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January 6th 2015, 11:25 PM
he could've just fucking told me instead of ignoring me and using every fucking excuse in the book. you're back with her. good for you. come straight with me so i can properly wish you well. that would be great.
guess i'm more of a hopeless romantic than i thought.
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January 7th 2015, 07:14 AM
I've wanted to do that all day. The only thing I can do now is go to bed and hope that it goes away
If you're going to dismiss me from the program and the university you could at least have the decency to take me off the program listservs so I'm not slapped in the face with what I can never have everyday
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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January 7th 2015, 02:17 PM
I don't know how much longer I can take it. It hurts too much.
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January 7th 2015, 02:49 PM
I feel so tired. 
Someone or the other has to come screw my happiness!
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January 8th 2015, 02:23 AM
I DON'T HAVE TO JUSTIFY S*** TO YOU! and I'll probably end up doing that and I don't have to justify that either because it should be obvious.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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January 8th 2015, 03:41 AM
I'm tired of you treating me like this, I'm tired of being spoken to like trash, and I'm damned tired of you never letting me finish what I have to say! You can think you're right all you want, but you're NOT. And you are definitely not going to forbid me from getting the Wedding dress I've chosen, just because you think you're always right!!
I've already talked to Jon about the dress. He's already promised that if it comes down to it, HE'LL get the dress for me, since you, my own mother, refuse to help me put this Wedding together AT ALL.
I love my Big Sleepy Bear. I still fill my panties; do YOU? No great artist ever sees things as they really are. If he did, he would cease to be an artist. -Oscar Wilde Buddy since 12/25/11 Self Expressions mod since 4/23/12 Helplink mentor since 5/9/12 . . . . . .Skittlify. I was blessed by your companionship from 12/24/01-6/27/13
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January 8th 2015, 11:05 PM
I find it funny to not even be able to own my money at all, as it seeminly belongs to everybody in my family... and those fights. Why did you lash out at me, yelling money is all I care about? I don't ask for help or for you to bend your back over me, I just want to be left in peace, you wasted too many chances to help me already, no attempt will ever change anything anymore.
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January 9th 2015, 06:04 PM
Is there really a point in trying anymore? I just want to give up.
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January 9th 2015, 08:33 PM
This just confirms everything I've ever believed only on a scale like I've never seen and all I've learned is that I should've done that 13 years ago. Look what it would've saved me!
My life has collapsed and I'm completely alone among the wreckage
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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Music once made me happy
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January 10th 2015, 07:47 PM
I don't why I let you take over my life and hurt my heart. I've lost music because of you and you just don't seem to understand how much I am hurting. I want try to tell you with subtle hints but you aren't seeing them. I freaking hate you...but I don't. You are my best friend and that is my fault. *screams in a pillow*
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January 11th 2015, 02:47 PM
Who does that? And I am not going to tell you that I know the truth. I am going to wait until you tell me. If you want to play along with lies, I don't care. Because, one thing you are not aware of is that I am well aware of what the truth is and what might happen from it.
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January 11th 2015, 03:01 PM
I'm not going to tell you, but I haven't had a real nights sleep in a long while. Most nights are just tossing and turning...I am so scared and sometimes I just want to end it, but I know that would be selfish and illogical. I sometimes wish you were here...I don't know why I think that could make things better but I do...
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January 11th 2015, 09:55 PM
*yells in a very loud manner*
Why does everything have to be on MY fucking shoulders?! *bangs pillow against body*
Yes, I know *YOU* do not fucking want things to be distributed a certain way but others do. I secretly try to do what *I* can to please you but in this subject, I have to agree with others. I'm tired of people complaining and wasting my fucking time. I don't even want to be there anymore, I'm only really there because you are.
I am sorry for screaming at you to calm the fuck down, but you have to realize I had a SHITTY morning and talking about the thing you wanted to talk about made me want to just throw my computer out the window >.> My custom ordered violin strings I purchased 3 weeks ago arrived on Friday and I just checked my mailbox and saw them sitting there...You have no idea how stressed and confused I am right now. I am trying my best to calm the fuck down, but unknowing to you the subject you wanted to talk about made me so pissed off, I TOO wanted to just put a fucking hole in the wall.
