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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 29th 2013, 03:04 AM
This thread has been labeled as triggering by the original poster or by a Moderator. Please take this into consideration before continuing to read.
Triggered.....
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 29th 2013, 07:04 PM
My head hurts and I'm tired of the screaming. I'm useless; nothing but a reject.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 31st 2013, 12:01 AM
I don't want to move again
I hate myself.
If I told Dad and my step muum what was happening in my head ....... I just couldn't.. they don't need to know how I see myself, how I never congratulate myself in my head and constantly put myself down. No fucking wonder I cannot love the world.. I hate myself.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 31st 2013, 04:28 AM
I want to stop complaining about my fucking life but life keeps giving me things to want to complain about... even when they're all my fault.
I feel so alone but who would want to be with me?
I feel so reckless but its not like I have money or a car or.... God knows what I'd be doing if I could get out of my house for a night....
I feel so fucked up but I won't tell my therapist shit...
I feel so vulnerable but I won't ask for help...
I feel so exhausted but I can't sleep... fucking nightmares...
I feel so terrified but I MISS HIM SO MUCH....
...I feel so.... dead.
I just want this to end.
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 31st 2013, 05:24 AM
i have a headache.
thoughts..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 31st 2013, 04:28 PM
The complaint is from yesterday, but will probably be relevant for today. I'm babysitting my two little cousins at my house, and usually I babysit them at their house, and as you may know I have a lot of animals, well, they are just terrible with them. Screaming at my caged animals, bugging my unfriendly cat (even after I told my littlest cousin not to go near, she apparently wants to get scratched), and yelling, kicking at, and hitting my dogs. My grandpa is bringing over some toys that were supposed to be saved as a gift for them to try and distract them from the animals, but ugh, I'm just irritated they wouldn't listen to me after I told them to knock it all off. I'm running on no sleep to day and have no patience, so hope they can just cool it today.
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 31st 2013, 07:34 PM
I never knew it could hurt this bad; I'm so triggered. I'm falling to pieces.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 1st 2013, 03:06 AM
In about two seconds, I am going to take my laptop and all of the feelings I have about everyone who is treating me like shit and throw it at the fucking wall.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 1st 2013, 01:21 PM
I got no sleep last night so I'm gonna have to stay up tonight.
School starts in 6 days.
Still thinking about him, and he probably already forgot all about me.
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 1st 2013, 04:22 PM
The power was out.
School starts in 11 days...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 1st 2013, 05:05 PM
I ran into a table at work the other night so now I have a bruise the size of a hockey puck on my thigh. I keep forgetting it's there and hitting it, ow. Whoops.
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 1st 2013, 08:35 PM
Disaster, total disaster just happened.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
August 3rd 2013, 01:37 PM
Trying to clean out all the stuff my previous boyfriend gave to me as a way of 'moving on'. I'm trying to make this therapeutic and to help me feel better but right now all I have is a slight empty feeling, that horrible 'I can't breathe' feeling and a massive headache. Still, I need to continue in order to recover.
Doesn't help that my good and long time online friend last night said that we should consider stopping being friends and it adds to my empty feeling expecting him to just delete me off his friends list. Makes me feel even more empty.