Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

I hate my family.

Ripped a hole in the garbage bag trying to take it out of its container.

(I am getting a sense of deja vu, did I make this complaint last year?)

Hate that she is going away for eleven days and I am stuck here.

Why can't my silly brain thing work like that all the time? How annoying it likes to work at random (or random-ish) times.

Also, I ate too much. I mean, I ate a normal amount but it was too much. Makes me realize how much I've lost.

[Storyteller.]

I could not have slept worse last night. I'm exhausted, my brain is foggy, and everything aches. At least I have something to look forward to if I manage to survive my shift.

I really wish Facebook would stop recommending pages for local businesses on my Internet-based account, the account which I have nobody from real life on and closest individual on my F-List lives some 300 miles away! So, I'm not really understanding why it's showing me pages that makes me worry that others on the F-List can't see or guess where I live!

(Even Boston, the location I set for my town, is some 70 miles away!)

They are having people over on a fucking Sunday. I honestly can't stand them but I don't have a right to be upset. I just need to be grateful that they help us.

He just irritates the hell out of me, and I wish I did not leave because of him. But he won't be hone this weekend, so it'll just be the girls.

[Fanatic]

I liked this girl and I feel like she is no longer interested in me. Also my financial situation still sucks. Ive been eating nothing but ramen for the past couple days.

[Everglow.]

Had a productive day at work that I didn't hate, made worse by my manager making comments about how long it took me to go through over 100 old orders that were 9 months old.
And now tomorrow we have no clinic, so I'll have o listen to him complain at me even more.
How long until I snap at him again??

I think I did something stupid friday

[Tigereyes]

Talking about my problems and/or how I feel is bad.

Another day where I end up feeling like an idiot!

Feeling exhausted today, even though I got a lot of sleep.

[Fanatic]

I feel like no one cares at all if I’m in pain or suffering. Should I just kill myself?

I am not doing well tonight. Just not okay. Just want to harm myself so damn badly. Need to try and stay safe

Feeling dizzy and nauseated.

[Tigereyes]

I really need someone to talk to... But I need to stop reaching out for help because I always end up hurting those I reach out to.

I want to do something productive and positive, but no idea where or how to start. It's frustrating, and I blame my anxiety.

Slept fourteen and a half hours and I still feel exhausted!

[Fanatic]

Feel alone in all my grief. I hate life and I hate myself. I feel trapped and want to die.

[Rivière]

I just can't seem to motivate myself to do any work today.

Yesterday was such a shit day. I really hope today is a tiny bit better.

This story is beginning to give me a tension headache.

So much work for one stupid fanfic. Ready to be done with it.

[Tigereyes]

School hasn't even started yet, and I already can't handle it.

Got a decent amount of work done but I couldn't handle the gossiping and mean ness

[Tigereyes]

Day 1 of the semester was already too much. Someone please kill me.. Tomorrow will be worse. And then it'll get even worse. I want to die..

I hate living in fear. This anxiety is a constant battle

[Tigereyes]

This whole semester is so unreasonable that I can't even imagine how bad it'll actually be (after many other hell semesters). Literally laughing about this shit because how can it even be real?

I hate that I keep recycling old plotlines for new fanfics. I should just give up writing fanfics altogether. I'm not even a good writer!

Family BBQ and I can't deal.

[Tigereyes]

Too fatigued. Can't focus on reading 'cause I'm so exhausted that all the words run together. Can't make words do the thing for writing either. That's my classes this semester. Kill me.

[Tigereyes]

It's really easy to tell which professors also struggle with disabilities (or at least are close to someone who does) and which don't. Really did not need to be told "good for you!" for pushing myself way too hard when I'm already really sick. This is when I need to rest.

So cold and tired.

Woke up from a nightmare and won't be back to sleep

[Unidentified~Unicorn]

Can't handle this drama anymore.

Having one of those days where I can't help but think 'it would be better if I were dead'. Need this week to end. Two more weeks of training and then adjusting to being in the office every single day.

I'm going to be overwhelmed with tasks and I'll get talked to by my supervisor for not being fast enough. I've been told I'll get faster but worried about how overwhelmed I'll be before that happens.

[Tigereyes]

Just got home from an unexpectedly really long day. Time to do more homework 'cause I'm still way behind. Oh and make dinner and wash dishes before and after I make dinner. With what energy?

I wish it were friday

[Rivière]

I feel a bit sick. I haven't eaten since last night so I hope that's all that's wrong.