Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[hocus pocus]

Look, I get it. You don't like me. But you're going to make my grade suffer? And you're going to take ten points off for a mistake - not even a mistake.. how unfair.

I fit every single point, every requirement on the assignment and you couldn't stand me getting yet another perfect 100 so you took points off for me not "elaborating" enough on this kind of assignment out of all the other ones out there.

[Everglow.]

Another one I can cross off the friends list. come so close to hurting myself lately. I don't know how to do this.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Yep, it's official. No one gives a fuck about me. I don't matter to anyone.

[Kate*]

It's a real thing and it's called ADDICTION. It can affect ANYONE and intelligence (or lack thereof) has NOTHING to do with it. Intelligence DOES have to do with ignorance though. EDUCATE YOURSELVES before making statements like that. I would teach you myself,but I'm too disgusted to deal with you. I also find it ironic that you call everyone ELSE hypocrites when YOU'RE the one who just QUIT SMOKING! If anyone could understand it right now, it should be you.

[hocus pocus]

To say that I'm nervous right now is the understatement of the century.

[Kate*]

Yesterday was a F***ing NIGHTMARE (session included)

I'm too afraid to fill out the application for health insurance in case it screws up the coverage I will still have to 3 more months. It says you can apply even if you have coverage now, but with my track record of luck, I can't trust that; or afford for it to get screwed up, I need what I have for as long as possible.

I really wanted to go to class today because E is awesome and there was supposed to be a guest speaker. I did need a break after yesterday, but my homework was already done so I've been bored out of my freaking mind all day.

[hocus pocus]

Don't tell me something if it is not true. Don't lie to me, and then expect me to be completely honest. It won't happen. It's not like I want to talk to anyone anyway.

[Everglow.]

Just want to go to bed and not get out of it again. Been so down. It's getting worse. I feel like crying for no reason.

[Rivière]

Tired of explaining myself. I said I was sorry because I only wondered why you were being so silent. I wasn't referring to anything in particular. I said sorry because I felt like I hit a nerve and you got irritated with me asking. I said sorry because, well, I was sorry for asking. Do I really have to explain every, single, detail, of why I said something? Do I really have to explain myself all the damn time? I'm so tired as it is, I'm dealing with a lot of crap and all I said was sorry. I said that it didn't matter and you kept asking. I said that you did nothing wrong and you kept asking. Why do you keep questioning me?

Not like we really talk anymore. When we do it's very short lived because you're always saying you're doing surveys so you can get money and then you go off spending it on in-game virtual items and even talked about subscriptions. So, I'm sorry for asking you why you were silent. You have been with me for a long while now. Or you make little remarks to me here and there...hurr Sarah I thought you'd be more conservative with your money...*goes and spends nearly £30 on virtual pixel items* Yeah. Sure. Sarah needs to be more conservative. Sure. Thanks. Considering you're my friend and all that, you sure do have this thing about making me feel like a piece of dirt lately.

[Kate*]

Did you look at the directions before submitting that? I'm giving you another chance before I evaluate you, consider taking it.

Translation: This is so bad you're going to fail unless you redo it even though I said you'd get full points and I don't have the heart to fail you even if I have no problem LYING TO YOU

REALLY ASSHOLE?! I guess "you get full points for doing it" doesn't really mean that and I'm guessing that it's only me who's getting graded this hard since you also took points off of my paper and people tell me that you work really hard to give everybody every point. Maybe I should just drop out and walk away. I FUCKING QUIT. I knew all the people who believed in me and made it possible for me to do this, to accomplish my DREAM were wrong and had too much faith in me because I clearly CAN'T do it. Maybe I should go through with it, with my luck I'd fail at that too, but I really have no options left.

[Spiderpig]

Trying attaching milking tubes to a cow that's just cranked its tail up and you're underneath trying to push the tubes onto its udders when -

The phrase "It's a shit scene, man" takes on a whole new meaning.

[Rivière]

SHOULDN'T YOU BE SAVING MONEY.

I know about me needing to save money. I get it. I know. I wished I'd never frigging said anything now. Why bother at all. This is not the first time you've commented on my money actions. My money, I will do with it as I please. I think after all my hard work in actually earning it I deserve a treat.

