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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 29th 2013, 05:31 AM
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I hate that feeling of being left behind.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 30th 2013, 05:36 AM
I slept eighteen hours today, yet I am still exhausted.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Location: With God on the corner of First and Amistad
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Re: Complaint of the day -
August 30th 2013, 06:09 AM
I break down now every time I see him.. I feel like a sick puppy and he just comes whenever. I say one word and he pays so much attention to me. It's not his job...
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 30th 2013, 06:07 PM
Made a fool out of myself in front of the entire math department because I am just that great. Want to start crying in the middle of the classroom. So triggered. And I can't figure my physics out and she's collecting it and even my English was unnecessarily hard.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 30th 2013, 07:15 PM
I'm shaking; I have to cut again.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 31st 2013, 03:10 PM
I was standing on a chair last night and my foot slipped off the side. Now the side of my leg below my knee is scraped, bruised, hard and tender, and possibly a little swollen. Accidents while playing in the kitchen ended for me when I was about 5. I feel so immature. Hurts like a bitch too.
Location: With God on the corner of First and Amistad
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Re: Complaint of the day -
August 31st 2013, 04:19 PM
School starts on Wednesday and I still don't have everything I need. All of my friends have A lunch, and those who have B play storage room ping pong... but I have to eat. My insomnia isn't helping with my sleep schedule either. Ugh....
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 31st 2013, 11:11 PM
It's not that I can't tell, it's that I can't explain. And I fear that there won't be understanding. I'm so numb right now; I can barely fucking function.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 2nd 2013, 03:51 AM
Mister Cellophane
Should have been my name
Mister Cellophane
Cause you can look right through me
Walk right by me
And never even know I'm there.
The neon burns a hole in the night, and the Freon burns a hole in the sky.
You can find my kind living right on the fault line, eyes on the seaside, lives on the B-side, kites on the power lines.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 2nd 2013, 05:58 PM
My bones hurt today.
Hotmail is fucking acting up and it's driving me crazy.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 2nd 2013, 07:06 PM
He always does this.
Says "I miss you" but never makes plans to hang out.
Stops responding after five minutes into the conversation.
*sigh*
Yeah, I miss you too.
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 3rd 2013, 01:13 AM
My weekend wasn't all that great. But what should I expect when I have no friends to text, no cousins my age there, and my parents should be getting a fucking divorce???
Show choir. Is so. Fucking. Confusing. Why do I have to be so uncoordinated??
....Cody. He just needs to like... stop fucking controlling what I do and like, give a care or two that I didn't kill myself the last couple days and that I want to be friends with Matthew, and not be scared of him like I think I still am
I'm such a mess. I just am so sick of being me.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 3rd 2013, 01:19 PM
My mum earlier today commented on the fact that I'm not so "Ugh". So when I asked her she said that I don't seem so depressed like I was 'the rest of the week'. No. If you haven't forgotten, I started group therapy yesterday. I was bound to be unsociable after being in a room with 11 other people for an hour and 30 minutes with having just 2 rounds of toast and a cup of tea for my breakfast. I'm not surprised I was very 'ugh' because all I wanted to do was go to sleep. Then I hear you saying to my brother that you think I'm sleeping but you come check anyway. So when you do, you see me lying in my bed very tired and still trying to sleep and ask me anyway! Then today you tell me to, "Sort myself out". Very good advice. I think I need you to elaborate first though. -_-
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 3rd 2013, 05:32 PM
I'm really lazy even though I KNOW I need to do some Staff work.
I don't fucking understand this Melodyne stuff and they all treat me like a dork for not understanding it.
I have show choir for frickin 6 hours, ugh, my legs are going to KILL.
I'm so tired of Cody being like, all fucking over me, especially around Mimi, it just makes me feel guilty because its like, Cody likes me after being rejected by so many girls, while Mimi makes it seem like... like I'm all she's got. I don't prefer either, its just... you know, why do they like me? I'm like... annoying and boring and ugly and a freak.
My side hurts so much...
Can't I just like... die in a corner?
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 4th 2013, 12:34 AM
Sixteen days I've been sick. 16 days of symptoms that came and went: raspy voice to no voice, coughing, sneezing, stuffy nose, headaches, neckaches, I'm fucking tired of being sick. After 16 days I just want to wake up and be able to fucking breathe in the morning.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 4th 2013, 12:36 AM
Everything hurts. I'm sore. And I didn't sleep last night. I'm tired and I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have so much work to do. I'm sick. I want to SH. I'm done with all this.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
September 4th 2013, 10:46 PM
First day of sophomore year.. sucked :/
In Algebra 2 I feel so stupid like I can't remember anything.
And then comes my third hour Spanish 3 class :/ Have to drop the class because I don't have a cell phone so I can't do half of my assignments and my iPod touch is only a second generation so I can't download any apps that I need for Spanish. Plus my dad doesn't like how its only like an independent study hall, yet you learn more Spanish on your own :/ There goes a college class that I have to drop even though I'm only 15. This could've been such a great experience for me. But I can join this random band class third hour that like nobody is in.. but at least I'll have band.
Fourth hour this chick I hate so much is in my class and keeps actin like she's better than me.
And the there's my Drama 1 class I walk in and this group of guys started laughing and pointing at me and making fun of me because I'm a "freshman" which I'm not! :/
And at lunch of course I have the lunch with all of the Freshman and I couldn't hear my friends talk. I literally had to put my ear next to my friend's mouth. Oh gosh I don't want to go back tomorrow. This is exactly how I felt last year. :/
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~