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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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Re: Screaming thread. - April 26th 2013, 06:51 PM

No, we aren't friends. Don't act like you never did anything wrong - because you did.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 26th 2013, 08:03 PM

My housing still has not been charged to my account! I'd better have a f***ing housing assignment in my inbox on Monday or I am going to go down there and SCREAM my f***ing head off until I have one. I turned the application in IN PERSON 9 days before the deadline and not having housing for the summer will delay my graduation AT LEAST 4 MONTHS and mess up my schedule because the other classes are now full. I should've gotten confirmation of some kind. I just need to know and I need to know NOW!


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 27th 2013, 01:38 AM

Just once I wish I could wake up in a good mood.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 27th 2013, 03:38 AM

I hate that you always get whatever the hell you want even though you are truly not a good person. I hate the way you treat me and everybody else, and I hate that you enjoy hurting people. Should your good fortune come to an end, there is not one person who will ever help you. You can't lie, cheat, or steal your way through karma.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 27th 2013, 05:25 AM

I needneedneedneedneed to be out NOW. I can't take the hiding and the wondering. I NEED to know who my real friends are, because the question of who's going to inevitably abandon me is driving me crazy.
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 27th 2013, 09:54 AM

You don't even care about my opinion! You say you'll take into account how I feel about seeing my parents but when I say I refuse to see them you say it's not an option? What is this? I DO NOT EVER WANT TO SEE THEM! When will you get that through your thick skull? Jeepers, I wants to cut so bad . . .

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Re: Screaming thread. - April 27th 2013, 12:41 PM

After losing my US Title yesterday... I'M GONNA TRY TO FUCKING BEAST RANKED!


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 27th 2013, 10:28 PM

I'm so sick of it. I'm sick of crying in my room late at night when no one can hear me, all because they don't know how to treat me like a human being. I'm just filth to them and I can't take it anymore.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 27th 2013, 11:39 PM

Once a bitch, always a bitch.



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I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.

Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 28th 2013, 12:11 AM

I guess this is the end of whatever we had.

I changed my profile so.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 28th 2013, 04:20 AM

Oh, I see. When I have a migraine or a sore back, I should be expected to do stuff, but when you are sore, the whole fucking world had to attend to your needs? I do shit around the house all day, and you have the vertigo to call me out and say I don't pull my weight? When I say my back is sore, you say "Whatever"? Do you remember who was there for you when you had migraines and were in bed for a week? Of course not, because it's not convenient for you to. I love you to bits, so you shouldn't fucking treat me this way.



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Re: Screaming thread. - April 28th 2013, 05:33 AM

Why me?
Just...
...Why me?


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 28th 2013, 09:15 AM

I do what you want, yet you get angry. If I'm unable to do something, you get angry. Here's something; try not to set such high expectations of me! You already know that I can't do anything right, so why get angry at me? I can't help it! Do it yourself if you want it done right!



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Re: Screaming thread. - April 28th 2013, 01:56 PM

Do you actually set time aside to pick arguments with me or something?
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 28th 2013, 08:12 PM

Ok, just walk away because right now your lying through your teeth.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 28th 2013, 09:01 PM

You can't expect me to take responsibility for what I've said when you won't. That's called a double standard.
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 29th 2013, 02:02 AM

What do you mean there was nothing there, I DID IT I sear to God I did it. Lost 10 points for technological failure, not running 100 in there anymore. Best I can get is 97.5 REALLY technology. Can't blame you for not giving me points though, if it's not there there's nothing you can do. I had a cushion in there, I'm not concerned about passing but I'm F***ING PISSED!

Now I don't have my F***ING housing assignment either!!?? I knew this was going to happen, I'm giving them another day or two and then SCREAMING my F***ING HEAD OFF It's all going to fall apart at the end apparently I F***ING HATE MY LIFE!


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 29th 2013, 02:10 AM

I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't. I really just can't. I'm UGLY, ANNOYING, LOUD, SLUTTY, LYING, BITCHY, AND WORTHLESS. why does everyone have to like me, make me like them, and then bounce me around like my heart is just... easy to rip apart??? I'm being torn in so many different directions and the only direction I deserve to go is down.
Down down down.
I can't choose anymore, someone else choose for me, I like him, he likes her, she likes me, I like another him, he likes me, I like another him, he likes me, but he lives far away, but another him uses me and yells at me and doesn't understand, and the first him doesn't even want to talk to me anymore, he used me, he used me, she thinks I use her, he thinks I should just leave them all, and I?
I want to cut myself.
She's so fucking beautiful and sweet and talented that I like her, he's so sweet and caring and sexy and I like him but he likes her and can't see me worth shit anymore, he's so forceful for my health and caring and funny and hot that I like him but he doesn't understand, and he.. he's far away but he's adorable and so so so caring and deep so I like him and.....
and all through this I'm falling
lower
and lower
and lower....

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Re: Screaming thread. - April 29th 2013, 02:29 AM

Algebra! That's exactly how I wanted to start my week.

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Re: Screaming thread. - April 29th 2013, 02:17 PM

Why do I get migraines? Why do I have sleep apnea? I don't know. But, I do know something: it doesn't help to add more stress in my life, and you know it! I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels this strain in our relationship. What the fuck? Lay off! How can you expect me to want to stay here when you're always on my back?! I can--and will--move out at any time I desire, and you best remind yourself of that little tidbit of information before it actually happens.



