Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

I feel like they are setting me up for failure. It's not intentional they are just disorganized.

[daisy_jam]

Sliced my finger and hand trying to catch a falling vase and I'm just annoyed that I did that.

Failure
Loser
Lifeless
Flashbacks and the gross taste. How long will this all last?

Perpetual tiredness.

COMPLAINT for the end of the day:


I still feel like a failure. I wasn't able to read at lunch because I lost interest and got bored. Don't want to lose my reading but feels like I might.

For the first time since starting work I don't want to go.

Work messed up and I'm having to deal with the stress. The solution isn't the worst but it's not the best. I still miss a day.

[Fanatic]

I wish I didnt have to work even if it isnt stressful nor interactive with people. All I want to do is stay at home, sleep, and not worry about anything. It makes me want to live in another world where people are free to do whatever without worry and responsibilities. I hate this reality and this world. I feel so stuck and trapped.

My niece is here and won't leave me alone. I know she likes me but I'm struggling a lot and being around her is hard because she reminds me of myseld at 5...and that just triggers me and I can't handle that right now.

[Nala.]

I need to be more productive but I'm lazy. Just annoyed at myself for that.

People explaining things with half truths. I utilize insurance more than you and I feel like I could explain this better. Trying really hard not to be annoyed but come on

I shut the air conditioning off because I was cold, but now I'm feeling warm and light-headed.

[Storyteller.]

I can't find something important to me despite the fact that I had it just yesterday and thought I put it back where it should be, and now I've also gone ahead and managed to break one of my favourite mugs. Today is not my day.

[daisy_jam]

When loneliness really gets at you.

Making up scenarios in my head where I somehow did something illegal and will end up losing my job or going to jail.

This isn't normal. I've been doing this for years too. Another thing to talk to my therapist about.

I just want to exercise in peace!

Ate all that and now feel sick.

[BasketballPeter]

bruh its fine there's always a mcdonalds ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I hate how un-Asexual that made me sound.

No, Mum, not everyone with short hair is a "dike" as you choose to phrase it.

I hate me so much.

[Tigereyes]

What if I don't want to recover for myself? Should I just give up on recovery then?

More stuff that I don't want to do today. I'm drained from this week. Only today and tomorrow and then I get to volunteer.

[hocus pocus]

They're doing major construction by my school. I am hoping they'll put a light in that dangerous intersection. It was okay to get into school today but dangerous coming out. You could barely see to turn because someone decided to park their construction truck right in the freaking way.

Screw sleep, it's the shortest night of the year! Yet the darkness seems to stretch on, and I am exhausted.

My head hurts.

The lag on this computer is so real and it's annoying.

[Storyteller.]

Work was fine right until the last ten minutes of my shift, when everything happened at once and several things went wrong and everyone seemed to need something so I ended up feeling stressed and overwhelmed and I'm still trying to calm down after all of that even though I've been home for a while now.

Feeling congested.

I am struggling to breath because the weather is bad today.

Want them to reply now.

But I have nine months. So why complain?

The lap-top is dying very quickly, I just want it to hold on longer. Please. I am too attached to this computer.

Struggling a lot already. Having trouble with breathing and have a headache.

[Storyteller.]

I want to get some writing done today but my finger is ever so slightly injured, just enough to make it too frustrating to write but not enough to stop me from doing anything else. What fun.

The heat is causing me to wake up with headaches! Gosh this sucks but at least it's not a migraine.

[Tigereyes]

Maybe there's no hope for me after all...

[Storyteller.]

I knew today was going to be bad but it's so much worse than expected and it's nowhere near over.

I feel so unprepared for tomorrow but have no choice but to do it.

I am so tired, I hate being tired all the time.

Ready for my new coffee maker to get here, sick of drinking Coke. It triggers my acid reflux.

I have no idea what I just did. I'll have to take better notes tomorrow.

[Everglow.]

Civil partnerships.
For straight people.

Really.

Lunch took longer than expected so I didn't read as much as I wanted

Not getting acknowledged for the hard work I've done, or attempted to do, hurts like fucking hell.

I don't know why they bother with me. I feel like fake doing all this "hard work" without a college degree.