Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

[Starseeker]

It's going so bad. So bad. I don't know what to do, I'm absolutely helpless. They're all going to kill me and there is no one to turn to.

I hate how this one medication makes me so tired, and it isn't my bedtime medication. Need water and coffee.

I've got a headache and had so much I wanted to do

I was looking forward to a nice weekend at home and now it won't happen.

I feel even more tired of seeing the girls I met in treatment doing so well and having babies and getting married.

I'm conflicted because I'm exceptionally happy for them but I also can't help but feel sad that I haven't gotten there yet.

It's worse today because another person is pregnant.

I know I'm doing well too though so idk

[London_grace]

I feel down at my friends house because I wasn't paying attention and I hurt my ankle. Great! How am I going to tell my parents about this. Great job me.

I have not been feeling good and I put some important things off

[Fanatic]

I'm so sick and tired of liberal Hollywood butting into political issues and ruining award ceremonies for everyone. If only I could move to another country or another world to where Hollywood doesn't exist.

[daisy_jam]

I feel lost without my hearing aids

[Fanatic]

I don't want to work today and want to be finished with college already :/ I'm tired of being around and dealing with people and want to just stay at home.

[London_grace]

All off my friends wanted to go running and I can't go because my ankle hurts! Great.

I haven't heard back from the volunteer coordinator. She usually gets back to me quickly although I know she was going to be on vacation at some point this month.

[MWF]

Sometimes I wonder if everything I'm seeing is actually a fantasy. It really freaks me out.

The point of your services is to help me get the things necessary for a fucking job. I have an interview and they inform me I need a typing certificate. I took a typing test and had to call and ask if that would count. You said it wouldn't. If you knew that and knew I was applying to jobs that might require a certificate you should have thought to tell me? I kind of thought that test I took might have counted? I might have broached the idea of a typing test sooner

[London_grace]

She was 4 lumps OMG!!!!!!! What is going to happen!

Mhmm, that was completely unnecessary. Now I won't be able to sleep tonight.

And I was gonna stay up all night on the 12th because fanfic event anniversary something or other whatever.

You poop.

[daisy_jam]

Got stung by a wasp three times and I wasn't doing anything. Just sitting on my couch. Cried for ages (Was my first time getting stung by a wasp)

I feel so lost.
I feel so underappreciated.
I KNOW I am doing really well though. Job search wise...everything and yet...I don't feel like it's good enough.

[Tigereyes]

If it's only the 2nd day of the semester and the fatigue is so bad already, how the hell am I going to survive the rest of this semester?

[Complete Love.]

Body memories are so intense. I can feel what they are doing to me.

[Storyteller.]

My ping for these servers is supposed to be around 28-32. At the moment the range is more like 170-200. What's the point of having unlimited data if the connection is so slow I can barely do anything with it?

I don't want to do this today.

[Tigereyes]

I wish I had someone to talk to about this. But I don't. And I don't know what to do. But I can't do this.

Today was kind of shit.
I was given all kinds of *bad* information.
I have so much to do to prepare for next week and I am scared for so many different reasons. I have other opportunities, maybe, but I feel like such a failure.
I'll be okay. I have gotten through worse AND excelled.

I really need to avoid these unexpected 'family' encounters. If I am not prepared to deal with certain people their idiotic statements end up frustrating me a hell of a lot more.

I basically have to prepare to hang out with most my family because of this. I still get irritated most of the time ... but being prepared leads to less irritation.

[Storyteller.]

Last week I ordered something I was really looking forward to getting, but apparently it's out of stock and for some reason it took them a week to tell me that.

I am overly anxious.
Probably going to take medication but not sure how much I am going to end up getting done?

I have to do SO much too.

[Fanatic]

Senior year of college is so nervewracking and stressful. A lot of the internships and jobs I want are in another state and I'm not fully independent yet. I don't want to just settle for what is available to me. I also am tired of feeling emotionally helpless and unstable. I've missed work because I didn't want to deal with people. I feel so dysfunctional.

[daisy_jam]

Why are holidays so expensive? Why can't my friend be more accomodating with dietary needs? Why the heck do I suck?

[Storyteller.]

I finally got a good night's sleep, but I don't feel any better. And the fact that I don't feel better makes me feel worse.

Ran out of ink and wasted a bit of paper. I have ink so I was able to replace it but the paper was expensive and I am hoping to make it last as long as possible!

[Fanatic]

I feel like I'm sinking and I don't feel like myself anymore. Being creative feels like a pain. I'm slowly losing myself and any motivation to be who I wanted to be for so long. I want to feel confident in what I'm passionate about again...

I just feel really tired. Didn't sleep well last night and have a busy day today. Am hoping to go to the bookstore in a bit even if I don't end up purchasing anything.

[Storyteller.]

I was late to work for the first time ever, and even though it wasn't my fault it still added unneeded stress to my day. Given how stressful tomorrow is going to be I was hoping for a calmer day today.

I didn't get something that I have been waiting on. Had to email the person about it but I am sure it will take them ages to respond and react. It is unlikely I'll end up getting it this month which is phenomenol

[Celyn]

Haven't slept properly in a while. Feel out of it.

Feeling really sad today. Might be the perfect time to get lost in a book

[Fanatic]

Tomorrow will suck. Will have to participate in Jury Duty. Ugh. Fml ����

My dad has been in the ER since last night. He had to get a surgery but he had abnormalities of the heart. I am so damn worried about him. What am I going to do if something happens to him. I know I won't go homeless but I won't have any parents. I won't have my dad.

I am scared. I am scared. I am scared.

I found something out about someone that hurt me.

It upsets me so much and I feel like it's my fault if others are being hurt.