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September 6th 2021, 09:36 AM
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I’m soooo tired.
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September 7th 2021, 10:04 PM
I want a good night's sleep. I want to not need naps all the time. I want to not have ugly eye bags under my eyes. I want actual energy and the desire to be productive and then to actually do it.
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September 8th 2021, 11:15 AM
I don't know how much more I can take of that place.
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September 9th 2021, 11:27 AM
I don't know how much more of this I can take.
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September 11th 2021, 04:18 AM
My anxiety and depression has reared it's ugly head again today.
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September 12th 2021, 04:37 AM
I really don't want to go to work tomorrow.
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September 13th 2021, 12:56 AM
The upstairs neighbours have flooded their kitchen and now we cant use any lights because they have water pouring through them. I cannot wait to not have upstairs neighbours any more.
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September 14th 2021, 07:20 AM
I'm just so tired today.
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September 15th 2021, 06:36 AM
I just want to be able to not be so busy all the time.
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September 16th 2021, 07:17 AM
I feel like I am surrounded by Covid-19.
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September 17th 2021, 06:32 PM
I wish it wasn't so easy to just accept the self-hating thoughts.
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September 17th 2021, 09:43 PM
I don't know about you Mum, but I don't really think it's funny for you to use my autism as an excuse to get things I or we want. I don't want to use my autism as a victim card. I'm not a victim. Just because it's got me some cool things easier doesn't mean I'm proud of it. I don't find it something to laugh about.
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September 18th 2021, 06:30 AM
I'm just exhausted today.
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September 19th 2021, 02:35 AM
I don't want to go back to work tomorrow. 
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September 23rd 2021, 11:11 AM
I just hate lazy staff.
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September 25th 2021, 03:10 AM
I hate feeling like this.
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September 25th 2021, 08:15 PM
I don't actually want therapy. Just accepting my fate would be so much easier. I'm just trying to improve because everyone else wants it, since I can't decide what to do with my own life.
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September 25th 2021, 11:50 PM
I got my groceries today and the grocery store brought me a large tub of yogurt that expires on September 30th. Seriously? That's only a few days away. Guess I am having yogurt for breakfast every day. I hate to let food go to waste.
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September 26th 2021, 06:21 AM
All it takes is one thing to switch.
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September 26th 2021, 05:10 PM
Why do people call me ableist slurs when I'm being polite and trying to help people? Am I really such a horrible person for trying to be kind and inclusive?
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September 26th 2021, 08:45 PM
There is definitely something wrong with my toilet. The water in it bubbles when the upstairs neighbor runs their shower. It wasn't doing that until yesterday. However, the maintenance man couldn't find anything wrong with it. I am anxious because the last time it bubbled like that it ended up being incredibly clogged and they had to snake all the drains. Let's hope he's right that it's no big deal.
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September 28th 2021, 07:23 AM
I really don't know what to do...
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September 28th 2021, 10:39 AM
Can I please stop feeling tired? I have naps or go back to sleep 1, 2, even 3 times a day, and I'm still exhausted. Naps are nice, but I don't want to sleep constantly.
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September 28th 2021, 10:10 PM
It's 6pm and already feeling so dark out. It's raining, but still.
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September 29th 2021, 06:38 AM
I really wish I didn't get myself into these situations.
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September 29th 2021, 07:21 PM
Can't think of the English equivalent of a word used in American Sign Language.
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September 30th 2021, 02:24 AM
I wish I could read. No audiobooks sound good either
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September 30th 2021, 07:43 AM
I really wish I just could keep my mouth shut.
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September 30th 2021, 10:40 AM
My therapy session was rescheduled again. Yes, I'm nervous for it and kinda don't wanna do it, but I also really need it, so...
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October 1st 2021, 10:14 AM
I feel like I'm falling deeper into this darkness.
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October 4th 2021, 04:14 AM
I don't want to feel this guilty all the time anymore.
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October 4th 2021, 09:33 PM
My COVID jab got rescheduled. Everything is rescheduled...
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October 5th 2021, 12:59 PM
This is the same clinic that refused to meet with a mentor, and she died a year and some months later from cancer.
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October 5th 2021, 03:42 PM
Anxiety is the absolute worst
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October 5th 2021, 04:09 PM
Why does my body have to crash after doing the most simplest thing?
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October 6th 2021, 09:58 AM
I hate being like this.
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October 6th 2021, 09:52 PM
The beginning of my life is such a scary thing to imagine. I was just in a black void, then there would be a memory, then blackness again, and then another memory, blackness...this went on for a few memories and then suddenly I was just...sentient. I distinctly remember the first time I saw my face in the mirror. Not a figure of speech btw. It just perturbs me. Why couldnt it just be like,,, normal??? Even the start of my life was strange, let's not even think about what goes on now...
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October 6th 2021, 10:14 PM
I feel my good mood slipping away because I know who I am going to have to see tomorrow.
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October 7th 2021, 10:02 AM
I'm just so tired all the time.
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October 7th 2021, 12:51 PM
Im such a failure in life. I dont go to school, have a job, or do anything productive. I havent gone to school in years. I am a waste of oxygen and shouldnt be here
It's enough to live a live with love until we die
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