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November 9th 2020, 02:28 AM
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November 10th 2020, 02:16 AM
I don't feel so well both physically and mentally.
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November 10th 2020, 02:20 AM
Another night of not reading
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November 12th 2020, 10:47 AM
Vivid PSTD nightmares..
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November 12th 2020, 01:38 PM
I need to fucking kill myself. If it's still not better by mid-December, I'm fucking leaving. Same date I set like 5 months ago. Haven't fucking changed my mind because shit just keeps fucking getting worse every fucking day I'm unfortunately still alive for some damn reason. I don't even care. And there's no one left to care.
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November 13th 2020, 07:35 AM
Life sucks...I’m failing school, I have a hefty medical bill, I’m broke af, I lost my job..ugh I wanna die
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November 14th 2020, 09:44 AM
The neighbours are blasting music and it's really starting to stress me out.
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November 14th 2020, 01:17 PM
As far as I see it I have two options:
1. Keep my work hours as they are, have panic attacks the night before work, panic attacks at work, cry a lot, but have a reason to leave the house and function as a semi-normal person
2. Halve my hours and go back to just weekends so I'm not so stressed and not so anxious, but potentially end up more depressed and alone than before, with no motivation to get out of bed, and potentially stop functioning as a semi-normal person
How do I choose?
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November 14th 2020, 04:37 PM
There's no help for me.
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November 15th 2020, 05:41 AM
I hate having anxiety.
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November 16th 2020, 12:55 AM
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November 17th 2020, 03:05 PM
The flashbacks make me extremely suicidal in the past time, and there's no way to know what's real and what's not. There's no advice for me because the first step is recognizing it's a flashback, and that's impossible.
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November 17th 2020, 06:16 PM
Dissociating hard and no one cares. I need to drive, so I have no choice but to push through when I probably shouldn't. There's no one here. All alone. At least dissociation is better than flashbacks. Though some of my flashbacks are to when I had to dissociate my way through the trauma I couldn't escape. I'm losing my mind here in the car. Waiting to see if it'll be safer to drive soon. If this passes. Will it end? When will it end? Where am I? How did I get here? Where do I go? No where is safe. I can't escape? How long have I been here? Does anyone care at all?
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November 20th 2020, 09:11 AM
I just don't want to work there anymore.
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November 20th 2020, 01:17 PM
No disability, no help. I feel like I’ve been given up on. Feel hopeless. My mental illness feels invalid. Is it cause I’m afraid that others don’t want to see my pain? I want to hurt myself and hurt someone. I feel such anger at myself and people for making me this way.
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November 23rd 2020, 08:02 AM
I'm hungry but I know it's a lie. Every time I eat I end up throwing up or at least wanting to throw up.
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November 23rd 2020, 10:13 AM
I'm feeling quite overwhelmed with everything that's going on at the moment.
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November 25th 2020, 11:07 PM
It's my birthday in a few days. Maybe I'll do something for myself for once and end this suffering for good. Happy birthday to me; I'm going to kill myself.
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November 26th 2020, 12:33 AM
Only reason I'm not killing myself right now is because I'm not physically alone at the moment.
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November 29th 2020, 02:27 AM
I really need to learn how to calm down and to be more motivated.
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November 30th 2020, 03:32 AM
I'm not sure if I want to do this anymore.
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December 1st 2020, 05:21 PM
They don't see that I am trying to change for the better, even if it's in a minuscule amount.
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December 2nd 2020, 12:44 AM
No one cares. No one understands. It's not that fucking simple! I'm tired of explaining over and over. I'm here alone to suffer. I'm ready to go.
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December 4th 2020, 10:24 AM
I just feel shattered all the time.
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December 5th 2020, 08:52 AM
84 cord of hornbeam and ash to be chopped and stacked this weekend. That's 304 cubic metres! Problem is, where to put it all.
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December 5th 2020, 08:34 PM
I had another nose bleed.
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December 8th 2020, 07:07 AM
I just want to stop feeling so anxious all the time.
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December 12th 2020, 09:54 PM
I ended up having to do almost all the cleaning again. My hands are getting so dry. Even with cream because I end up having to wash it off.
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December 13th 2020, 02:57 AM
The x-rays showed no broken bones but my fingers are still not lining up right so something is off. No one will believe me though.
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December 15th 2020, 12:11 PM
The back of my neck is well and truly stiff from carrying all that shopping on my back yesterday. I suppose I could consider it a pre-workout workout for today.
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December 21st 2020, 07:10 AM
Urgh, I just wish my life was stress free and normal.
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December 24th 2020, 03:51 AM
Urgh, I hate that time of the month.
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December 26th 2020, 03:23 AM
I don't want to go back to work tomorrow.
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December 27th 2020, 01:20 AM
I don't want to feel this anxious anymore.
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December 27th 2020, 11:58 PM
I can't sleep.
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December 28th 2020, 01:29 AM
Urgh, I don't want to go back to work this week. I wish we got a decent amount of time off during these holidays.
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December 28th 2020, 09:39 AM
Fucking rich kids in the mini city-state! They weren't even born here!
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December 28th 2020, 02:10 PM
My butt hurts from all this sitting.
Time to get up and do something else for a bit before my butt becomes flat as a fart.
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December 29th 2020, 02:26 AM
I am so achy right now! My back, my knees, my chest, my neck.
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December 29th 2020, 07:52 AM
I'm worried I'm not gonna sleep tonight. That'll make work a fucking bear to get through.
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