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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Yesterday I was too fat, and today I'm a skeleton?! What the hell?
Why did you have to hurt me? You abused an innocent little girl. Now I'm fourteen and I still have flashbacks and memories. You might have just caused a lot of the trauma that I've been through.
I really hope my friends and family are recovering from this loss. Hearing the military funeral made everything so fragile. Everyone is still so depressed. A thousand people went to the funeral. She was too young to leave the earth.
I don't know why this world has to be so cruel.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
yeah. I ignored her messages on facebook for a reason. I didn't want her to have my number. I don't want anything to do with her. She has never been anything positive in my life. All the memories I have of her are here being a drunken asshole. I understand she is my aunt but I dont want her to be in my life. or my families life in the future. Now that I am an adult I have that decision. So next time maybe talking to me would be best before you just hand out my number.
I keep try to talking to you, despite the fact you don't seem to miss me much...even if you say you miss me a lot...But don't worry, I'm not going anywhere. It's not like any other guy is interested in me. .__. So yeah, not going anywhere. I have all the time in the world..
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
If you could see it coming, why the FUCK didn't you do something about it? Prepare for it? Cut your losses? Work harder? Withdraw your money? Now you want to blame anyone but yourself for your fuck ups. Because the government let the immigrants in, right? If you didn't spent 3 or 4 evenings every week down at the pub and instead spent those 7 hours a week training in another profession, you wouldn't be so fucked now, would you?
If you were too stupid to see it coming, then I'd understand. But no. You just behave like you're entitled to everything you want, as a birth right. Because you are a white British national. Fuck you, sir.
"I don't care about politics"
Then politics doesn't care about you either. Truth. You've got to make your voice heard, if you want to be listened to. But that's too logical for some people, so let me go a step further. Not making your voice heard, leaves other people free to hijack it by speaking on your behalf, even if they don't actually give a shit about you. That's politics. So, make your voice heard. That's not a quote from anywhere. That's just me.
I don't appreciate the name calling, you know. Just leave me the fuck alone, okay?
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Wasn't enough to come out on here. It wasn't enough to come out to my mom, therapist, best friend. Nope. Apparently I'm going to blurt out what at this point should be the most cautiously kep secret of my life at the drop of a hat.
Uggghhh. I'm being reckless, and horribly dependant on people.
Here's a tip: If you trip over yourself when I stop short while walking on campus alone, YOU'RE FOLLOWING WAY TOO CLOSE. It's not like you didn't have room. If it had continued I would've hit you even if you weren't doing it on purpose.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Today,
I just realized that its MY fault my life is the way it is.
People don't like me because i'm so
awkward, shy, quiet, nervous, private...
the list goes on and on ...
oh and i'm a bad person too.
Ffs, i ruin everything.
And when I open up to people,
when i really open my heart to people..
I get told i'm an attention seeker.
That hurts the most.
.....“You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.”.....
It's 2:00AM. I should be asleep considering I need to be up early, but I can't sleep because of you. Why did you have to do this to me? When I'm awake, I have flashbacks and shake. When I'm asleep, I dream of you. You bastard,
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Right, because you know everything. I'm doing what I'm doing for personal reasons that I wouldn't explain to you even if they were your business and I don't owe you an explanation of any kind. Time to grow up, I don't care what problem you say you have it's your responsibility to manage it.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
why the hell does he always have to ruin my life? i was acctually happy.... now i cant stop crying. I guess its all my fault. just like always.........
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Please tell me my housing application went through (I'm pretty sure it did and I'm freaking out for no reason)
So, now I'm going to be one of those people who thinks they know everything? How nice, I went from not knowing enough to help to knowing enough that people will resist because they think that I believe I know everything (which I absolutely DO NOT) And I can't tell them I don't because then I'll appear incompetent which is just as bad. No, I don't know everything about you and if you think I do then you obviously don't know everything about me, that's your issue, not mine. I CAN help you deal with it, but you have to trust me first.
Why does the bad stuff always happen to ME?!?!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I don't owe you a dry piece of shit squeezed out of a rat's ass.
"I don't care about politics"
Then politics doesn't care about you either. Truth. You've got to make your voice heard, if you want to be listened to. But that's too logical for some people, so let me go a step further. Not making your voice heard, leaves other people free to hijack it by speaking on your behalf, even if they don't actually give a shit about you. That's politics. So, make your voice heard. That's not a quote from anywhere. That's just me.
No, I won't let you copy my feckin' French homework. You treat me like shit and expect me to risk getting detention so you won't get in trouble again? Where's your logical reasoning at?
I've texted. I've called. No answers. No replies. I really need someone who will be there for me. But you aren't ever there; even though you promised me you would be. Please don't run from me. Don't run from what you don't know. Just find out more about the subject instead.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Aaaand fuck you world.
And fuck you boss.
And fuck you mom.
And fuck you sister.
And fuck you chair
And fuck you bed.
Well... FUCK YOU ALL!!!!
Too much shit, so little booze... Ill go to a store. And ill buy 5 galons of brandy... And now, i need a cigarette, a bottle of brandy, and some weed. I have 10 mins before i go to school... Lets break the world record and get drunk in 10 mins... WOOHOOOOO!!!!
Oh God, i hate myself...
My brother is trying to pressure me into going to see my father this July, but he can't talk to me so he has his wife do it I can't stand my brother or my father, I don't even know why they still make lousy efforts to keep in touch with me.
I am so angry with math. I'm taking Algebra1 for the second time and let me tell you, I don't fucking want to take it a third time!
I don't get it. work my ass off, I read the directions and watch the videos. I study and everything. I still get 1/10 and 2/10's. FUCK math!
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first