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I'm terrible
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It's official: You're going to ruin any chance we try to have at lives, not because I worry about you, but because she will shit keeps actually happening EVERY FUCKING TIME and they resent her for not picking up THEIR slack, even though the favor is never returned. And if something happened she's not only worry the whole time, but she would feel guilty for the rest of her life! I'd say that, but suggesting that she can only go on her dream trip after you die is way too cruel, even if she's thinking it.
I would love to have a therapy appointment at some point, but I'm STILL waiting for the fucking government to do their jobs, so I can't even schedule until that's fixed and then I'll have to wait for it. |
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Please make up your mind and stop passing me over.
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FUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKK
god I feel like the girl trapped behind her own eyes. What's real? So many meds |
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I'm scared and want to cry and I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do.
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I hate that you are trying to pull everyone down with you! Just act like an adult and get over it. You'll be just fine.
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I am such a goddamn failure.
If I disappeared ... would anyone notice? Maybe I really am a selfish attention seeking whore. Maybe I deserve to be dead. |
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Should I be worried about the fact that my therapist warned me my med combo might cause serotonin syndrome
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I don't deserve help. I deserve to be dead. I need to be dead.
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Hmm... Should I or shouldn't u attempt to trade some books. Maybe I could end up getting store credit for the books I saw?
I'm such a failure. My mind works so weird. |
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I don't want to go to therapy because I don't want to lie but I can't tell the truth. Maybe I should email her and say I'm feeling sick and just reschedule for next week. I'm so anxious that I feel nauseous. I don't want to tell her I've gained weight and therefore I can't eat anymore or that I panicked about gaining weight and now my ankle is covered in cuts. I want to disappear.
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More and more I am thinking about walking away. This is not what I want. This is not what I need. I don't need o continue being walked all over. I am NOT a doormat. :)
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I hate feeling all confused and jumbled. It's driving me insane.
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Anxiety is so bad it's hard to breath.
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I wish I was the kind of person nobody fucked with. Don’t talk down to me. You aren’t better than me and I’m not better than you.
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Re: Screaming thread.
I can hear my roommate fucking his girlfriend from the floor below.
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I think I have the flu.
Slept all day yesterday and want to curl back into bad today as well. |
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I need a hug
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I can't sit or stand longer than 15 minutes without getting a headache and feeling as though I am going to pass out.
That's awesome! |
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I hate how stressed out I've been. I'm so ready for all of this to be over with and for me to be able to relax a bit.
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I can't sleep. I see us lying there, together.
I see you holding me, possesively, like a wolf guards it's pups. Like you guard me, and I am yours... I see this every night. Every day, in some way, you are there and I feel so alone without you... there had to be more to this, I had that dream I heard his voice... I see us laying there, in skin. I miss you so much. But I love you more. Please don't leave me here... |
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Sometimes I think I am intentionally self sabotaging. That's cool though, right?
Ruin the good things in my life because I don't deserve good shit! |
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I hate you for how you’ve influenced the development of my brain.
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I wish the experts told you that when you have been sexually abused as a child....that love isn't something that you really care or understand.
Like, I don't know if there is anyone in life that I love. I suppose I care about them but I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE. |
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Life has me totally and completely uninterested right now. Honestly losing track of the days cos they all feel the same.
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Don't you dare say you care when in actuality, you don't give a fuck about what's going on with me.
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I was supposed to be off today, now I have to wait 3 weeks for a weekend day off. And with my luck they'll probably try to call me in!
95% of a masters degree and I'm stuck working weekend retail, yeah, sometimes it still hurts like hell! |
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I liked you.
You threw me out like trash Now I'm stuck wondering what the fuck |
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I hate feeling this overwhelmed! I wish there was an easier way to handle things. I just want things to be uncomplicated.
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I lied when I said I don't have a plan.
I do. Just don't know if it would work. Worried I'll stop caring about that though. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I feel like I have so much house work to do and not enough time to do it in.
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Please help me. I don't know why I can't feel happy. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't disappear. I'm sorry I'm so clingy. Please help me when I say I'm hurting.
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Re: Screaming thread.
If I can get what I want... I'll go after it... Even if I hurt you and even if I regret it
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I'm such a failure.....
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Something is missing but maybe it's just me
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I don't know why I'm bothering
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Re: Screaming thread.
I'm a terrible leader person.
I need to see red. |
Re: Screaming thread.
I just want to fucking die. This hurts too much to go on but I have to so you don't kill yourself.
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God, I can't do school right now. I just want to join the Peace Corps and get the fuck out.
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Hallefuckinglujah if you had done this years ago we wouldn't be dealing with this bullshit. Suck it up and do it already. You have it for a reason and it's time to USE the damn thing!
You've already had it for over 2 MONTHS. Why do we have to send it again?! Do your FUCKING jobs, it's not that GODDAMN hard! You are NOT A fucking invalid, but if you want to act that way, then we'll treat you like one and take away your right to make decisions for yourself. No wonder they expect you to pick up their slack while they get to have lives. YOU VOLUNTEER when you don't have to! Accept what's going on and DEAL WITH IT |
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