 PM
I'm honestly terrified. But I have to hide my fear because if I don't, I'll back out like before. I can't back out this time. This is my last chance.
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May 16th 2014, 09:00 AM
And now I am made to feel bad, because I do not say anything and I do not fight back
Why can't I avoid him! I see him everyday and it triggers! I don't want to see him 
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May 16th 2014, 12:15 PM
I wish she would realise what is good for her and what is bad.
Don't accept the love you think you deserve!!!!!!!!
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May 16th 2014, 05:31 PM
My lower back hurts.
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May 16th 2014, 11:53 PM
I feel sick, and I think I have a headache coming too. -_-
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May 17th 2014, 12:23 AM
Well, that's great.
Forced to walk a dozen miles and i was too tired for it in the first place...
Now my damn legs are like... ow.
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May 17th 2014, 12:53 AM
I feel so low and just numb
want to cut so badly..
was doing okay for a while but not anymore
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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May 17th 2014, 03:00 AM
I can't go do what I need to do. Ugh.
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May 17th 2014, 08:19 AM
Plans for this weekend got cancelled.
*sigh*
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May 17th 2014, 11:29 AM
Too many people off? TWO people had a holiday booked for this weekend out of 68 staff. Now I get to go to work and put up with people's whiny shit for five hours while my girlfriend is up north seeing all these amazing sights and visiting Harry Potter film locations. This sucks.
Throw those curtains wide
One day like this a year would see me right
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May 19th 2014, 01:34 AM
I have a lot to get done within the next two weeks.
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May 19th 2014, 07:49 AM
I am ill :/
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May 19th 2014, 08:50 PM
All day I've felt anxious and sick, ugh.
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May 19th 2014, 09:47 PM
Too much work. 
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May 20th 2014, 12:15 AM
the tension in my house right now is disgusting.
really just wanna leave this place.
or make them all leave, idk.
all I'm asking for is a little fucking care and support. you know, because i have the self esteem of a blade of grass and i can't lose you, and i feel like i'm losing you to her all over again and it hurts like you wouldn't believe, i know i probably am dramatic and annoying and you probably know you could do better and deserve better, so me asking for some more effort is kind of selfish but i'm in hell all alone here. you know, my parents are on the edge of a fucking divorce, i'm suicidal as hell and on the borderline of falling back to cutting, and my ex won't fucking stop playing with my head, and my grades suck and i suck and i won't suck you and UGH.
I just can't lose you.
grades. magically should just go up. now.
i want to sleep for like 5 days. and cuddle you and just remind you how much i love you and remind myself that you might at least like me... hella...
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May 20th 2014, 12:22 AM
Stop screaming, I don't want to listen to it.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 20th 2014, 01:16 AM
Grrr. Why is snapchat being so freaking dumb? Seriously. Stop freaking crashing and spazzing out.
Plus. Is it really that hard to shut the heck up for once? I'm done wit your yelling.
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May 20th 2014, 02:42 AM
Sigh. This day could have gone better. Stupid anxiety. Stupid OCD.
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May 20th 2014, 04:55 AM
He never texted me back.
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May 20th 2014, 05:39 AM
My back hurts and I should be sleeping right now, but I haven't finished my work.
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May 20th 2014, 05:58 AM
My car was totaled in the accident. Now I have to figure out a way to buy a new car.... gonna end up getting a piece of junk. GREAT! I mess everything up. So pathetic. Nothing ever goes right. Story of my life.
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May 20th 2014, 06:52 AM
My dad is losing his job, and my mother and him cannot afford medical insurance. They desperately need it (my father has MS, my mother has mental health issues), but instead, are buying some shitty "emergency-only" medical insurance, and I'm afraid one of them is going to get sick and they're going to lose all of their money because they're not willing to invest more in more comprehensive insurance. I mean, it would be most of their income, but they're so sickly, they're going to need it anyway. Ugh.
(If you don't live in the United States, take a moment to be faithful that your healthcare system is not as ridiculous as ours. For those in the US, this is not a crack at ACA. Our system was broken long before; the ACA is a bandaid on a completely broken system.)
something burning?
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Spite and coffee.
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May 21st 2014, 02:09 AM
I woke up with a headache and it's put me in a bad mood.
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May 21st 2014, 07:37 AM
It's one of those "fuck you all" attitude days & I feel like exploding
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May 21st 2014, 03:11 PM
There is seriously nothing worse than losing your house, every basic possession and everything you've ever had in a massive flood... You are left with nothing but your starving stomach, tears and a traumatized mind...
I moved back while
my head was turned.
Upside down
closer to the end.
Afraid of the dark
within future times.
I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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May 21st 2014, 11:36 PM
Woke up today with a bad headache.
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May 21st 2014, 11:57 PM
Only two hours sleep last night due to constant nightmares, went through a full day fo work/study and stress.
And my head hurts.
Ow ow ow ow ow ow!
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May 22nd 2014, 01:13 AM
Siblings are so annoying sometimes.
It took me a half hour to get my fingers to move today. I hate having a messed up body.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 22nd 2014, 01:25 AM
I'm sick. 
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May 22nd 2014, 03:49 AM
I need some sleep!
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May 22nd 2014, 07:55 PM
I guess I've failed
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May 23rd 2014, 01:43 AM
Ughhh hopefully, summer will make things better. Can't take anymore of school but I'm still want to see him...
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May 23rd 2014, 12:54 PM
I can't forget everything, I can't concentrate! And I need to study
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May 23rd 2014, 01:57 PM
My teeth are really hurting me today.
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May 23rd 2014, 09:52 PM
And here we go again Lucas. Your bipolar shit awakening... Again some little crap completely thrashed me and made my good mood go poof... Im tired. Goodnight. I hope i won't wake up.
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May 24th 2014, 03:56 AM
It is way too hot in here. We only had a few days of spring before summer smacked us in the face.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 24th 2014, 04:58 AM
My back is killing me.. :/
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