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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 24th 2012, 07:32 PM
Its getting annoying getting all these adds on Facebook from people I don't know (and mostly that are younger) and then having them be just like "oh my gosh I love your tattoos!" like.. is that the only reason you added me? I'm not as cool as it may seem.
And here you are living, despite it all. Lead Moderator | Disputes Committee | HelpLINK Mentor
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 24th 2012, 10:58 PM
Everyone just is so busy right when I need them. Is God trying to tell me to do this on my own? I can barely take this. It's not like before, talks aren't helping that much and I just need some distractions from them. Things are starting to make me literally cry now.
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 25th 2012, 06:48 AM
So I've been wanting to get a labret stud (has a flat back) in my tragus piercing so I can wear earbuds easier but the problem is the post of the jewelry was bigger than my actual piercing so it was really hard to get it in and now my tragus piercing is really really sore.
At least it should heal quickly since I used bioplast jewelry.
And here you are living, despite it all. Lead Moderator | Disputes Committee | HelpLINK Mentor
Last edited by Eternal; July 25th 2012 at 07:38 AM.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 25th 2012, 02:11 PM
I am still tired and have to do a bunch today.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 25th 2012, 05:57 PM
No. She can't leave me. This is too much to take in. I can't do this. She pulled me through last summer, and she was the first person I believed in years when they said they wouldn't leave me and they care and all that and now they are gonna let the cancer when? I can't do this call me selfish but I really won't be able to cope with losing another rock in my life.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
July 25th 2012, 08:55 PM
The flute section rejected me in marching band! what the heck you only need one chair to sit in! Put your stupid case under your chair!I don't even get to go to band camp! uggggh i wish i had friends. they all said i'd make new ones in high school. let's see how that's going... oh yeah they al hate me!
Bethany don't be mad at me anymore please! we both made the same mistake! Talk to me, reply to my messages! I get it I shouldn't have told her, but i won't lie!
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 25th 2012, 09:46 PM
I'm so freaking angry at myself. I want to do so many things that my rational self knows are stupid.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 26th 2012, 12:18 AM
Erghhh. I have a major headache, my parents are IDIOTS and I'm depressed.
Greattttt. -_____-
Was happy earlier and my effing brother ruined it. Thanks. It was the first time in a long time I had actually been happy.
My parents don't think I have any problems.
"Oh, she's not underweight so her so called eating disorder must not be that bad"
Thank you, Mom and Dad. I know your trying, and I know if I bring it up you'll be like we know its real and serious, but you sure as hell don't act like it.
God. Maybe you'd pay attention if I died.
But I'm not going to do that, so whatever.
If you're looking for a sign not to kill yourself tonight, this is it.
"May the odds be ever in your favour"
"A strong person is one who can smile this morning like they weren't crying last night."
Your never alone, I'm always here for you. Shoot me a VM or PM.
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 27th 2012, 03:19 AM
I'm feeling lonely and let down. I feel like no one seems to care about it, though. I'm angry at them for being let down so often, but I can't say anything about it because that would be wrong. :/
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 27th 2012, 01:31 PM
I can't eat in front of my own family without getting anxiety. I try to tell them how much I am struggling, and I just can't. I had a crying screaming match with my mom yesterday..I feel terrible. I told her sorry I'm such a screwed up kid. Maybe my little brother will come out better.
They don't understand. I have to FIGHT to get the help I need. I had to ask a few times just to get back into therapy and now my therapist thinks I need to see a dietician...and my parents are dragging their feet. Granted, we're waiting for a pay check, but still. They think that they can help me. They can't. I have A FUCKING MENTAL ILLNESS. Can't they see that?!?!?! Oh yeah, no they can't. I'm not skinny so nothing's wrong with me. God. I'm so pissed. I need to loose weight for medical reasons and my parents keep pushing me, and I'm like, its like telling an alcholic to have a few drinks but don't over do it and expect them to not to get drunk.
Honestly, giving in to the eating disorder is easier than this.
Sorry I'm so fucked up and that this was so long. I just needed to rant/vent.
~paula
If you're looking for a sign not to kill yourself tonight, this is it.
"May the odds be ever in your favour"
"A strong person is one who can smile this morning like they weren't crying last night."
Your never alone, I'm always here for you. Shoot me a VM or PM.
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 27th 2012, 10:39 PM
my eyes are still giving me a headache. and huck finn is sooo boring. and yes, i hate getting yelled at for 'playing games on the computer' when thats my homework thats on the frikin screen -_-'
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
July 27th 2012, 10:44 PM
Why did I sleep? At 7am I gave in and slept until 2. Why? Now I'm replaying the dream over and over in my head and I'm just going to stress myself over it
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
Former user: xArchDreamerx