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I get that I get less holiday because I work fewer days, but everything anyone wants to do is on the weekend, which means I'm constantly booking time off. I've already requested half of my holiday for the year and you're complaining that you'd have to book extra days off despite getting probably 3 times the holiday I get. How is this fair? Why am I always the one travelling places to meet people, spending money to get places, booking the time off? When do people start making an effort for me?

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Everyone says I'm fine but I'm still so worried.

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It is so cold outside, can it warm up already? It's only been four or five weeks of winter. Eight more to go!

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Cant sleep because noices

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I don't know what to do to be honest

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I feel like I can't handle this.

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It looked exactly like it does every time I've had a day off, but at least you asked nicely this time.

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Ok, so part of it is the fact I have to work the next day and don't want to be over tired for it. The other part is, I'm anxious about trying to make my way home alone at 1 or 2 in the morning. Everyone else has someone to go home with. I don't and I'm scared.

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Still sick. But no fever right now

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I really need a day off. 6 straight for 1 day is ridiculous!

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I wish I weren't so anxious all the time

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Even I know who he was, and his 13 year old daughter too, so sad!

How did you not notice that?!

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I’m still sick >.<

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I wish I could disappear

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Maybe I should call the doctor tomorrow :(

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I feel really overwhelmed by the weeks coming up.

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Still having a cold >.<

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I don\'t know why but that exchange made me anxious. It was a positive interaction but I woke up freaking out about it.

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I want to enjoy life, but I can\'t do that while in so much debt, with so little pay, with so many hours to work, with so much fatigue, with feeling so sick. So why bother pushing myself day after day after day. Tomorrow will be the same or worse. What\'s the point?

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I\'m tempted to cut. I\'m trying so hard

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Now my bf is sick too :(

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I don\'t feel like getting up

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Tired of being sick.

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This headache won\'t go away, I\'m about to need a 3rd dose of meds.

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I just wanna get well..

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They wouldn\'t let me not pay, right? I don\'t know why I don\'t owe anything or why that\'s not updating. If I owed someone money, they\'d make sure to get it from me.

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So tired and so many plans..

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I hate how much I hate myself. Don\'t feel like I\'m a good person.

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I\'m gonna get fired is repeating itself in my head.

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Got hit with an unexpected $700 medical bill for labs. Fuck that. I can\'t pay it. Or my student loans. I regret wasting money on college. It wasn\'t worth it.

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You don\'t owe us anything, I just need to know you\'re okay.

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Terror attack literally about 3 miles away from me. It\'s all a bit too close to home.