Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[nothereanymore]

I just really fucking hate school. Please just kill me.

[Catharsis.]

I deserve to die for being such a fucking dumb unlovable piece of worthless shit all my life.

[nothereanymore]

And people wonder why I'm so quiet. When I do open my mouth people make snide comments about my stutter. Really? Fuck you. The jokes aren't funny. I know I sound like an idiot. Just stop.

[mindflower]

I JUST WANNA DISAPPEAR, JUST WANG EVERYTHING TO END

[Its.Just.Angie]

seriously? You wanted to know how I feel and you want me to get better and shit.. You always tell me that.. When I tell you something is wrong you over react and freak out and all my words are used against me. But when I refuse to talk about my feelings with you, you get pissed. So idk what you want, mom. I understand you are worried about me,but I'm trying really hard and don't you dare say again I'm not. I want to get better but you all don't believe me. How would you like your addictions taken away from you?! It's like having a piece of chocolate or whatever the hell you love sitting right in front of you and you are allowed to have it, is chocolate healthy? No! Do u know its unhealthy? Yes! It's the same thing mom an addiction is an addiction.
Taking everything I love away... Just so you can protect me? It's way to far, I was constantly watch in the ER... I just want some privacy every now and then and I'm home now though.... When I'm upset.. I want my door to be closed, but NO! You don't understand... Unless you been in my shoes and dealt with my pain, stop saying you do.. Saying all these lies to me just to make me feeling better won't help me. I just want you to freaking listen to me and I'll tell you what I need.. Instead of you assuming, let me have a chance to speak.. They are my problems not yours.

[Forging Galaxies]

I don't want to live anymore.
Everyone leaves me, they always do.

I can't fucking figure if this progress I made was all for fucking nothing?

[hocus pocus]

Every three weeks or so, PMS reminds me why being a girl sucks.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

No one cares about me.....

[blurryface]

if this bitch harasses me one more time, i will quit on the stop. i won't even be nice enough for a two week notice. i am committed to this job because i'm a good fucking person. you're a manager. last time i checked, managers don't call their coworkers cuss words - in Spanish - behind their back. although i'd love to see the look on your face when i do it back because you think because i'm white, i don't speak spanish and i don't know what you just called me :-)

i s2g if i miss this show, someone is going to die. it's the only chance i'll get to rid of my blades because i'm not strong enough to do it myself.

[2Snowflake2]

If they sack you I swear to god I will kill them. Ok unfortunately that is Illegal, I just hope that they will suffer gravely if they sack you. No one want's you to go, I don't want you to go. Immature people making your life hell which is causing you to want to leave.
I hope they don't fire you. You are one of the very few people I can talk to, and even then I have to push myself (because annoyingly I am shy, blah) If you go then I shall go too, as there will be no point in me staying in this job.
I hope tomorrow goes well, I hope they give you a chance.

[Kate*]

I've done this class 4 times now and for the record you are the ONLY ONE who cares about that.

I'm also doing better with that, maybe you're just more picky or I had people LAUGHING while I was trying to do it after you FORCED me to go first, and I was nauseous with a fever of almost 100 from what I now realize is Shingles and you're going to get on me for THAT! REALLY?!?!

And I'm not going to say this again. Either teach me how to correct the problem or BACK THE FUCK OFF. A simple "Don't do that anymore" obviously ISN'T what I need!

[Beautiful_Mess]

This time of the fucking sucks!! Guys don't have to go threw nothing!!! I HATE PMS

[Azure.]

I burnt my tongue . It hurts really really bad .

[Everglow.]

No doubt this is going to be on my mind for quite some time...
life.

[Forging Galaxies]

I can't stand being limited and trapped to this... fucking life...

Things need to change and yet there's nothing I can do for a long time...
I might die before then.

[mindflower]

pat you're such an asshole sometimes! I fucking love you and you left me for Amanda you hypocrite! You accuse me of cheating but you flirted and begged for her while we dated and you left me for her. I bet it didn't even scratch you having to leave me. You drive me up a wall hearing you try to make me the bad guy when I did nothing wrong. But I guess I couldn't make you happy. That's what you said!!! And now you're trying to twist your words and say that you saw me cheating but oh if it's not true you still won't take me back because you have Amanda!? What the hell!!!???

[nothereanymore]

You're really an asshole sometimes. You judge and judge and judge. Not everyone who doesn't fit into your ideal picture of clean, well-mannered and respectable is "a fat slob". You're an ASSHOLE.

