Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

I don't know why, entirely, but I am extremely anxious. I have the house to myself till sunday sometime, or at least, this area. I have somewhere to go tomorrow night but, I am contemplating cutting and cutting deep. IDK, no one would notice and as long as I waited till after everything ... I wouldn't get caught.

I can't get caught. I can't cut. I need to talk myself out of it.

[daisy_jam]

I fell and landed on my knees really really hard and on the road. It's SO painful. I can't walk properly and cant extend it right. I'm shaking in pain.

I feel bad because I didn't end up going to the mass but I just couldn't do it.

I am finally starting to grieve and I just could be around all that.

[Kintsukuroi.]

It’s almost three and I’m still wide awake even though I didn’t sleep more than an hour since Friday. I’ve been laying in bed for over an hour trying to sleep. Gah

I have been sick all day. Had a headache, nausea and dizziness. I was able to read which is great but I wasn't able to do much else. Was hoping to get something written and could only get two parts done.

Hopefully tomorrow is a better day.

I've been anxious most of the day. I know it's because of the test tomorrow but it doesn't make me hate it any less. Dreading it so badly that I'm contemplating not going. I won't actually do that though because I'd be angry if I did.

Already woke up anxious because of today.

Wish I could hide away but I think I am just going to try and go back to sleep

I don't like that it's already going to be dark out at 5 PM tomorrow.

I've been overly depressed and frustrated all day today.

[better-than-ecstasy]

was sick for almost two weeks and the virus attacked my vocal cords and i miss my voice

[GalaxyCat 284]

My complaint of the day? I heard on the news that someone who probably didn't want to die was killed, and I'm still here alive but wanting to die. Jealous.

I have a headache and have errands to run

[Kintsukuroi.]

I don’t like daylight savings time when it begins or when it ends.

It's too late to put the air conditioning on, but damn it why do they put their heat on so high?! It's not even that cold out!

I'm just tired and annoyed with everything and everyone!

[GalaxyCat 284]

A stupid teacher at my stupid school wouldn't turn the air-con on and t was like a 35 degree day (Celsius) and I forgot to put deodorant on and I have really bad heat rash.

Never fell back asleep, and now the day is beginning. Need all the coffee.

[Crybaby_JiminsLover_]

You Act Like You Are My Friend But You Talk Crap About Me, You've Changed Kay ,You've Changed, And Its Sad You Have Nothing Else Interesting To Do In Your Life Than Talk Crap About Me And My Friend. Seriously Just Tell That Sh!t To Me Face-To-Face Instead Of Cowering Down And Acting Like I Don't Know Anything Like An Idiot When I Do Know Everything.

[MWF]

My friend and his wife still haven't moved out of my fucking room and it's been forever since I've masturbated. Thats the only semblance of sexual activity I ever have. This fucking sucks.

I passed the test but didn't do as well as I liked. I'm a gosh darn failure

This getting dark early and getting light late business is not helping my depression!

I had a terrible fucking dream and I think it's going to ruin today... It's midnight so that's cool... My day hasn't begun

I keep waking up early. Don't get enough sleep and end up getting tired early in the day

[Tigereyes]

I'm struggling a lot right now and feel like I have no one to talk to because people just want to give advice rather than actually listen. They tell me to just take meds because I'll never be happy if I don't, but I hate living off of meds. But that doesn't matter. I don't feel like it matters what I want. I don't feel like any one cares about me because I just want someone to be here for me and agree that everything does suck right now instead of telling me that it'll be okay. Because right now, nothing is okay. Just listen... Please......

I am struggling to comprehend something and am feeling frustrated.

[Fanatic]

Even with friends, I don't feel interested and empty. I feel invisible. I cant help but feel depressed and suicidal. I just want to feel something other than this even if it is harming myself in some way.

[Kintsukuroi.]

I can’t sleep.

[Fanatic]

I'm so tired of feeling alone and disregarded by others. I'm sick of looking for people's attention. I just want to die or be somewhere else where it's better than feeling trapped.

I ate too much.

[Lionheart]

I was looking forward to having lunch with everyone but I guess there are more important things than me...

My throat is still hurting, and I don't feel any better this morning.

Had another restless night, couldn't fall asleep and stay asleep.

I am going to have to redo all my bookmarks!

[Celyn]

Tinnitus. Omg.

So sleepy, and the dark doesn't help matters any.

[Fanatic]

This week has been terrible. I just want it to end.

[Lionheart]

Fuck it. I can't stop trembling. Can't drink a bit of water cause I can't hold the glas and hadrly can tip this since my fingers won't hit the keys right... what the fuck is wrong now? I don't even know WHY I'm trembling!

I had a really great day but now I feel really sick

I feel kind of sad today...but it's a weird kind of blah sad? IDK how to explain it exactly. I hope it goes away by tomorrow since my boyfriend and I are going to a movie I have been looking forward to all year.

[Storyteller.]

I don't understand where all this negativity is coming from but it's really weighing me down.

[MsNobleEleanor]

I don't know. It's sucks my appointment is canceled I get crap happens but you have canceled on me more than I can count. I did once this year cause I was sick and contagious.

It feels people don't care about me and I am giving up. What is the point. Many people are putting support for me on hold. I am kinda done with that. I am tired of speaking up and being like, "you said you'd do this, nothing has been done." With no response.

What gives?