I don't know what I'm ever going to do. While your life continues forward, mine doesn't...please just slowly bring this crap up, don't come running at me full force with it...I need to prepare for these things...
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January 12th 2015, 03:57 AM
Still can't decide whether to disappear or not, its not like anyone would care or notice
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"Imperfection is beauty;
madness is genius;
and its better to be absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring."
-Marilyn Monroe
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January 12th 2015, 04:11 AM
I just want to die. I can't take it anymore.
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January 12th 2015, 04:54 AM
* Beats head against wall
I would've gone back tonight and chances are that I will never go back for education again, just a hearing where they beat the emotional crap out of me and permanently end my childhood dream. I don't feel like I would've been ready to go back tonight, but I would've liked to be able to. The fact that this NEVER happens and has probably never happened before (so of course it would happen to me) is NOT HELPING I want to have hope that this is still possible, but I don't want to build that up and then have it completely CRUSHED
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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January 12th 2015, 03:23 PM
I am falling sick. I can feel it coming. 12 days into the new year and I have to be sick. Will there ever come a time when I will be perfectly healthy again? Can I just go back to 2 years ago? I hate being sick, makes me feel so useless. 
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January 12th 2015, 09:31 PM
So I left school early just so i can cut. Haven't eaten today though and went to the gym so at least I've managed to do one thing.
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January 13th 2015, 12:44 AM
i hate you
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January 13th 2015, 09:39 AM
I'm numb. I need to feel something. I need to feel pain.
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January 13th 2015, 06:35 PM
I will never be good enough.....
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January 15th 2015, 04:50 AM
If I stay alive until the fall it will be a fucking miracle 
'I have this strange feeling that I'm not myself anymore...'
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January 15th 2015, 11:22 AM
I am so done. I can't take this anymore.
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January 15th 2015, 03:30 PM
Why can't I get out of all this?
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January 15th 2015, 05:27 PM
I feel sad and also unworthy...
I'm pathetic and weak, I can't help anyone...
I don't know... what to do.
The fear of losing everything makes me succumb to my own darkness and nothing is clear anymore...
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January 15th 2015, 05:28 PM
Why do I keep trying anymore?
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January 15th 2015, 07:10 PM
I love you, and I hate myself for it.
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January 15th 2015, 08:10 PM
If you're not going to deal with this, can you at least remove me from the email lists, it's really painful to keep finding them in my inbox.
On top of my entire life falling apart, now I lose him too?! This is too fing hard, I quit!
Yes I still want to do that, I don't see that going away any time soon
You wouldn't make me want it this badly if you weren't going to fulfill it some how
I'm not mad that it had to happen, I'm mad about the way you went about it.
All I have to do is find a way out
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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January 16th 2015, 02:42 PM
I am giving up on you and with that I give up on myself.
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January 16th 2015, 02:49 PM
I can't take this pain anymore. I just want to cut so badly.
Should just end it all.
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January 16th 2015, 03:27 PM
I want to die
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January 17th 2015, 03:37 PM
okay lets get this straight! Male circumcision is NOT gender mutilation!! It can be done to those who have problems with their foreskin and the circumcision will benefit them!!
female circumcision IS gender mutilation because it serves NO medical purpose!
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January 18th 2015, 02:14 AM
Since my dream career is probably over, can I please stop dreaming about it and doing that? It only makes it next to impossible to let go.
When EVERYTHING in you and the universe says counselor and reality says ALMOST but NEVER because you're broken and you never knew it
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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January 18th 2015, 03:26 AM
I don't want to do the thing on Sunday mornings - I can easily drop that, this is just to fill in for a person for a bit but I can stay if I want, but what reason is there to stick around on Saturday nights anymore? You aren't wanting to do anything with me anymore =(
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January 18th 2015, 10:07 AM
2 am. What's the point of trying.
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January 18th 2015, 12:45 PM
I am so tired. That nap didn't help. I can feel my eyes closing. But, so much work!
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January 18th 2015, 09:56 PM
I hate myself and I'm not right for anyone.
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January 19th 2015, 03:19 AM
I know I'm a fat, ugly, disgusting, worthless, useless excuse for a human being.
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January 19th 2015, 04:07 AM
I fuck everything up.
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January 19th 2015, 03:16 PM
I just want to die.....
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