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March 8th 2013, 07:07 PM
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I finally have been put back into the 'real' world. The world I saw as perfect, and everyone in it too. Now I realize the story behind people, everyone has a story, and it's about time that I continue to offer more support, love, and help. Wish I was in this 'mindset' years ago.
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March 8th 2013, 09:58 PM
I got punched, kicked and had my face slammed into a door at work today. Bruises everywhere, cut and bruises on my chin and I have to be back there in 9 hours. fml
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March 8th 2013, 10:09 PM
Missed the bloody 4:15 and had to wait over half an hour for the next "every 15 minutes" bus.
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March 9th 2013, 04:44 AM
Something in Blue Bloods triggered me emotionally.
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March 9th 2013, 09:26 AM
Scrap life . . . scrap self harm . . . no one cares . . . I don't care . . . good bye
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March 9th 2013, 05:45 PM
1 month and 1 week. Fucking fuck my life.
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March 9th 2013, 07:16 PM
feel like shit.
hw to do.
tour dates not up yet.
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March 9th 2013, 07:27 PM
Still sick. Alex hasn't talked to me at all. I wrote a 3 page (front AND back) letter to him about the truth - how I really felt and blah blah blah. Probably won't give it to him but whatever. I'm gonna try to find someone to hang out with today and I'm probably gonna fail, and I'm probably gonna end up spending the day working out and being lonely and miserable, and I'm probably not gonna sleep tonight.
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March 9th 2013, 07:37 PM
The way I plan things, and the way things happen is totally different...
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March 9th 2013, 08:47 PM
It's Saturdays like these I wish I had friends in real life...
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March 10th 2013, 11:08 AM
- I cut again, I failed him
- I feel like just curling up in a corner and crying
- I'm tired of myself, my feelings, my thoughts
- I cried so much today
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March 10th 2013, 11:47 AM
I'm not prepared for my exam
I could dwell on my problems... But I'd rather make a milkshake...
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March 10th 2013, 01:34 PM
will be waist EVER be small enough?
I don't think so....
I like 2 guys...
One is wayyy too old.
And the other... Well why would he like me?
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March 10th 2013, 05:24 PM
I hurt so much
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March 10th 2013, 06:20 PM
I really messed up this time. Why would I ever let this get this bad? Why wouldn't I stop the vicious cycle? Tomorrow should be interesting...
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March 10th 2013, 06:36 PM
TH was down at an inconvenient time, but I'm not surprised.
It's times like these that I cannot find a single reason why I decided to stay in Arizona.
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March 10th 2013, 07:50 PM
still sicklyish.
stepdads a buthead.
homework.
school tomorrow.
snows melting.
sun/brightness.
eyes hurt.
needanother two days.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love Repose en Paix, Grandad/mom H., Sito, Nay, Mary, Aunt S., Peter, Katie, Lexi, Mrs. Radoye, Mandii, Trevor, Megan, Uncle T., Erika, Aunt R., Braxton, Connie, Adam, Grandpa, Buttons, Aunt Barb, Pi, Grandma ♥ The world will bleed its bloody tale. People will throw their stones. But the one thing you must always remember is: You no longer walk alone. -Blake Bliss
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March 10th 2013, 08:27 PM
Got about 2 and a half hours of sleep (because someone a.k.a. me decided to drink 4 coffees yesterday).
Our show choir got dead last, probably because I fucked up my solo.... I fuck up everything....
my grades... just.... qywijiqefdaowiaskhbf
Everything.
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March 10th 2013, 08:27 PM
My friends aren't responding. I have too much work to do. I want someone to take care of me, but I have to come to terms with the fact that that will never.
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March 11th 2013, 06:06 AM
I'm so tired of being trapped in my mind and feelings.
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March 11th 2013, 06:45 AM
I'll be getting about four hours sleep tonight. And I want to keep my name. The one I have now, the one that I just picked out and absolutely loved. But nope. Tomorrow it's time to dive back into school, watch my grades slowly slip because I don't care anymore, and put up with trying to be someone I'm not anymore.
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March 11th 2013, 08:52 AM
I'm tired, but can't sleep.
I want to cut.
I miss him so much.
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March 11th 2013, 02:01 PM
I almost started crying just because I can't stay after this week.
Can't stop thinking about SH even though I'm not actively triggered?
Math test today.
I don't know how I'll survive the day.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
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March 11th 2013, 09:43 PM
feel like shit.
homework.
stressed.
hungry as hell, but not hungry.
fat.
gross.
awful.
stupid.
eyes hurt.
fell off the bus.
still kinda wet from the rain.
ect..
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March 11th 2013, 09:46 PM
Today is just not my day. Horrible.
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March 11th 2013, 10:13 PM
I still have a sore throat.
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March 11th 2013, 10:33 PM
I regret ever kneeling down to God and asking to become famous.
Because now 'dev' has a hold on me, and won't stop till i give in
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March 11th 2013, 10:35 PM
I would like to not be in pain for just a small amount of time.
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March 12th 2013, 01:38 AM
I screwed up at soccer practice.
Varsity tryouts are next week.
I've never felt more down on myself.
Aghhh!!!
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March 12th 2013, 01:58 AM
I feel broken.
I have homework due tomorrow that I haven't even started.
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March 12th 2013, 03:25 AM
I wish I was pretty and outgoing like she is.
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March 12th 2013, 04:18 AM
I had this great introductory blog post lined up that was absolutel torture to write on my phone and then my browser reloaded right as I was previewing the finished version and I lost over half of it. Grrrrr. Oh well, just an excuse to go find a computer and type it using a legitimate keyboard.
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March 12th 2013, 05:54 PM
The longest I've ever gone without seeing him was four days. Today makes five. The longest I've ever gone without talking to him was little more than a single day. Again, today makes five. I'm still sick, I'm lonely, I feel fat, and I miss the shit out of him.
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March 12th 2013, 08:15 PM
not gonna win that bass. not gonna be able to buy merch. fuck therapy and probably not gonna get my eye exams. i'm a fucking mess.
and my cat tried to kill me.
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March 12th 2013, 09:13 PM
I really don't want to go to work. I have 0 motivation today.
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March 12th 2013, 10:07 PM
The final act of life will be in my own hands to do,
I'll be a Princess Die and die with you
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March 12th 2013, 10:08 PM
I just want to lay in my bed and do nothing, but I can't because I have to write a transcript that's going to be shit anyway.
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March 12th 2013, 10:16 PM
tired. feel blah. confused. no motivation. still kinda wanna SH. almost did last night. grumpy. just.... eh :\
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March 12th 2013, 10:17 PM
my wrists are begging to be slit........
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Re: Complaint of the day -
March 12th 2013, 11:08 PM
Today just wasn't my day for a wide range of reasons.
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