Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

[Jordioa18]

She's being distant again. She blew off today's date due to sickness, and status for Saturday's movie date is unknown. I'd love to let her to her own and not annoy her too much via text, as she wants to, but I am wondering if that date's still continuing.

[Odyne]

It’s dark and raining

[Rivière]

1 week today I have my exam and I'm struggling to sit and focus. I keep thinking of a million and one things. The coffee probably isn't helping. -_-

[Odyne]

I’m soooo tired.

Had such a hard time waking up this morning.

[Odyne]

I miss summer. It's so freaking dark outside and it's only 5:10 pm.

[Rivière]

I feel like I should have pushed harder with my workout, but I guess I did ok.

[Odyne]

It’s raining. Again.

[Rivière]

I feel like a really deflated balloon.

[Odyne]

This is UNFAIR

[Odyne]

Anxiety attack from the morning.

Bummed out and I don't know how to fix it.

I want to die

[Tigereyes]

I'm still financially fucked, but now, differently too. Work is so expensive when you're poor. Only internet friends to offer emotional support, parents can't afford to help much financially. There's no light at the end of the tunnel. I wish I could afford therapy, but obviously a financial crisis doesn't allow for that, especially when I couldn't afford it before.

I spent a year trying to find a reason to live so I wasn't just surviving a day at a time and miserable. To experience life. But now that's gone too. I wish I'd never had that bit of hope. Then at least that couldn't be taken away from me too.

Happy birthday to me tomorrow? Just after my life suddenly goes from decent (with a lot of good moments) to losing $1500 unexpectedly back to the university for unpaid mandated holidays (I planned for the actual holidays but not the extended breaks). I can't afford December, depending on HR taking their time.

I've been anxious off and on all day.

The voice and volume of it is just digging at me. Will I even get to sleep comfortably tonight?

[Odyne]

I’m so tired and sleepy these days

I wish I didn't get so stressed out about all things

[Odyne]

It’s so cold and dark.

I hate how obnoxious the keyboard layout of my new computer is. Too much noise and a lot of typos.

[Odyne]

I’m so so tired.

Tired and hungry.

[Odyne]

Just a sad day. ED is controlling me

Tired and with a stomach ache.

[Nala.]

Tired of these sinus issues.

I'm stressing out and in turn getting more and more freaked out and anxious.

[Odyne]

So dark and cold outside.

So tired and cold.

[Odyne]

Rainy... i just want some snow.

[Tigereyes]

I don't believe in hope anymore. And I can't accept help because I'm used to not having support.

[Odyne]

Nightmares. Again.

Beginning to hit that wall at 6 PM. This is ridiculous.

[Odyne]

Rainy, dark and cold.

So tired. x

[Rivière]

I woke up with a headache. That hasn't happened in a while. -_-

[Odyne]

So cold and dark outside... like my mood.

My stomachs acting up and I would rather not go to work

[Odyne]

Tried some beers to feel better, but it doesnt work.

It's weighing heavily in my mind right now and I wish it would go away.

[Rivière]

I have backache from my session at the gym today. I keep leaning forward to relieve the pain a bit, but that's kind of counter-intuitive since the whole point is to help keep good posture.