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Mindfulness. November 16th 2022 01:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
The joys of being sick. :glare:

Kate* November 16th 2022 01:32 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Our oven finally died and the TV is acting up. At least once it's fixed or replaced, it'll be over with. But, we now have a ton of frozen food we can't make and I don't want to think about how expensive it'll be.

Starseeker November 16th 2022 11:26 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Our lives make no sense whatsoever. Just admit it.

DeletedAccount81 November 17th 2022 06:56 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why does it seem to be one thing after another with all these aches and pain?

Mindfulness. November 18th 2022 08:21 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm just so tired of being anxious all the time.

Kate* November 19th 2022 04:19 AM

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You seriously need to fucking chill. And since you ended up keeping me until 10, I was technically owed the second break I never got. I really hope we're working under him tomorrow, because as much as I hate closing with him, he's easier to deal with. Much less nitpicking and nagging.

Everglow. November 19th 2022 03:32 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I wasn't me anymore

DeletedAccount81 November 19th 2022 10:39 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
You already pushed me away a long time ago. I'm just here to keep up appearances.

Kate* November 20th 2022 04:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I know it doesn't technically qualify as micromanaging, but I will forever hate having to constantly check in with, and respond to management while being told what to do and when I can take my breaks. I'm there, I'm doing my job, that's all you need to know. I don't need my only break less than 2 hours in if I'm staying almost 8. Or, put me in the back room, let me process and run clothes all day, and LEAVE ME ALONE

I might be getting sick, and without paid sick time, I'll have to work through it unless I'm dying.

Mindfulness. November 20th 2022 05:47 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I wasn't like this all the time.

Soda_Voxel November 21st 2022 08:15 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I think I'll just sleep all day tomorrow. And talk to nobody. I hate myself and it's making me hate everyone else.

Kate* November 24th 2022 06:25 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It's not horrible, but it's not great either. Once she's gone, it'll be better, but is the one manager worth staying for through the nitpicking, micromanaging, and the pay cut?

I apologized because I needed to, not because someone had to tell me to. But, this attitude is becoming a problem.

Mindfulness. November 26th 2022 08:45 AM

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Let's hope this feeling doesn't stay for too long...

Kate* November 26th 2022 06:27 PM

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I figured it out. When I told him it was easiest to give me a task and let me go, he listened, they didn't. If you tell me to do something, you have to let me DO it. Or, I'm going to wonder why you don't just do it yourself.

You BETTER have mentioned that to everybody, but saying it and drilling it into us isn't going to do a damn thing if you don't accept that working our asses off isn't keeping up, and it not looking touched is because it's being touched and not because we aren't doing a good enough fucking job.

sore throat is a bad sign. Last time it was nothing, but being sick sucks.

Everglow. November 28th 2022 07:00 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm just so tired of it all

Starseeker November 30th 2022 03:11 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Maybe I will never wake up from the anaesthesia.

DeletedAccount81 December 1st 2022 08:17 PM

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My body is constant snap, crackle, pop! :glare:

Mindfulness. December 2nd 2022 08:48 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm slowly creeping towards the end of my patience.

Kate* December 2nd 2022 08:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Right. Because you hadn't just seen me in the back and knew I was INCAPABLE of getting that. And thought that I didn't hear you the first 3 times you've told me. But, no. Let's make sure to say something! It's never enough is it?

Starseeker December 3rd 2022 12:18 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
If life looks like this, then I don't want to be alive.

Mindfulness. December 4th 2022 06:16 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I just want all of this to go away...

Starseeker December 5th 2022 05:14 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Everything is crumbling down. First he lost his job, now I am going to lose my two jobs as well. I hate my life so much, I've always hated it, I just don't see how any pleasant things in life could be so great as to outweigh the sadness and anger or... well, just the indifference.

Starseeker December 6th 2022 09:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish I could go back to July. I would've done some things differently. Maybe now I would hate myself a little bit less. Or maybe not.

Everglow. December 7th 2022 07:51 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Eugh I'm sick again.

Starseeker December 10th 2022 07:24 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
A weekend trip should've made me relax, but it only made me even more stressed. I've been travelling so much through my whole life and I know very well that travelling plans should always be very flexible. And still I got upset that some things didn't go according to plan. Why cannot I just relax?

Mindfulness. December 11th 2022 07:09 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I really don't want to be an adult anymore. It's all getting too much.

Kate* December 14th 2022 04:19 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don't know why I'm excited about this, it's not going to be fun. And with my luck, he probably won't even be there tomorrow.

Mindfulness. December 15th 2022 08:33 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I really hope it's good news tomorrow.

Kate* December 16th 2022 10:47 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I desperately need to go back to therapy before I lose/quit this job, or burden (the most amazing) managers. But, the receptionists leave at 4:30 and get the weekend off.

12 hours are you kidding me?! If they don't rebound, I'll be forced to start looking and I never want to leave these managers, so I better get hours back.

I don't work with him again until the 22nd. I'm not going to make it sound like I'm begging, but I will ask him if hours are going to rebound, if not to what they have been, to a reasonable amount at least.

Mindfulness. December 19th 2022 06:02 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I am so desperate to get a job in a school...

DeletedAccount81 December 20th 2022 12:03 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
My hips and lower back hurt. I've moved around so little in the past few days and it's not helping the fibro-like symptoms.

Kate* December 21st 2022 03:38 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Maybe I overestimated because I didn't realize that, but add in the sympathy and it's okay.

Mindfulness. December 21st 2022 04:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm trying. I really am...

Kate* December 22nd 2022 07:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I don't get paid when I call off anymore, and I took a pay cut. But, it's never worth the risk.

Everglow. December 22nd 2022 11:23 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Three days, three deaths. Please let that be the last of the bad news.

Mindfulness. December 23rd 2022 08:59 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I hate feeling like this. I'm trying so hard to work on myself.

Kate* December 27th 2022 05:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I know and hate that I do this. I think I know why, but that doesn't really help. This tendency is a real problem.

Mindfulness. December 28th 2022 08:14 AM

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To only to be in control of my emotions...

Mindfulness. December 29th 2022 08:19 AM

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I wish the housework did itself sometimes.

DeletedAccount81 December 30th 2022 04:57 PM

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I hate that I get lost in these tangents and things that could've been but never were.


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