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Who the fuck schedules inspection first thing in the morning on a Monday?! Madness.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I hope this doesn't interfere with my love for the job.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I REALLY hope I get a better offer, the amount of hours I'd need to stay off of Medicaid would be ridiculous.
And when the subject of your e-mail says "Phone screen," and you don't respond again asking me to come in, then I will assume you're calling, or you're going to tell me soon enough beforehand that I need to actually show up. |
Re: Screaming thread.
When is it every going to stop?
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Re: Screaming thread.
Why isn't anyone coming at me with writing opportunities?!
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Re: Screaming thread.
I just want these stomach problems to go away. I have constant fear of the pain becoming worse again, I think I've developed algophobia from it.
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Re: Screaming thread.
3 hours of work is stupid, but at this point I'm only there for the money. You screwed me and I'm trying to make up where I can until I can get out. Had an interviewer blow me off already, but they're sweet so we'll try again tomorrow. So, can't relax tonight or tomorrow, Thursday is laundry day and then back to "work" for the 3 days. Life fucking sucks right now.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I wish I could hit the reset button and do everything over so I'm not icky.
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I can't wait to get out of that place.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Not only have I been feeling depressed for weeks, now I also have super painful period, a headache and I want to vomit.
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Re: Screaming thread.
THAT'S interesting, but it probably wouldn't do a damn thing for me since I've already been replaced, and I don't think anything can be done.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Why can't they just take the hint?
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Re: Screaming thread.
What if this isn't worth it? What if I can't keep it up and it's all in vain and I go back to square one and then I just fucking die and it's all for nothing? All that effort, all that money and hope, would be for nothing.
I know I can't lose hope so easily. But it's fucking hard, even despite all these tools I have now and all this stuff I've learned. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I hope I get through tonight.
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Re: Screaming thread.
To be honest, I stopped caring what happens to me at all. Move? Yeah. Work? Sure. Be with you? Whatever.
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I really hope this goes away.
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Given how the job search is going, I almost have to hold on and hope that once she's gone, I can plead my case to her replacement and hope I get back to a livable paycheck.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself
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Re: Screaming thread.
I really don't want to have that nightmare again. In the end, it's only a dream, but it was horrible. It was sensory overload and apocalyptic hopelessness all in one.
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The fact that I'm just learning this at an age where people begin to die in Africa due to lack of education about it.
I am disgusted, I am appalled, I am infuriated. I want to yell at them. Say what the actual fuck? What were they thinking? What the actual fuck were they thinking showing us nastiness and not teaching us logic? |
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I have a week off work, which means a week where I don't have to do covid tests every single day. And what happens? I get contact traced, and have to do a lateral flow every day for 7 days. Literally so annoying.
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Here we go again. Am I staying, am I using it as leverage, should I even bother thinking about it considering none of them have worked out? I need more money and I deserve a manager who won't stab me in the back.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I feel like I don't have much time to myself anymore...
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Well, I can't tell how that went. I'll be disappointed, but not devastated if I don't get it. And, they straight out said they would be willing to work around the availability if I want to stay, but never gave me a pay rate.
Edit: I'm HIRED so now we deal with the anxiety of THAT, the fact that I don't have all the information I wish I had, that I left my middle name off the form and what if I hate it?! I guess subconsciously I'm hell bent on sabotaging this. |
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I can't even enjoy things I do like anymore!! All my existing interests now make me anxious and/or depressed for one reason or another! It's not fair. I miss liking things! I miss having that passion! But no, I'm just too scared to do anything for the stupidest of reasons and so I haven't enjoyed them in a month or more. UGH
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated I'm so frustrated I'm so frustrated I'm so frustrated I'm so frustrated I'm so frustrated I'm so frustrated I'm so frustrated I fucking hate my life!!!!!! |
Re: Screaming thread.
It's always one thing after the other. When will it stop?
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Re: Screaming thread.
My life is a piece of fucking shit
JUST LET ME DIE!!!!!!! |
Re: Screaming thread.
Why is there no down time?
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Re: Screaming thread.
The timing of everything is absolutely eerie, and it's making this extremely stressful because I don't know what to do.
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I really hope my life settles down.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm not fully ready and/or willing for this job, so I guess whatever happens happens
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Re: Screaming thread.
I honestly don't have time for myself anymore.
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Re: Screaming thread.
Lets hope I won't go under...
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Re: Screaming thread.
It's beyond obvious now that you'll ignore my availability and even over pay me when you NEED me, so give me the PT 30 like you SHOULD'VE done in the first place, it's common sense and it's NOT THAT fucking HARD
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Re: Screaming thread.
I don't understand why people just don't respond...
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Re: Screaming thread.
Why do I do this to myself?
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm losing interest in all my, well, interests. Everything upsets me or just bores me. I want that joy back. But it all just makes me grumpy now.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I need to stop eating, but I can't tell if I'm hungry or nauseous
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Re: Screaming thread.
Nice. So nice. I can't decide if I want to be in a relationship or not. Who can decide if I can't?
I sometimes think I would be better off alone. |
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