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August 21st 2014, 05:43 AM
I don't really want to go to this tomorrow, but I need the hours so I'll do what I have to do to get them. Now I get to be paranoid about e-mails showing up, but if I get one of the groups there, we only have to go until it's over and I'll have my requirements done before Thanksgiving. Please let me get placed there and let the e-mail come, PLEASE
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August 21st 2014, 06:01 AM
I f^^ked up and now I am left with so much anxiety and worry. Can't tell anyone either.
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August 22nd 2014, 02:03 AM
Yeah. THANKS panic attacks!
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE PEOPLE JUDGING ME OR LOOK AT ME BAD WHEN I TRY TO BUY STUFF! I'M SO SICK OF IT!
Why can't this just leave me? 
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August 22nd 2014, 06:22 PM
Paranoid about missing an e-mail. I'm hoping they're still making matches and/or can't e-mail because the computes are still down. I'll give them the 2 weeks they said we would know by and then call to make sure I didn't miss a contact. And PLEASE tell me they picked up my paperwork off the table from where they told me to leave it! I wouldn't be so worried if I hadn't already missed an email from a guy I know has the right address and these people have to read my handwriting.
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August 23rd 2014, 12:23 AM
I'm scared...
Nothing feels fucking real anymore...
I can't... feel anything, Am I drained of emotions?
Lost the ability to care?
Damn it. It's gonna happen again.
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August 23rd 2014, 03:54 AM
Feeling so anxious and on edge tonight.
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August 23rd 2014, 05:57 AM
Can this night please fucking be over. I can not handle this fucking family party much longer.
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August 23rd 2014, 04:17 PM
Fuck Fuck Fuck!
I'm having a random panic attack, cant think, breathe or anything!!!
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August 25th 2014, 06:52 AM
really triggered tonight... getting super panicky because of that, fuck. thats when i give up and relapse normally...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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August 25th 2014, 09:07 AM
I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm not okay. I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay.
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August 26th 2014, 12:24 AM
I don't want to go to school. Can I escape? By killing myself, that is.
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August 26th 2014, 12:57 AM
Not again....
I moved back while
my head was turned.
Upside down
closer to the end.
Afraid of the dark
within future times.
I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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August 26th 2014, 02:53 AM
The fact that you have to ask is exactly why you'll never know. I couldn't tell you even if I wanted to and then there's the fact that it's NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
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August 26th 2014, 07:33 AM
Holy Kanako get over her already freaking stop thinking about her she has a girlfriend. You don't need to worry about her, stop thinking about what ifs, just STAHP. Stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop. Stop devoting hours thing about "what if" no. Stop it. There's no good reason to. Stop thinking about when you'll be seeing her. Just let it go. Don't get so cluttered because of this.
I'm on too many forums so I don't feel like putting anything meaningful here.
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August 27th 2014, 01:09 AM
What's the point?
I failed everything.
No one truly cares about me, I'm all alone. It's going to be that way forever.
I should... just give it all away.
Yes... just give whatever money I got left to someone who needs it the most and just go die.
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August 27th 2014, 01:34 AM
You know what?
I am SO mad at you!
Coming up with your problems with your boyfriend and such!
HELLO! I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND.
THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LONELY! I APPRECIATE IT!
AND THEN THERE IS THIS F*CKED UP THERAPIST WHO DOESN'T SEEM LIKE SHE EVEN CARES ABOUT ME! -.-
I am SO struggling to not cut tonight! -.-
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August 27th 2014, 04:26 PM
Will this pain ever go away?
I deserve the pain. I deserve the punishment. I'm a burden and a nuisance. I need to disappear.
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August 27th 2014, 05:05 PM
Maybe I should just come back to Teen Help. I'd rather the drama of teenagers over the loserness of that one person who posts on the games thread for...... NINE. . HOURS! 
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August 27th 2014, 10:57 PM
You can't assign reading for the first class if you never tell us we have required books, let alone what they are. I couldn't order them until today and I'm hoping that they get here as soon as possible, but if I don't have them by next week, it won't be my fault.
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August 28th 2014, 03:30 AM
Wow for real
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August 29th 2014, 12:44 AM
WHY ARE PEOPLE SUCH SELFISH CUNTS I'M SO FUCKIN PISSED OFF EW
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August 29th 2014, 02:39 AM
This stupid headache won't go away.
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August 29th 2014, 10:16 AM
No, not again...
Please just stop the screaming and everything! I just can't...
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August 30th 2014, 04:40 AM
I don't even have words to describe what that makes BOTH of you. I can say with certainty that I'm right and you're both wrong and I can F***ING PROVE IT!
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August 30th 2014, 07:38 AM
Why is she always so mean to me? This isn't how you treat your best friend, or anyone for that matter. I'm not your punching bag that you can throw mean comments at.
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August 30th 2014, 12:57 PM
I want to OD so much right now ugh. Why did it have to get back? I was in an ok mood...
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August 30th 2014, 08:54 PM
I can't fucking wait to get to university and away from this house full of absolute fucking cunts 
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August 30th 2014, 08:59 PM
I feel so numb...
darkness surround me. I can't feel anything.
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August 31st 2014, 02:28 AM
I don't know what to do. Ahhh
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August 31st 2014, 09:12 PM
Why can't I just BE you
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August 31st 2014, 09:28 PM
Total fucking invasion of privacy. What the fuck is wrong with you! Stupid fuck, some people DO want to keep their lives private, thank you very much! Fucking asshole.
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September 1st 2014, 12:33 AM
I just want to stop these fucking feelings. I feel so bad. I just want this all to stop. I'd rather be gone
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September 1st 2014, 06:26 PM
At least they won't find it and come after me unless they're looking for it which I doubt. Now I know exactly what to never do again and why. At least some people gave me what I asked for and told me it was normal. If it's normal then WHY JUMP DOWN MY THROAT!?!? I've learned to never admit weaknesses to anyone and to remember that I'm not allowed to be human for 12 hours a day for the next 50 years.
The time FINALLY comes and now I don't want to go UGH!!
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September 1st 2014, 08:58 PM
I wish I was dead. It's getting harder and harder to keep on fighting.....
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September 1st 2014, 10:40 PM
I wish I could make you as happy as I am. Unfortunately, I don't think I can make you that happy. But atleast a bit?
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September 2nd 2014, 03:40 PM
I'm scared of everything.
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September 2nd 2014, 04:38 PM
Please, just stop. I'm simply tired of feeling like this.
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September 2nd 2014, 10:53 PM
I have never been this BORED
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September 2nd 2014, 11:32 PM
I just want to fucking give up, it's getting worse and I'm not strong enough for this. I just want to be gone forever.
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September 3rd 2014, 10:25 AM
I don't know which is worse, having someone's care not matter to you when you are everything to them or
your care being worthless to someone who matters the world to you.
I moved back while
my head was turned.
Upside down
closer to the end.
Afraid of the dark
within future times.
I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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