Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

[michaelks]

Anxiety is my everyday's annoying problem.

[Tigereyes]

If I didn't have fucking work later, Id'd fucking relapse right now. Because fuck this shit. Fuck my life. Fuck everything. Nothing works. Nothing works out. Nothing's okay. I'm just fucking done.

Wish it wasn't so crappy out. I hate the month of April sometimes.

[Tigereyes]

I'm too sick to eat, and I'm okay with that.

[Tigereyes]

I'm dissociating more. It feels like I'm just in limbo. For every aspect of my life. I feel too much pain, but now it almost doesn't even feel real--like it's happening to a charqcter in one of my stories instead of me.

I want this day to end.

[Everglow.]

I forgot I'd have to do an 11+ hour shift today and now my back hurts and the pizza they ordered has made me sick.

I'm exceptionally anxious.

[Jordioa18]

Homework homework homework... Last period's redo week is next week so I gotta study as well.

[Rivière]

I realised last night that any of my 'close' friends aren't that close. I bend over backwards trying to be there for them regardless of my situation, but it's never reciprocated. Some can't even be bothered to tell me simple details, or end up telling me last. I must be such a worthless joke to them.

I have to get through 8 hours

I hate that this only happens to me.

I am getting tired already and it's not even 4:30 in the afternoon.

Work today

It's going so slow. I want it to be the weekend already.

[Tigereyes]

If I could change myself to be anything but aro ace, I would do it without hesitation.

[Storyteller.]

I really need to go for a walk because it'll help my mental health, but the weather's so bad that I can't do that without negatively affecting my physical health, which in turn will decrease my mental health. So basically it's a lose-lose situation, which is super fun.

[Rivière]

I feel like I don't want to see him before he goes. Unless it's to tell him how he's made me feel for entire year.

Wishing I didn't have to go to work

[Tigereyes]

It only gets worse. Guess it's time to start my goodbyes. And no, I'm not going to tell anyone first. Because no one cares enough to support me, but they care enough to stop me..

Work tomorrow

It's getting late...

I'm so stressed out today.

It's Monday which means back to work. So damn anxiety inducing

I got treated like shit over something and I have proof that no one's called me out on it before. This is bullshit. I slightly snapped at that person too and I'm sure it'll reflect negatively in my conference.

I am pretty anxious about today.

[Tigereyes]

I wish I could take a few days off to just quit caffeine cold turkey. So I can abuse it again to function, instead of not being able to function even WITH caffeine.

I'm stressed about work. I know this job isn't conducive to my mental health but I don't know what to do or how to get out.

[Tigereyes]

If I stay, I'm a constant problem. If I go, I've fixed some problems and created others for you. And myself, but at least if I go, I'd have my freedom back..

It's Sunday and my weekends over

[Tigereyes]

Panic already setting in and interview doesn't start for another hour and 40 min. I need a couple benzos or alcohol or something. Anything

Worrying about the interview. An hour and a half till it starts.

[Storyteller.]

I'm so tired of being an outsider everywhere I go.

I'm gonna be anxious for the next few days

[Tigereyes]

Things are so bad, and I really just want to hold my cat.. But he's gone. He's been gone. And he's never coming back.

My anxiety is so damn bad right now

[Tigereyes]

Desperately need a multi-month long nap.

[daisy_jam]

Influenza A sucks. I just love being contagious.

[Kintsukuroi.]

My sleeping schedule is so out of whack.

It's only 645 and my anxiety is awful!

I didn't get that job. Something will prevent it. I will find out today and it will ruin my trip.