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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 21st 2013, 12:03 AM
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I'm so tired and feel so unprepared for Skills USA so even though I'm excited for it it's also gaah!
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 22nd 2013, 02:36 PM
Of course Alex didn't come home yesterday and he probably won't come home today. I look like shit, my hair is disgusting, my clothes are disgusting, I don't want to go to geometry today, and I'm so tired.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 22nd 2013, 09:23 PM
eyes dying.
cried at school-twice.
punched the bathroom wall
feel like shit
wanna puke
wanna stab my eyes
so much hw
failing my classes
fucked for life.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 23rd 2013, 04:29 AM
Missed counselling today.
TH comes back up right as I'm about to go to bed so now I can't stay on what is this nonsense.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 23rd 2013, 07:38 AM
TH went down last night.
It's lashing rain again.
Dismal performance from Ireland. We can forget about qualifying for the World Cup if we play like this.
It's Saturday, which means my parents will be nagging me all day because they're sick of looking at me. Always works that way.
Miserable for a variety of reasons.
33 days is too long to go without seeing that beautiful, red streak across my arm again...
Last edited by Catharsis.; March 23rd 2013 at 08:18 AM.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 23rd 2013, 03:49 PM
MCR IS BREAKING UP?!?!?!?! D":
failing.
dont know what to do.
eyes never stop hurting.
still feel like im going to puke because of it.
terrible dreams.
still late :\
so much hw..
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 23rd 2013, 04:12 PM
I don't get to see Alex until Monday even though he got home yesterday.
We fought yesterday.
My mom is not leaving her boyfriend because she has zero balls and doesn't care about anyone but him.
She's gonna expect me to be all nice and happy because it's both their birthdays today but fuck that, if he can treat all of us like shit he can deal with it.
All he wants from me is sex because his pretty princess is in another state. He wouldn't want anything to do with me if she were here.
I washed my face with two different face washes last night and I woke up disgusting again.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 24th 2013, 02:03 PM
I have to look at myself. Mirrors don't like me. Windows insult me. Water judges me. I hate myself.
Have to do my hair extreme curly, and go to church with the curls, and then to a birthday party for my cousin on the side of the family that no one cares about, then have to run around serving people food that I don't even get to eat, and then perform. Again. Plus spend the day listening to them flirt. and them flirt. and them flirt. and I'm alone. Great.
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Originally Posted by Oracle.
MCR.
Plus MCR.... broke up.....
Last edited by Chris; March 25th 2013 at 08:47 PM.
Reason: Combined posts
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 24th 2013, 04:06 PM
I'm slightly triggered and don't know why.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 25th 2013, 02:45 AM
I can't make tears when I need to cry,
I can't cut when I want to most because no one cares enough to stop me nor let me. It doesn't make sense that they want me to be numb. Then again, how would they know how I feel?
Not like they'd fucking care.
Cody's friend told me he still wants to be with me. Yeah right. I'm nothing, ugly, just scrap. And I'm fat, not to leave that out.
Matthew called me a "fuck"
Cody called me a "bitch". So did Sarah. and Kate. And Zoe. And Abby.
They called me a slut. And an attention whore.
I want to die.
My last show choir performance went terribly and I nearly choked on my solo. She and matthew would not. stop. flirting. They're so right together and connected and damn happy, and Zoa is happy with Wil, and Cody likes Erin, and I'm alone.
ALONE.
And I see why, its no secret, I'm just fake and ugly and worthless and unlovable.
I get it.
I want....want want....want....to hurt myself.......
I deserve it.
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 25th 2013, 01:46 PM
Th was down, i had a really nasty fight about teens and our problems with my mom and i was shaking out of anger, and i broked a door.
Th was down, and exactly when i needed it, so i was outraged... Bad day, and i dont want to smoke weed but i need to relax... Grrrr
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 25th 2013, 04:04 PM
Depressed. So depressed. Its taking everything out of me.
Parts of me wish she knew about what really happened over the summer. So when she says things like "oh, well its good you can't take pills, it gives me some reassurance", she could know how stupid she sounds. There was no reassurance. I swallowed them. And ended up puking my way into the hospital. Let out the next night. 3:00 p.m. Sunday-9:40 p.m. Monday. One stupid mistake that should have worked. That's why I can't take them. Not that I don't want to. Not like I love living and want to be here right now. Cough syrup is great. I could drink a whole bottle right now.
Last edited by Chris; March 25th 2013 at 08:50 PM.
Reason: Combined posts
Re: Complaint of the day -
March 26th 2013, 10:33 PM
I woke up blind this morning....
couldnt see out of both eyes for over an hour
eyes hurt so bad i feel like im going to throw up.
so much hw, so little time, no concentration
want to cry
did cry
scared as all hell
lost
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love