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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 18th 2014, 01:34 PM
I somehow don't weigh enough to donate blood when I feel like I'm so fat. :/
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 18th 2014, 07:35 PM
Allowing somebody to destroy your friendships/relationships is definitely a person you don't want in your life. I really hope you learn and can recover those broken friendships before it's too late.
"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.”
— Malala Yousafzai
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 18th 2014, 09:39 PM
Grrr, whywhywhy do we have to take a standardized writing test? i don't want to spend time writing a whole essay on some dumb prompt. At least think of some interesting writing prompts!!! But no, we have to spend five paragraphs on our favorite season, or why people should own pets.
Be yourself, because those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 19th 2014, 04:53 AM
Triggered again..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 20th 2014, 08:45 PM
Today was awesome. The best day I had in weeks. I loved it. Finally after all this time I was happy again and it just felt like I had left everything dark behind me and the sun was shining and everything seemed just so bright.... and then my grandma had to fall and hit her head really hard. She was unconsciouse for a few minutes and they took her to the hospital and everything is just horrible and my mum is really stressed and worried and I have to stay strong for her and why does this have to happen? Finally when everything seemed fine again? Has the world something against me?
Funny thing is, just two hours before I got home and all the shit happend I bought a book on how to handle crisis situations just like that one. Really, at least fate has some sense of humor. Funny funny funny.
Fuck you. Fuck that whole damn world! Whats the point in trying to get better when you just make things worse for me everytime I feel just a little bit better?
I hate you! I hate this life! I hate this world! I hate hate hate it! Why can't you jsut leave me alone? Let me live my life, or at least give me a little break. Just one full day of happieness, where I don't have to worry and actually feel fine, not just fake to be ok. Am I asking to much?
It's not fair. It's just nor fair...
It's ok to give in to an urge or make a mistake. You are only human and we all have our flaws. We all have our weak moments and we all make mistakes. Thats what makes us human.
Thats what makes us unique and beautiful
Courage isn't always a loud roar. Sometimes it is a quiet whisper at the end of a day saying: Tomorrow I will try it again!
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 20th 2014, 10:27 PM
If I love you so much, why the hell do I look for any excuse to be mad at you, it's almost like my sick mind takes enjoyment from it -.-
I'm angry at the world and I'm incredibly angry with myself.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 21st 2014, 01:51 AM
so fucking worried about her...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 23rd 2014, 01:57 AM
I was driving home from a movie and my friend almost hit me because she ran the stop sign and didn't even look.... I just hope she got home safely. She hasn't answered me yet.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
March 23rd 2014, 05:36 PM
My back is hurting more than ever, we have like no food in this house, and I have about 8 hours worth of homework that I haven't started yet. And I'm just generally never happy!
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
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Re: Complaint of the day -
March 24th 2014, 11:08 PM
Of course I find my calculator after I'm done doing the math problems that required a graphing calculator. I can't make up my test tomorrow because I have a dr. appointment and the card marking ends Friday. :/ My back is killing me and I still have so much homework to do even though I just spend three hours on homework.
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
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Re: Complaint of the day -
March 27th 2014, 12:00 AM
No, no, no, no, no, no! Don't call me dear or give me weird nicknames like Rach. You're my least favorite teacher that I have and you want me to work for you. You teach us about suicide and yet you haven't noticed any of my warning signs. Ugh I don't want to do this anymore!
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 27th 2014, 02:10 AM
Our bank accounts have nothing in them, they might turn our water and TV off, all because my mom has been taking our money, about $14,000 just so far, and spending it on herself for her underwear obsession or her online psychics, its pretty set in stone now that my parents are getting divorced, they actually said "well this is the end of the line, isn't it" and I screamed my fucking head off in front of everyone. Oh, well first, they were fighting right in front of my sisters so now they know and they were crying up a storm, but I lost it. I screamed bloody murder, swore, I went ape shit, I threw up on the floor, I basically called her the devil and said that she was a pathetic ungrateful bitch that was ruining our lives.
My grades suck so much. I'm such a failure. Even if my mom hadn't spent that money that could've went towards college, whatever, I don't deserve to go anyways. I've got no talent.
I'm so sad lately and I don't know why. I have Matthew, the boy I've wanted for years, and I've got music and some decent friends and all... but I'm so numb, I can't take bottling everything up. I just want to lose my mind.
I wish I could cut myself again, and not have anyone notice.
I'm a fat, lonely, worthless crock of shit growing up in a shit world.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
March 28th 2014, 01:22 AM
and well the truth came out I always passed it off for the longest time that I'm just sad, but not too sad. The truth? I'm depressed and its not a secret anymore. Its like being on suicide watch all over again.
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~