[Chris]

You can't expect something from someone while you fail to meet their expectations at the same time. Do what you need to do (i.e, fulfill your job requirements), and I guarantee you that people will begin to meet your expectations as well.

[Beautiful_Mess]

You left me here alone!!!
Why, WHY?! Did you have to kill youself in front of me!!! WHY?
Do you understand what that did to me seeing you pull that fucking trigger!!! DO YOU?? I MISS YOU DAMMIT AND YOU JUST LEFT ME LIKE THAT!!!! WHY?!

[Kate*]

Great, internships are hard enough to find without having to explain a failing grade and 2 Withdrawals from the same class. Aside from worrying about Prac, I just realized that measures I took to keep me here will likely come back to bite me in the ass. And, no I will NOT take responsibility for being disrespected. I will own my part of it, but not someone else's.

[Everglow.]

Doesn't matter anymore.

[Forging Galaxies]

WHAT THE FUCK IS IT GOING BE?!
LIFE OR DEATH!
LIFE OR DEATH!!!

[nothereanymore]

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I don't even want to get out of bed, ever. Don't want to wake up. There's nothing for me here or anywhere.

[Chris]

I can't help you if you don't want it. I can't be there for you when you're pushing me away.

[Beautiful_Mess]

You left me all alone..you know,you sister emailed me today..apologized because I had to see you blow your fucking brains out. I still don't fucking understand why you had ME be the one to see you go thru that...I just don't..I cannot sleep anymore..I cannot eat...I keep hearing that damn gunshot...What am I to do?? WHAT??
Why'd You leave me Micheal WHY? You could have fought I know you could have

[Konohana Sakuya]

Dear hormones, stop messing with my brain to make me feel even stupider than before. I am already at the verge of breaking.

[Koharuchan]

My stupid lip is busted open and it hurts so bad!!

[nothereanymore]

I just want to feel pretty. I hate being me.

[hocus pocus]

My hands are numb and I'm supposed to drive today.

[Chris]

Do you want something? Work for it. Earn it. Make it yours. But it all starts with the first step.

[hocus pocus]

What just happened? Don't worry, you say? Oh, no, I won't worry. I'll just think about it nonstop.

[Konohana Sakuya]

Growing up is like a curse. Please make it stop.

[Koharuchan]

My boyfriend got in a wreck today. Thank god he's okay, but it scared me so much.

[Rivière]

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAY THAT TO ME!? Have you forgotten that I have an eating problem!? Saying to me, "Are you on a diet?" DOES NOT HELP. Do you realise how hard it is for me? Every step of the way, every piece of food, every bite? No. No you do not. I get you said it in jest but that's not fair. You don't get to joke about something like that.

Triggers. Don't cry. Don't cry.

[hocus pocus]

I can't concentrate at all and it's driving me bonkers. I really need to get this stuff done, too.

[Azure.]

Hiding. Procrastination. Decisions. Letting people down. Triggered. Tired. It's going to be a long day.

[Chris]

Sometimes you have to take a deep breathe and let things fall into place.

[bitesize]

Why the fuck do you want to cancel my shifts again?? What the actual hell?? You tried last week and I said no and you didn't but I'm actually worried about it this week because why am I the go-to person for shift-cancelling the second time in a row?? I had to ask for four days off this week and S is not working either so I know there are people who have more shifts this week, could you not cancel one of them.... also that's bullshit about it being 'dead' this week, you said it would be 'dead' last week and we all had to end up doing more work than usual and helping E out at his bar....especially on Saturday, what a fucking joke, there's a reason there's always 2 people on that bar and it's idiotic to put one. What the fuck is wrong with you people.

I'm starting to feel worried about it because a) she sounded so sympathetic on the phone and called me 'hun' about three times, which makes me wonder if there's anything to worry about. b) this is the second time that's happened to me, no one else has said it's happened to them and I'm really worried that maybe I'm doing something wrong, not working hard enough.

[Ella.x]

Stop treating me like a freak! BPD does NOT define me! It is not the only issue that I am dealing with, so please acknowledge that!

[Kate*]

Was that perfect? NO, I already know where I'm losing points
Does it have to be? Probably not, but I can't pass this class with another 6 or less and I know my mental stability can't withstand that. Even if we rescheduled and redid it, I have completely lost my ability to judge if it's good or bad. I just assume they suck and 9 times out of 10, probably more, I'm right

Really NOT ready to go meet with this guy on about zero sleep when every other time has turned into a nightmare