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Re: Screaming thread. - April 29th 2013, 03:31 PM

Why do you have to scream at me right after I wake up? I've warned you that screaming at me triggers me. But you don't fucking listen. Don't schedule another appointment. I'm so sorry that I was a factor in ruining your life.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 29th 2013, 09:29 PM

Stop fucking touching me. When I push you away, it means don't touch me again, not keep doing it.



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Re: Screaming thread. - April 29th 2013, 09:30 PM

Woo, more family arguments. And as far as I can see, both mam and dad are in the wrong. Shite.
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 30th 2013, 05:45 AM

Once again I will be losing sleep over s*** because people are slow and/or idiots and a STUPID mistake/technological issue cost me 10 points in a class. Easiest 10 points ever, lost. And that final is on my birthday. I hate the material, but once I pass it'll be over and if I do well enough on the final I'll get the same letter grade that I would've gotten anyway, I'm just PISSED at myself. And if I don't hear from housing by Wednesday, I'm RAISING HELL until I have housing because if I don't, it's NOT MY FAULT.

Still nothing from you??!! You have 1 more day, I want to be able to fix things that need fixed before I go home for the weekend.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 30th 2013, 07:12 AM

Dad, there's no need to be constantly spying on me. Nothing will fucking happen in the space of five minutes.
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 30th 2013, 02:58 PM

One, I will fucking draw on my skin with pens if I want to, don't tell me who the hell I am or who I can fucking be. I'm moving out soon anyway....

Two, okay.. fuck fuck fuck fuck I'm leaving in two days for New York and I can't stop my fucking nightmares from happening! I'm not going to be able to sleep..... ever. Its... I'm so exhausted.
I'm going to get so...so fucked up....
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 30th 2013, 07:17 PM

I suppose you deserve credit for at least trying to pretend I don't irritate you...
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 1st 2013, 12:42 AM

Stop assigning these essays! We have 11 more school days left! Are you crazy?


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 1st 2013, 07:12 PM

It would have been funny if someone else other than me said it though, right?
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 2nd 2013, 04:35 AM

I am SO failing all of my finals! Essays are my worst format, we only did this once in class before it counted for HALF of the test grade, and I CAN'T STAND that material (and I have to make up the 10 points that I lost from technical failure and the test is on my birthday) Then I have to figure out when and how I'm going to check out of the room next week after my last test and THIS SUCKS! But at least my housing is as straightened out as it can be for right now.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 2nd 2013, 06:26 PM

You don't take my concerns seriously at all. Or do you even realise how serious they are? This could turn into a life or death situation if not dealt with properly.
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 2nd 2013, 07:15 PM

I'm so sick of you. I'm tired of your crap, I'm tired of your hypocrisy, I'm tired of your procrastination, and I'm damn tired of you always blaming me for everything that goes wrong, and then yelling at me when I try to say I didn't do anything. You think you're always right, don't you? You're nothing but a bitch.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 03:30 AM

Why?! Is it because I'm mentally ill? I become vulnerable and tell you my story and you rarely talk to me after that. "Will you love me, even with my dark side?"

And you, I hate you right now. Don't you dare, ever hurt anyone else the way you hurt me. You bastard. Do you understand me?


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 03:32 AM

I need a break and I need a chance. I can't do this anymore.

I want something I can NEVER have. It's all I want in my life. But I can never have it. And it upsets me so much. I'm so sad about it. I don't want anything else besides this. And it hurts.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 04:31 AM

Why can I never do anything but sit here. I miss out on my life...
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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 05:25 PM

This is great. Sleep apnea prevented me from getting a peaceful sleep last night. Maybe if I take muscle relaxers my throat can just close forever. My mom and dad won't get off my back, so there's absolutely nowhere I can go. I want my brother to have his own house already. I want to spend time with my brother, and I wish he didn't have such tight-ass jobs. I would love to get high right now. Then maybe I could get a nice rest. There's absolutely nothing going for me right now, fuck I'm depressed. I really want to spend time with my nieces and nephews, I haven't seen them for almost a fucking year. I'm so tired of not having my driver's license. But, I could never hold a steady job because of my migraines and sleep apnea, so I couldn't even pay for insurance anyways. At least I have my sugar gliders, but not for long. Now, even when I'm awake, I feel like I can't breathe. I wish I would choke on my tongue.



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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 06:27 PM

That's IT. I'm DONE. I try to do something nice for you, and what do you do? You scream and bitch me out. Just go to hell, you dumb bitch.


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 06:44 PM

Sto eating, stop!!!! You've put on [EDIT] since January!! Remember when you lost [EDIT] over the summer?

So. Just, stop. No more binge eating!

You should be ashamed of yourself. Now you have three months!

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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 07:41 PM

Finals next week and I am NOT ready, not even close and yet I can't make myself cram the material one last time for the sake of never having to deal with it again. There are only 2 I'm really worried about though.

That was NOT helpful, I know that it's there, once again NO ONE LISTENS TO ME. You didn't hear me


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Re: Screaming thread. - May 3rd 2013, 09:35 PM

this could either turn out good, or get even worse than it was. I wish I knew which so I knew if I should put myself up for that kind of pain again. I dont think I can take the same rejection from the same person again. It killed me the first time. Will he kill me again?


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