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January 4th 2014, 04:25 AM
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*this is really triggering and uses some pretty harsh language*
FUCK EVERYTHING. Just fuck it.
Fuck my mom, I hope my dad divorces her sorry ass and she leaves us for Kraig.
Fuck my dad, I hope he just pulls his head out of his ass sometime and realizes he can control some of the shit that's going down.
Fuck school, I hope it burns to the ground. I don't even care anymore if I fail because I don't have a future anyways.
Fuck health, I should just start drugs. Drinking and pills, I don't even give a shit anymore! Maybe it would help. Don't care if I'm throwing up, hell the last thing I need is food in my stomach so maybe I can be pretty enough. Fuck sleep, fuck the nightmares, I'll go days on end just to not wake up screaming like a little girl.
Fuck Cody that bastard. I can't believe I ever thought you were a decent human being. Pat makes me happy. I'm glad you've sorted yourself out. You always deserved better than a bitch like me.
Fuck Monica that bitch. Maybe guys would like you if you stopped stealing their dicks and shoving them up your personality.
Fuck Matthew, I hate him and he can go ahead and kill me he'd be doing me a favor. He never cared about me and frankly whenever I see him I feel like I need to apologize for ripping my veins and crying rivers for him. I'm the nuisance of his life and he will never ever care about me.
Fuck Mimi for wanting her life to be worse than mine, which I'm sure it probably is because I'm just that much of a sorry, fucked-up attention whore and should just disappear.
Fuck Jack for taking his side.
Fuck Pat for not giving two shits about me and making me feel like a brick in the wall, like I don't fucking matter and he could do much better. Fuck him for trying so hard to make me happy when I'll never be able to save him, when I can't even make him happy. I'm probably just making things worse, boring him, leaving myself in the dust while he's this amazing human being....
Fuck me. Just fuck my life. Slit my wrists, get me high, die young, fuck this world. I don't even care anymore. I just don't.
My life is a train wreck and I'm only 16. I can't do shit about it I've messed up so bad. No one wants me in their lives. No one needs me to stick around or stay strong. I only ever cause problems and I should just go. No one would miss me or care. They'd notice sure, but only because a weight has been lifted off of their shoulders.
I'm fat, ugly, dull, fucked up, freaky, untalented, pathetic, worthless, hopeless, stupid, a bitch, a whore, and a piece of shit. I want to cut myself so badly or swallow pills or drink my way through a bottle of wine and sleep in the bitter snow and have sex and maybe drown in the river, who cares?!?! I'm just so numb with sadness and emptiness. I want something. I'm diving head first off this cliff but I've been free falling forever and I want to hit rock bottom and die or be saved by some superhero. But he's not coming. Who the fuck am I kidding. Its not a guy, or some medical help, my friends, my family, or hope. I'm done for. I'm already dead.
Just fuck it already.
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January 4th 2014, 07:26 AM
Life is the biggest delusion of all.
I am the one who loved you. I am the one who stayed. I am the one and you walked away. I am the one who waited, and now you act like you just don't give a damn. Like you never knew who I am.
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January 4th 2014, 07:44 AM
I haven't felt good all day.
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January 4th 2014, 05:57 PM
I just want to lie in bed all day; but I can't. I'm super tired. But I have stuff to do. I kind of feel like they're leaving me out, too. 
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
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Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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January 5th 2014, 01:50 PM
Trying to drive in 10 inches of snow is not that fun.
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January 6th 2014, 07:36 AM
I'm such a shitty friend, and I never change. I'm selfish and it drives everybody away.
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January 6th 2014, 08:32 AM
^ I like you though  I think you're pretty fantastic, if I do say so myself.
I hit my head earlier. Owwies.  Anxious. Worried. Headaches scare me. Don't want to end up with one. Scared.
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January 6th 2014, 07:57 PM
I wonder how long SH free will last. I want to keep it, but I don't. I ate. And I fucking hate myself for it. Exercise, you idiot. You don't look like you lost anything anyway.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
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Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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January 6th 2014, 08:50 PM
oh DEAR OH DEAR OH DEAR
Paramore made a set of 500 photo packs and sold them all for charity. I though "hey, its for charity!" and bought one. They signed FOUR of them, and included them randomly. I got on of the signed ones. SIGNED BY PARAMORE.
I went to look for them today after several weeks.
I CANT FIND THEM
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January 6th 2014, 10:08 PM
Remembering mistakes you've made in the past...
*sigh*
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January 6th 2014, 11:01 PM
-4 degrees F with a wind chill of -31. Niiiiiice.
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January 6th 2014, 11:53 PM
I think I'll just stay in my room until I'm forced to come out. And when I am, I'll just keep my mouth shut. God knows everyone around me has put up with my annoying ass long enough.
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January 7th 2014, 12:43 AM
Got stuck at home with my family because of this stupid Flu. So sick. I feel like shit and I was trapped in this house with all the other sick, miserable members of my family.
