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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Dude, shut the fuck up!!!
I'm in English, and okay, we're having a trial based on Romeo and Juliet.
I have to sit here and listen to people say that suicide is a crime and a sin and selfish and you won't go to Heaven if you do it.
And I'm here.... extremely suicidal.... trying not to cry or explode... THESE PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW HURT YOU HAVE TO BE TO KILL YOURSELF!!!!
I've talked to you almost every day for the past two weeks, and now you have this idea in your head that I hate you. I wouldn't bother with you if I did. Common sense, eh?
There's nothing wrong with me. Well, not as far as you know anyway. Maybe I you took my mental health concerns seriously, you'd know. But it's not like you really care anyway...
Hm.
Ive lost my voice, my faith and my love. Ive lost my voice screaming, my faith seeing, and my love... Ive lost my love because i cannot have you. Or i never will... It hurts so much... Like a spear piercing thru my hearth... My heart... Do i have one? No, i dont, ive lost mine long, long long ago...
Just because we've been 'friends' for years doesn't give you the right to treat me like this ALL THE TIME!! Yeah, you don't like my other friends, but that's because they don't like you, and they don't like you because they see the effect you have on me!!
I'm just a sad, hopeless, slutty person.
Easy. So easy.
"Sure, I'll do this shit with you, not like anyone gives a fuck"
I'm attached to him. I think I love him and I've never been so confused. Its like one night I want him and one night...
"Yeah, I'm sorry you feel sad, you deserve what you want..."
No. I want you. I love you. And you like girls who you can't have.
I fall for them. So much. So badly that I lose my head.
Or give them head.
Or bang my head on a table multiple times.
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I trusted you. I really did. You said this would never happen. You were so sure that it wouldn't. Well it did. I knew I should have just kept my mouth shut. Won't be letting down my guard anymore.
I'm torn between telling you to choose and just letting it go on because I'm afraid if I give you the choice you'll choose her. And when you come back all you're gonna want from me is sex. I want you to want me. I am more than sex. But I know... Given a choice you would choose her because I'm fucked up and don't I know it.
Ive slept 4 hours, i have 4 exams. A normal day. I cant go about "that" here, so all i will say is: Fuck you, i will fuck your computer and every fucking web connected electronic device that you have in your fucking home. Trace my ip one more time and i will whipe you clean of the world wide web.
As i always say: fuck you... The diffrence between all the others and me, is that i cant even willingly say whats on my mind (the whole thing) in public.. And that just fucking sucks...
I don't care about school, in fact, I want to run across the hallways with a middle finger.
Success without love is meaningless. Chilleth thine fucking tits.
What lies ahead is unknown. However, in some times, I've sighted several smooth pavements. I myself am the mender of roads, and it is with these we work on.
Similar to the "Complaint of the day" thread, except post here as many times as you want if you don't necessarily want an entire thread on your rant.
I'll go -
No, therapist, I can't talk to my mother about anything because when I do she gets defensive and yells at me. So please kindly shut the hell up.
Continue.
You just took the words right out of my mouth. all this lady does is yell and bitch about every little thing that i do.
Why did you do that? You don't care, you think I've forgotten, I haven't, it haunts me every single day now. If i killed myself, you wouldn't notice, you'd be pleased, yeah it would mean i couldn't tell anyone what happened. I can't deal with seeing you all the time, and hearing about how wonderful you are, how far you've come from when you 'misbehaved'. Well aren't you lucky they don't flaming well know about your other 'behaviours'!!
Maybe I was, but I have my reasons and I'm sick to death of reading that crap. It's not supposed to be easy, you can't blame us if it isn't comfortable.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
TH was down exactly when i needed it NOT to be down, now im in a weird building where i need to get some point for school because of my diseses, and i approximatley need to wait about 4-5 hours here... Grrr... I would be better home... Cuz this aint fucing worth it... And ive lost track about screaming and complaining thread... So fuck it, i curse in both... And this is bullshit...
You're the one going on about your conservative views, but you moved in with her before you got married. I'm glad you agree with me here, but where does that even come from, we were not raised that way. And while we're at it, you're coming off like you think you're better than everyone because you've never made a mistake. You might want to back off of that considering what you did to me. I will never tell, but I will know and so do you. You aren't exactly Mr. High and Mighty you might want to keep tabs on your attitude.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; March 27th 2013 at 12:51 AM.
If I can hear your music on the other side of the house it's too fucking loud. Turn it down, and stop complaining about how we're 'disgusting'. Just shut the fuck up.
Triggering [SH]
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
When my blade goes through me, it goes through her as well... And i dont want to hurt her... And im stupid, and idiotic, and retarded and weak... Im weak, thats what i am... I dont have pain, but she does, it hurts her and oh god... I said i would never hurt her... And i cry because of it... But its so satisfying, and i cant resist... And i have to, if not because of me, because of her... And its so so so so so hard already... And even if i dont say anything she will know ive cut, and she will cry, and then i will cry because she cries... Forgive me, Im too weak... Im too weak for you... Im sorry... And now im triggered... Im sorry...