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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 23rd 2014, 12:10 AM
When I told you I would fight for this I meant it.
I have a right to it
It doesn't cost me anything but time
I have good arguments (without making it seem like I blame you) I still do, at least for your part of it, but I'm obviously not going to say that
Even if everyone says it's a lost cause, I have to know I did everything I possibly could to make it work before I walk away
And if I don't get it because you sent it to the wrong address, guess who's fault it is? It says that all official business correspondence comes to this address so if I don't get it by the time I should, it's not my fault and if you screw me in a way that makes it impossible for me to at least try an appeal because of the break, that just proves your character.
I wish just ONE person would support me in at least trying an appeal, but I understand why no one does.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; November 23rd 2014 at 07:11 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 23rd 2014, 04:25 PM
Why show niceness in the beginning only to show your true colors later. I should have known its fake, from the start. There's a limit to where a person can take, you have crossed the limit but you don't seem to realize that. You fucking seem to have forgotten that I have feelings, that I am a human being. You are so engrossed in yourself that you fail to see you are hurting me..
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 23rd 2014, 07:27 PM
This was my absolute worst nightmare, but I can't say I didn't see it coming. I want to believe that I at least have a small chance to win this, I'm praying for a miracle and I wish I had ONE person who still believed it was possible.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; November 23rd 2014 at 09:44 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 23rd 2014, 11:02 PM
I hate my little brother.
I literally hate him. The only compassion I have for him is the same compassion I'd have for an idiotic, rude, disrespectful perfect stranger. I don't particularly love him.
You think I'm a bad person for thinking this? Yeah, well: Anyone who yells in my face and pushes me, I hate.
And now he's playing my piano. Sitting in there, playing my piano. I can't tell anyone what happened, because if I did, no one would believe me.
Next time, I'll just shove him right down those stairs, and not give a damn.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 24th 2014, 09:42 PM
Your letter doesn't arrive when it's supposed to and I'M the unprofessional one?!
I have to decide whether fighting it is worth it. I would LOVE to know how everyone flipped from saying that removing me was "overkill" to saying that fighting a dismissal would be a "lost cause" Even if I win do I want to go back? I want the career, not the system that comes with it, but I have learned why fighting the system is a bad idea.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 26th 2014, 02:32 AM
Yes, I'm freaking frustrated. I have stepped it up these last couple of weeks and you have hardly thanked me for my efforts. Then one day I don't do the dishes by five p.m. and suddenly I'm not helping out enough? Don't pull out the "we talked about this in therapy" card with me; I've been doing my part, considering how much of the time I've been here. Besides, it's not like I was sitting on my ass all day. I was out all day, then came back and immediately started working on homework. I took a break for a shower and a game of WWF and that's it. So, you know, that was just hurtful. It's not always my responsibility to clean up after everyone. So don't hold that "therapy" shit over me. Dishes not getting done one day of the week by the time you'd prefer them done (I was going to do them anyway later) doesn't mean I'm not helping.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 26th 2014, 02:47 AM
When I say I can't do this, I mean it. I don't want to come out of a program like that, but I was so close that I'd give anything just to finish it. I'm not going to contact you, that would be creepy and lets not forget that you turned on me, but I need someone to make this okay.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 26th 2014, 03:20 PM
I've felt so sick all day. Worked my ass off on an essay to get an E.. My mum tells me i'm stupid before this and teachers look at me as if they don't understand how I even got into sixthform. I don't either. I just want to run away.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 27th 2014, 06:25 PM
I'm torn between saying that I deserve to still be there and to go back and saying that if you're going to "gatekeep'" me, you should've done it 2 years ago before the end collapsed my entire life.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 28th 2014, 12:14 AM
Was it really necessary to announce how much butter you probably ate today? Don't you think that could ruin someone's day? Because it sure as hell ruined my recovery focussed mood that I had.
Re: Screaming thread. -
November 28th 2014, 08:22 PM
I'm well aware of the evidence against me except for the email I never got a copy of. Your account is missing big pieces. Even if you don't take me back (and I'm not expecting you to) I want to tell my side of things. And accusing me of THAT after everything you put me through! You never even mentioned it to me and then it took you over a MONTH to decide that it had happened, what the hell.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; November 29th 2014 at 06:42 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
December 2nd 2014, 03:57 AM
Now I know what everybody was trying to prevent by telling me not to do this. The good thing is that my side will finally get heard. The bad news is that I don't have bullet-proof arguments and I don't know if this is worth it considering that I know I'll lose without a miracle.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte