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Odyne March 15th 2020 08:48 AM

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So. Much. Anxiety

Everglow. March 16th 2020 11:05 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Realising how far I've fallen. Thought I had it under control but I'm not sure I do.

Odyne March 16th 2020 12:54 PM

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So SICK of anxiety.. Arhg! :(

Lunar March 17th 2020 01:19 AM

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I just wish things were simple, like they used to be when I was growing up. I HATE having to deal with this shit. HATE IT. Bills and responsibilities they said. That would be the hardest thing to deal with they said. Well yeah right.

Tigereyes March 17th 2020 02:15 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Fuck. Life.

Everything I try to do to take care of myself as things keep getting worse (crazy how that's even still possible at this point..) just fucking blows up in my face and pushes me down further. I am powerless to do anything more than I already am and have been. This is how life is gonna be? Well fuck it then. I'm done.

Odyne March 17th 2020 09:59 AM

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SO exhausted

Everglow. March 17th 2020 01:16 PM

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Not sure how I'll deal with this. I don't want to be another person who lets him down, but I'm worried. This is going to be hard. I don't like adult decisions as big as this.

Odyne March 17th 2020 01:28 PM

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Cant sleep.. I need sleeep.

Kate* March 17th 2020 05:57 PM

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If you really appreciate us, you'd better fucking prove it. If you won't adjust at all for this. You're not only forcing exposure, but causing massive burn out!

Everglow. March 17th 2020 09:01 PM

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So. Freaking. Anxious.

Ragamuffin March 17th 2020 09:14 PM

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My whole body is aching

Everglow. March 18th 2020 03:42 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
There's no more face to face volunteering for the foreseeable future. I'm possibly not going to see my member again.

Everglow. March 18th 2020 10:38 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
what if this never ends?

Mindfulness. March 20th 2020 09:04 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Fuck work.

Lunar March 20th 2020 04:52 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm only doing what's best for everyone in this situation. I wished you could see that.

Tigereyes March 20th 2020 10:32 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
It's confirmed that I will get paid less (not enough) for who knows how long.

Do I have higher chance of dying from it? Do I even care?

Everglow. March 20th 2020 11:55 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm terrified of getting the train into work this weekend. I want to hide until this is all over.

Tigereyes March 21st 2020 12:11 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Once again clinging to the darkest media I can find. Sometimes that's the only way I feel understood and connected. Sometimes this is my only light...

Kate* March 21st 2020 02:26 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm 99.9% sure I'm calling off tomorrow. I wanted time off like everyone else, and I guess I'm going to get it. It just sucks that I have to be sick for it. Hopefully, I won't need 2 days in a row, but I have 3 weeks worth, and this is exactly what it's for!

Kate* March 21st 2020 01:43 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Thank God I got a manager who likes me and is going to lie about the reason for me so I won't need a doctor's note. For a cold. On a weekend. With everything closed anyway.

But how come I need a doctors note to go back, when you're forcing us to be exposed, but people who aren't supposed to be out can come in there all day long?! It sounds like you're covering your ass to me, after making the wrong decision!

Everglow. March 21st 2020 10:39 PM

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I'm not ok. I'm not ok.

Lunar March 22nd 2020 02:02 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Ready to be over this. Ready to be over you. Can't wait for the day you aren't in my life anymore.

Kate* March 22nd 2020 03:57 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
And you're still going to do it, right because the time hasn't been subtracted yet?! Please don't make me produce a doctor's note!

Mindfulness. March 22nd 2020 06:44 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Why can't I find a job I actually enjoy? :glare:

Everglow. March 22nd 2020 05:37 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I knew it was coming, but it still hurts. I'll miss you so much. This whole year is shit.

Everglow. March 23rd 2020 12:58 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I can't stop crying.

Mindfulness. March 23rd 2020 05:28 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
OK, COVID-19 can go away now.

DeletedAccount69 March 23rd 2020 02:21 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I'm having anxiety about all the changes

Everglow. March 24th 2020 12:08 AM

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I really feel like I'm going to break soon.

Mindfulness. March 24th 2020 09:11 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wish people would stop bombarding me as soon as I walk through the door after a 10 hour shift.

DeletedAccount69 March 25th 2020 12:26 PM

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Please please please let us all get through this.

Nala. March 26th 2020 11:29 PM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
So tired of these sinus issues.

Everglow. March 27th 2020 11:28 PM

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Missing you today.

Everglow. March 29th 2020 12:43 AM

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I just want this all to be over.

Mindfulness. March 29th 2020 02:45 AM

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I just want to be able to work with animals already.

Lunar March 29th 2020 03:54 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
I wished things were always this easy. Lay off me.

Mindfulness. March 30th 2020 02:15 AM

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I don't want to be there anymore.

Kate* March 30th 2020 02:20 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Triggered three times in two days. You can say all you want that it happened for a reason and I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be right now, but even if I mostly believe that, it doesn't make this any less painful. Normally, I would consider making an appointment to deal with it, but I hesitate to do that given the circumstances. I don't even know if they're doing in-person sessions right now.

Everglow. March 30th 2020 11:18 AM

Re: Screaming thread.
 
Only been sat here half an hour and I'm already fed up of not knowing what I'm doing.

DeletedAccount69 March 30th 2020 12:17 PM

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I hate anxiety


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