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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 19th 2013, 03:09 AM
This thread has been labeled as triggering by the original poster or by a Moderator. Please take this into consideration before continuing to read.
getting your heart eff'ed with is so much fun...not
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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June 19th 2013, 02:50 PM
I spent my entire day yesterday, from 9 am to 10:30 pm cleaning my room and the massive project continues into today. I'm sore and I just want to lie down. The only good thing is that all this is distracting me until the weekend when I can finally go out with my boyfriend.
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June 19th 2013, 06:16 PM
Gahhh, I'm worried sick. I hope they're okay. 
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 01:39 AM
My mom has been triggering me so much more than normal lately. And she refuses to believe she's doing anything wrong. Ugh. I got so close to cutting today because of her.
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June 20th 2013, 04:30 AM
My mom was getting on my case about EVERYTHING today. She just had no patience and she seemed so annoyed, and she couldn't get the fact that I was just having a bad day. 
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 07:52 AM
I didn't get to go fishing.
A beautiful thing is never perfect.
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June 20th 2013, 08:17 AM
I can't find anything decent to cut with 
My friend is bugging me about my self harm saying she's gonna tell our youth leader I'm doing it again
And I might have to work on saturday
If I make it to saturday . . .
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 11:46 AM
I think I'm about to self harm
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 04:22 PM
I feel so alone.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 05:09 PM
-I feel really fat. 
-I feel like I'll never be finished! 
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June 20th 2013, 05:12 PM
This school is fucking bullshit.
People are shit.
I feel like shit.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
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June 20th 2013, 10:01 PM
If my life was an exam, I'd be told to resit it. Such a failure...
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June 20th 2013, 11:07 PM
My back hurts so bad and my boyfriend isn't here to give me one of his amazing massages.
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June 20th 2013, 11:25 PM
I have an upset stomach.
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June 21st 2013, 03:32 AM
He's in Europe until the 1st of July. He just left this morning. And I'm already doing sort of bad without him.... this is bad.... especially when you throw in a desperate ex while the guy that's been keeping you sane is away.....
I almost cut myself.... God....I hate exes...
I don't know. July better come fast.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 03:39 AM
My abusive ex-boyfriend has tried to talk to me more than my friends have since I got back in town.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 12:17 PM
Today begins my three 9 hour shifts.
Hello exhaustion.
There is no beauty without some strangeness.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 03:15 PM
Chickened out and didn't end up ringing headspace and I listened to my mum. :/ I've seen over 20 different mental health professionals, why am I so scared about this?
Be like the turtle;
at ease in your own shell.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 06:12 PM
Some people are just rude.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Struggling again.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 07:38 PM
I feel like I'm getting sick, and we're supposed to leave for our vacation in Oregon TOMORROW.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 08:47 PM
There's a rubbish bin beside EVERY bench in the park, yet people still throw their stuff on the ground. I blame the fucking council for not cracking down on it.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 22nd 2013, 12:27 AM
Not in a good mood right now. I hate being at my house.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 22nd 2013, 04:59 AM
I don't feel good... At all
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 22nd 2013, 06:16 AM
Day two of him being in Europe and I'm stuck here alone...
....talk with my ex gone horribly wrong.... 
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 22nd 2013, 11:55 AM
I am very confused as to what has just happened... And my headache isn't making it any easier...
I could dwell on my problems... But I'd rather make a milkshake...
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 22nd 2013, 07:33 PM
Tries not to whimper at her purple name
Take as long as you need.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 23rd 2013, 07:59 PM
If talking with mom is gonna be bad, talking with A is gonna be worse... But if I wanna move before school starts I have to do it soon...
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June 23rd 2013, 08:33 PM
There a was a fella shot near enough to my house last night. He's alive, but I'm feckin' scared now.
Anxiety, for crying out loud. Was shaking violently earlier. Came *this* close to relapsing. I probably would have felt better if I did.
And I'm worried sick about someone. I need them to contact me so I can be sure they're okay.
EDIT: About the shooting, I found out a while ago that the person who was arrested is someone I'm familiar with. Oh, God...
Last edited by Catharsis.; June 23rd 2013 at 09:10 PM.
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June 23rd 2013, 08:52 PM
My friend keeps making passive aggressive posts about me on tumblr. I'm so close to cutting off our friendship because she's being a fucking bitch to me. She's become her eating disorder, and I can't be friends with such a terrible illness.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 03:51 AM
So today my boss gave me a performance review and said if I don't "pick it up" in the next two months I'll be fired. I work harder than anyone else in the department and get no recognition and lousy pay in return. Fuck you, bitch. Time to look for a better job, one that recognizes my talents.
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June 24th 2013, 04:06 AM
I can't function. I want to cut, but I'm too numb to go get a blade. I'm dissociative tonight. I don't know how I keep myself living.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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June 24th 2013, 04:15 AM
Convinced I'll die alone, nbd.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 02:38 PM
Not like things aren't hard without you, yeah totally. No big deal.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 05:58 PM
I have completely, utterly and totally burnt myself out. I can barely type a comprehensible sentence. Can't talk to anyone about it either, or justify taking a break- this is completely my own fault, and it's by my own choice.
Take as long as you need.
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June 24th 2013, 06:15 PM
So much drama over the summer. I get pulled into stuff that doesn't even involve me.. yet I'm the biggest problem. She loves me, I love another girl. So many lies. And I'm always the last person she'll come to and if she does talk to me, she only wants something....
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 06:26 PM
I just miss him so much.
He doesn't have any idea of how much it hurts trying to be friends with him.
I'm in love with him, and I can't help it.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 11:44 PM
Still not heard anything. His parents are away today, and who can blame them? There's nothing on the news about it either.
He couldn't have done it.
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June 25th 2013, 04:02 AM
My phone is destroyed. I'm tired of crying. Maybe this time, it really is too late. I'm losing it but you aren't listening to me.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
The axe forgets, but the tree remembers
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June 25th 2013, 04:37 AM
Lonely and sad.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 25th 2013, 01:27 PM
Just cut and I hate myself for it
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