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May 4th 2013, 08:35 PM
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I'm in a bit of a predicament...to much homework and not enough time...
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May 4th 2013, 08:36 PM
i let it all drip down the drain.
literally.
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May 4th 2013, 09:48 PM
I hate goodbyes. So so much. I just want her by my side always.
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May 4th 2013, 10:12 PM
they're spreading rumors/gossip about me 
I got yelled at/punished for something I didnt do. The person who told on me was the one who did it
first time about to see a counselor yesterday and it was closed. Have to wait till monday
Feeling sad
want to go to the park but I have no one to go with. Feeling lonely and out of place.
I'm such a pariah
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May 4th 2013, 11:15 PM
Too much stuff, too little time.
I want to SH. This is the biggest urde i ever had. And no one here to comfort me. I think thats good on one level because i become independent, but very bad on the other because if i choose wrong theres no one to correct me.
Well i say: I dont give a sh*t anymore...
Even worser update. I got myself on cocain. Not that im addicted... Just tried it and liked it... Im scared to know whats next.
Started smoking a pack of cigarettes a day.
I drink double the amounts now.
My doctor said i will die by the age of 25 if i continue like this...
I am a bad person. For a lot of reasons.
This thread is depressing. This forum is depressing. The chat has become depressing. Life has become depressing...
I dont remember when was the last time i laughed. Im guessing 4-5 weeks...
I got drunk 7 times in 7 days.
I overdosed a couple of nights ago. I almost went to a hospital... Cocain... Joy killed if you take a few g's than usual...
Anyways, all of you here that are just scrolling down and dont give a shit... I appreciate it, and im not being sarcastic. Im tired of people trying to lecture me. There was only one person that just kept his mouth shut and listened to me and comforted me... AND NOW HES F*CKING DEAD!!!
F*ck you all!
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May 5th 2013, 05:10 AM
I've always known that the truth hurts. But I never thought it would hurt this much...
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May 5th 2013, 06:01 AM
Dad and his insults. 
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May 5th 2013, 02:43 PM
i miss being with my girl.
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May 5th 2013, 04:47 PM
Last night, it was all so clear. Now today it's messed up again. I'm not sure what I am, and I hate every time that happens.
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May 5th 2013, 06:11 PM
It's a bad day and it's only 1 in the afternoon.
I'm dissociating.
Everything is so chaotic.
Will I even live to see fifteen?
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 5th 2013, 06:57 PM
Im so confused. I have no idea what to do.. or what not to do.
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May 5th 2013, 09:05 PM
I'm so confused about the whole thing, and I need someone to talk to about it, but I can't really post anything on here without being attacked.
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May 5th 2013, 09:20 PM
I don't want to leave tomorrow! Ugh, I effin' love F-Ham, this is where I was born and grew up. I hate living down the Cape. Absolutely hate it!
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May 6th 2013, 12:20 AM
Really bad day and WAAAAY too much precalc homework. And thanks to my teacher for tripling the assignment right before AP exams and not teaching us half of it.
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May 6th 2013, 03:09 AM
I don't feel comfortable in my clothes. I hate my body.
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May 6th 2013, 03:09 AM
I don't feel comfortable in my clothes. I hate my body.
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Spite and coffee.
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May 6th 2013, 11:24 AM
My freaking filling just fell out.
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May 6th 2013, 05:15 PM
I'm freezing! Miss last week's nice weather!
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May 6th 2013, 06:33 PM
I was up late so I woke up late
I'm nervous for tomorrow
I feel really alone and defeated today
SH urges suck, you know that?
I have no motivation
I can help everyone else but myself.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
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May 7th 2013, 08:52 AM
- Headache.
- Slept too late.
- SH urges do suck, Cassie! I actually almost did it earlier.
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May 7th 2013, 09:57 PM
i dont understand.
i feel.. awful.
i broke down.
want to ****
ect
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May 7th 2013, 10:03 PM
I'm gaining some of my weight back and it's making me feel really insecure.
My back hurts.
I feel so numb today; as if I could cut and not even feel that.
I can't let myself cry.
I'm not ready for the move. I don't want to face the unknown for the umpteenth time.
I made someone cry today (unintentional)
I'm done complaining now.
I'm glad you didn't do it, Christabel! Hang in there 
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May 7th 2013, 10:25 PM
headache
didn't eat breakfast or lunch, second day in a row
don't feel like eating, not in the mood. But I probably should. I know I should, but I can't. Not now at least.
tomorrow is first counseling session, I'm nervous and scared. Today was introduction thing and uhm, I already cried in front of her while telling her about self harming
I'm not used to opening up to people in real life...meh.
Left for school this morning crying and people were looking at me funny on the train. I usually don't cry in public but I can't help it any longer, it just happens.
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May 7th 2013, 10:59 PM
I'm so done with this. You've just RUINED my good mood. I was beside myself with happiness, and you tore it apart.
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May 9th 2013, 02:39 AM
I fucking hate food
I was up all night crying
My feet feel like they're detached from my ankles
He's been talking about me again.
I'm trying so hard to recover, but I still feel miserable despite my efforts.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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I hate milk.
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May 9th 2013, 02:54 AM
Today was the seniors' last day...It was not fun...
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May 9th 2013, 03:39 AM
Shit.
I fucked up again.
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May 9th 2013, 03:42 AM
I can't talk to him right now due to my dad being over.
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May 9th 2013, 12:39 PM
anxietyyyy.
There is no beauty without some strangeness.
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May 9th 2013, 04:09 PM
Things are falling apart. so. quickly.
...nothing in particular, just everything.
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May 9th 2013, 09:32 PM
I don't know if I can do this anymore
I'm exhausted
I feel guilty, as if I'm burdening my mom
I think I'm about to pass out
I feel guilty for eating.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
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Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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May 9th 2013, 09:35 PM
im so behind.
i lost my motivation again- not feeling productive.
dont know what to do.
getting really stressed.
picture is worse than i remember.
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May 9th 2013, 11:43 PM
Relapsed again.
Great.
Skating party this weekend, probably gonna see my ex, lovely. -.-
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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May 9th 2013, 11:54 PM
Ended things with Cody and now I'm back to being alone.
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May 10th 2013, 12:44 AM
I'm not happy.
Too much school work to get done the next few days.
I miss my friend the way she used to be.
I need to feel pain, but I promised not to do anything.
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May 10th 2013, 01:30 AM
I'm tired.
Headache.
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May 10th 2013, 05:29 AM
I cut my finger on accident and took a huge chunk out of it yesterday and we have no fucking bandaids. What the actual fuck?
Also, has everyone just decided that I'm a piece of shit that's not worth listening to? I mean what I say, god damn it.
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May 10th 2013, 05:21 PM
Well.
Not gonna see my ex.
Kinda a good thing.
Scars hurt.
Can't find anything to wear Saturday.
My clothes all look horrible on me.
My face is ugly.
My hair looks gross.
I'm just not a pretty girl.
I'm just not.
So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.
Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."
What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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May 10th 2013, 08:10 PM
So behind in school,
people treat me different when I SH,
dad thinks I'm a loon,
Blah Blah Blah life....
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May 10th 2013, 11:27 PM
Just for one day,
Just for ONE fucking day,
can I be beautiful?
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