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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
You are making me so fucking confused. I know you'll probably just hurt me again but I miss you. I just want to be your friend again, you understood me, you were there for me and you were just nice. Why am i such an idiot to tell you i can't be your friend...
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Why the fuck couldn't he have just left us alone. We weren't bothering anyone and we weren't obvious.
We would've left in another 10 minutes for fucking sake.
But no. And now I'm embarrassed out of my mind and can't forgive myself.
I feel disgusting and I'm just so angry at him and the world and everything.
Why did he have to be an ass hole?
God I just want to disappear
Whatever it is, chances are I've been there.
If I can make it out, you can too.
Do not say anything about my arm! It's 28 hours running on caffeine, my skin got all red and the only way to relieve that tension was to slap it! So those lines are actually slap marks. Back the fuck off.
Oh, wait, can I... Oooh, no, that's too violent. But you remind me of a toad and you make my cavities ache.
Why can't I learn to fucking say things properly? I'm after fucking it all up now just because I said it the wrong way. I wish I was good at something other than hurting people. I feel like such a failure.
I haven't felt horrible in ages. I haven't wanted to hurt myself or take dangerous amounts of pills but after that I just I kind of want to slice my arms apart, and cry for a very very long time.
God damn. Nothing is worser than the white hot rage inside my chest that comes and goes from time to time which is unfortunately even more and more frequently.. But when its here it truly fucks up my day as well as the person who caused it... Fucking unbeleviable...
Or you could just totally blow me off and start talking about how shitty your day was. That's what I was trying to achieve when I told you that. You don't give a shit and that's plain to see.
I just want to cut so badly right now. I need to feel pain and make my thoughts go away. I don't want to remember right now. PLEASE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. PLEASE
I'm a monster. I'm a fucking monster... My anger hurts and disappoints everyone. I get angry and frustrated and I can't help it. I'm a monster!!! I'm a horrible angers monster! Everyone would be better off if I got hit by a car
GoodbyeLullaby
I wanna be alive well don't you? There's no use in feeling low.
7th March 2013 Met my Heroes Tonight Alive <3
I hate breaking down and feeling useless and then being judged, all I want is to be accepted! I wish I could change peoples lives and help them but I always get left behind or someone gets hurt..
Oh shit son.
And I say oh shit son.
Why the fuck arent i a cactus? cactus's have no shit in life like I and other people do.
How nice would it be to be a cactus? Just chillin' in the desert, speaking with the sand, chatting with the skies and taking selfies with the clouds... Far better than this bullshit...
GOD, IF IM NOT A CACTUS IN THE NEXT REINCARNATION, I WILL SUE YOU FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE.
You may have been raised with different values and morals, but that does not excuse the fact that you have a disregard for other peoples lives. Putting others in danger by your horrific actions is simply un-excusable.
"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.”
— Malala Yousafzai
Its been 2 months I have this stupid cold! To make things worse I now have fever! Damn, my stupid immunity! I am supposed to be studying. But, its so not possible to study with this! :/