I am the one who loved you. I am the one who stayed. I am the one and you walked away. I am the one who waited, and now you act like you just don't give a damn. Like you never knew who I am.
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January 7th 2014, 02:57 AM
I'm so stressed and anxious about school tomorrow. I hope it gets cancelled.
And seriously? You're going to pick favorites? And those favorites aren't even based off of skill. You pick the short, super skinny ones and just leave the rest. Too tall? No spot in the front. Too much muscle? You go stand in the back. At least pick based on ability. A lot of those girls in the back row have so much potential, you just don't like them because of their bodies.
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January 7th 2014, 03:54 AM
Every time I fix one problem another one seems to pop up. This is so frustrating. 
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January 7th 2014, 06:15 AM
NOTE TO SELF: I shall never try to fix a toaster myself.
Stop being a crybaby.
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January 7th 2014, 07:04 AM
What a fucking waste of $40. I only had my piercing for a month but I can't change it myself because I keep losing the balls because they're too hard to put back on. So that was one big fucking waste and I'm really upset because I actually liked it. That. Fucking. Figures.
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January 7th 2014, 10:33 AM
I love winter, and love the cold, but (-)48F with windshield is a bit insane.
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January 7th 2014, 10:28 PM
My attention span today is really irritating. Can't do anything for more than a few minutes and I just have to do something else. So frustrating!
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January 7th 2014, 11:23 PM
Dfghjkl life is so fucking unfair.
shake it like a polaroid picture
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January 8th 2014, 09:23 PM
Essays...essays...essays...seriously, if you're going to make us write, why can't it be about something serious...and maybe a universal topic such as something that everyone has experienced!!!!
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January 9th 2014, 02:51 AM
Failing this class is not an option. Seriously, I work my ass off on my schoolwork. This is ridiculous. You are supposed to send me updated books so I can learn the correct material! Not books from before this century that have no updated material so I, in turn, fail my assignments!
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January 9th 2014, 11:09 AM
My to-do list has grown bigger and bigger over the past few days.
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January 9th 2014, 11:27 PM
How I feel about doing anything productive right now.
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January 10th 2014, 07:26 AM
It's almost 2:30 in the morning. Enough said.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
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Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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January 11th 2014, 04:23 AM
Worried about Alex. The littlest thing set him off and he won't fucking listen to me.
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January 11th 2014, 04:31 AM
Sometimes, I sit back and wonder "Will I settle again?"
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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January 11th 2014, 04:55 AM
Person i thought was my good friend completely blew me off and made me feel like shit today..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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January 11th 2014, 05:24 AM
Its pretty damn sad when I talk to my boyfriend's friend more than to my boyfriend. Enough said. I'm a little pissed.
You know, I was talking to my friend today, how she's gonna break up with her boyfriend because they're on different pages. What about us, babe? Where the hell are you? Because I don't wanna get stabbed in the heart again. Please, not again. Just... don't leave me. I swear I'll do anything.
French grade better fucking pass so I can pass fail that fucker and drop the class. Going to something actually useful.
The weather sucks, freezing rain is such a drag.
Speaking of drags. My boyfriend likes cigarettes and Call Of Duty more than me.
I'm lonely and triggered.
Gonna be a long weekend.
I have no life.
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January 12th 2014, 05:05 AM
My friend makes poor choices.
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January 12th 2014, 05:25 AM
The yelling is constant. I wake up to it, I fall asleep to it. And they won't stop.
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January 12th 2014, 06:33 AM
(Triggering)
They're mesmerizing; I can run my fingers down them. They're white, and faded. I want to make more.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
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Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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January 12th 2014, 08:09 PM
I'm going crazy. I'm losing myself. I'm just not strong enough. I'm sorry for letting you down again. It isn't fair that I always end up ranting to you about everything wrong with my messed up life. I'm sorry. I want to keep doing it. It's what I deserve.
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January 12th 2014, 09:19 PM
My contacts are uber dry and it's bugging me, but I can't take them out or I'll be blind.
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January 12th 2014, 09:59 PM
My stomach hurts.....
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January 12th 2014, 11:12 PM
I can't make the pain go away...
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January 12th 2014, 11:20 PM
The other day my friend told me he thought I'd be a little more conservative with my money after I told him I finally decided to buy something for myself for the first time in a long while.
It felt really good.
I lied. It made me feel like a complete disappointment to humanity.
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January 13th 2014, 12:11 PM
My runny nose and constant sneezing are making me horrible, yet the weather hasn't been helping at all. I love rains, but not when I am like this.
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January 13th 2014, 12:42 PM
Complaints of the day/night!
- Getting judged harshly
- Almost got stabbed by an over intoxicated dickhead
- Working a 12 hour shift on Thursday >_<
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January 13th 2014, 04:59 PM
It looks like I'll have some really hard classes this semester.
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