Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

[SkyFall]

That was a shitty v day.

I have anxiety. I am hating all the Valentine's Day posts/meme's on facebook. Not because I am not in a relationship...but because people act like being single is the absolute worst.

[Tigereyes]

I just want to get as fucked up as possible, anyway possible

I am struggling so much right now and I have no idea how to fix it. I woke up feeling like death was my only option.

Last night really messed with me too. I don't think I have ever had that happen. It makes me feel like a piece of crap. It makes me feel like he deserves someone so much better.

[Tigereyes]

I don't have energy, motivation, or time for all this but need to do all of it.

I am slightly anxious but I think that is because I didn't sleep well.

[daisy_jam]

I'm feeling anxious so bad that I was anxious while I was sleeping and my nightmares was anxiety filled

Up a bit too early.
Can't seem to get something to work so going to have to call or hope I hear by email.

Phones charging cable keeps breaking after a few months ... although the one that recently broke lasted about four months. I am pretty sure it's the angle that it's in when I use it while charging...just can't do anything about that, currently.

[Storyteller.]

They're raising my rent so now I have to re-evaluate my budget.

My head hurts and so does my stomach and I have so much to do in such a short period of time! I hate when things come up unexpectedly!

[daisy_jam]

I'm so damn bored

I have been looking forward to book club all month and now I'm not sure I have the energy or desire to socialize

My anxiety is making things hard again.

I will be okay. I will get through this. I am probably going to have to start taking the medication again.

[Storyteller.]

I've had this controller, which was a replacement for the original I bought from you guys that broke a few months ago, for less than a month, and it's already not turning on despite having a new set of batteries in it. Do you want to maybe sort your stuff out so I can actually get a reliable product that I don't need to return?

[Fanatic]

Today is going to suck because I hate being too busy..I just want to sleep in today and then later I can be free to do homework and relax. But no..I have work, school, and a mock interview all on the same day. Ugh. -_- fml

I gained weight and I want to bleed out everything inside of me.

Stressing I won't get paid even though I know I will.

Stressing I'm also going to have to contact them about the other issue

Stressed because they've provided me with absolutely no goddamn help finding a job.

[Lionheart]

I guess I get payback for actually starting on my paper on time... I got to many bulletpoints (because I actually had enough time to research for once)
I need to write about 15 pages... my bulletpoints are 10 pages. And I have to make a text out of them, add the spacing and stuff and write a whole analysis...
I'm so screwed...

[daisy_jam]

53 HOURS WITHOUT ANY SLEEP


WHY AM I LIKE THIS

JAKDOEMCOWOFJEKNFOWBE

Social security made a mistake.
I took care if it last September and they reinstated it and now they are trying to take 402 from me next month.
I have the documentation so why the hell did you reinstate that shit when I don't need it

[Mismatched Socks]

It seems whenever I ask for advice on forums (not TH, just other forum sites) people are so quick to criticize rather than say anything helpful. This has just happened for the second time and I'm at my wits end. I was struggling with a college assignment and thought talking to people with an interest/experience in the subject would help but clearly, I was wrong. At least last time, some people were actually helpful, but this time I just gave up because nobody seemed interested in anything other than picking holes in everything I do.

[SkyFall]

I don't like being locked in cupboards.

I still am not feeling well but I am not certain if it's just depression or if it is sickness.

I need to get to ss but I might wait till tuesday. Going to see how I feel in the morning.

[Tigereyes]

I wish it wasn't too late to drop out...

Not accustomed to caffeinated tea. Feeling restless right now.

[daisy_jam]

I have a wisdom teeth induced migraine and I'm so very anxious.

All I am doing is thinking about ways to harm myself
Have to make it to next Friday.

[Storyteller.]

I could have done without that semi-conscious reminder.

I wish I could stop caring!!

[Jordioa18]

Just broke up with girlfriend of almost 3 years

What the fuck next?

Two people expressed concern for my life if I didn't start eating again, so I started eating more. I was told I had to stop running until I get blood work done, so I stopped running. I stayed off the scale for a week and I gained so much weight. I've run every day but one this past week. I've been eating, but I've been purging. I'm caught in the cycle of starving, binging, purging, overexercising. All over and over and over again. My heart rate dropped dangerously low while I was asleep last night, but I don't care anymore. If I die, I die. I don't care anymore. I'm stuck in this never-ending cycle and all I want is to be free from it. My life isn't worth living. I thought the people at the eating disorder center were being dramatic when they said that, with an eating disorder, life isn't worth living. But now I know how true that is. I'm not living a life that's worth living. I'm barely surviving. I'm killing myself and I don't know how to stop. It's recover or die, and I'm too stubborn to let my family know what's happening. This is going to kill me. At some point, this will kill me and I don't care. I care more about the fact that I don't care.

[Tigereyes]

I've been walking, trying to balance on the edge of relapse for so long. Now I can feel myself wobbling. I'm about to fall, and I'm not sure which side I'll end up on.

I started my period. Since I've been on birth control it's not as bad. It doesn't last as long so it doesn't bother me as much but it still does. I have no idea why really? Like my period has always made me feel gross.

Also, I'm pretty sure I just found out a friend didn't invite me to something. We are technically decent friends so that's cool but whatever. I kind of had an idea the friendship was falling apart. Just not certain why?

[Tigereyes]

Is it really so bad to have just a taste of relief so I don't end up doing so much worse?

[MWF]

I'm so sick of seeing happy couples. All I've ever wanted was to be one of them.

[Storyteller.]

I'm really over this whole thing where no matter what I eat, my body reacts weirdly after it. I just can't win and it leaves me feeling so frustrated.

[daisy_jam]

I hate how my parents make me feel insignificant, and I hate how I'm not strong right now.

[Tigereyes]

I'm so sick and tired of all these bad days... You tell me that I deserve to feel better, but I don't get to and then you keep treating me otherwise. And there's only one way to feel better, but it means sacrificing everything I've worked so hard for. But I'm starting to think that I'll never feel better otherwise--only worse--and I can't go on like this anymore..

[Everglow.]

Sunday's at work at just me and a manager. Feeling super anxious now. Literally losing it I can't do this.