I could easily comment to you about how you're spending day after day doing surveys to get money and whining to me how you need money and then you go off considering spending it on game subscriptions and virtual in-game items. Shouldn't you be saving money too. Shouldn't you be helping your mother pay for the apartment she is paying for you to live in. Do not talk to me about saving money when you can't do it yourself.

[hocus pocus]

You almost killed my cat, the only thing with a heart that was there for me when we got her. So, yeah, I'm a little mad.

[Kate*]

My student internet access has been lost because the network says my username and password are wrong. The problem is that THEY AREN'T because I just used them to log into the system they are intended for. I can't reach the online helpdesk because it's down too, and tech support is CLOSED. I've had perfect access all day so I don't think it's me. Somebody FIX THIS NOW!

[nothereanymore]

I would thank you for ruining this for me but honestly I'm too upset to speak with you right now. I am out of your jurisdiction. You don't get to do this. You even told me that even if you said no, what could you do, but I should've seen through that. You're fucked up. Thanks a million Dad.

You're obsessed with money and control. It's not about a damn thing other than that. You don't want to pay for the plane ticket EVEN THOUGH YOU OFFERED TO and you don't want to let your precious, frail, delicate 5-year-old child out of your sight.
Oh wait, I'm not 5. I'll be 17 in April, and while I'm not the most mature person in the world, I know how to conduct myself without my parents around. There will never be a moment unsupervised. And I won't ever be by myself in an unfamiliar place. You fucking know that. It's about money and control. I see right fucking through you, you bitch.
You dragged me 1800 miles away from him for your own happiness without even considering mine. I have been through hell and back for the sake of your love lives and now you want to prevent me from seeing Alex. So don't crying to me saying that you really did care and that you never meant to fuck me over.

[Everglow.]

Tonight hasn't been good. I feel shit. I inconvenience people and I'm nothing.

[Lumos.]

I want to give in so fucking much... i don't know how much longer i can keep going..

[hocus pocus]

My iPod is ruined. Thanks, Apple, for never making your products work correctly or last longer than six months! Oh, here's the best part! If I can't find the receipt, I will have to take money out of my savings to pay for it. This, is like, my third one of this version and I had about eight of the previous version because you can't make stuff function right.

[Broken Constellation]

Why the heck would you think it's okay for you to say that about me infront of everyone...

[Beautiful_Mess]

I'm so fucking tired of being everyone's bitch buddy. People Only come to me when they want to bitch about someone else! No one cares if or why I'm hurting inside. No one checks on me to see if I'm even alive! Everyone knows why I'm hurting and what I'm going thru, so why in the fuck would you ask things like " What's wrong?" "Why are you crying" " Why haven't you ate?" "why are you depressed"
Those are fucking dumbass questions..If you'd jus think, 'Oh yea, she's still down about what's happened'
I swear, I'm so tired of being the only one that cares about myself!!!
All I've ever asked for is love. I get that every once in awhile! WHY! What have I done to not deserve it?! ~Cries~ The more and more people pretend I don't exist the more I'm leaning to..Slicing my fucking arm up! Do y'all care? Maybe, Maybe not : /


Geez, Guess it does feel better letting all that out, I LOVE this Screaming Thread.

[nothereanymore]

I'm comfortable where I'm laying so of course I have to use the bathroom.
WHY. MY LIFE.

[Lamia]

It's 6 AM and I'm alone, sobbing my eyes out in the bath. What a sad excuse for a human being I am.
Just kill me already. I can't take any more of this.

[Azure.]

I'm so fucking done. Ugly, worthless, depressed piece of shit. I need to just die already.

[nothereanymore]

I love you too Mom. And I just want you to know how truly grateful I am that you have screwed me over. Thank you very very much and I'm glad you're happy. I'm glad this drastic, split-second decision move has made your life so much better. It only makes sense that I don't fit anywhere in that. You're a joke of a mother. You should never have had children.

[hocus pocus]

I've asked you several times, not to touch things that don't belong to you. And you do it anyway! Now I'm missing that screwdriver because you can't go without going through everyone else's stuff.

[Jordioa18]

Instead of mostly words, this is how I kinda feel at valentines day being single... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmNXPsD96TE

Never had an active relationship on valentinesday, I know how to talk to girls, how to treat them, and I need to get my shyness away, maybe I have to turn heel to get what I want... Maybe not... Something is holding me back... But for the rest, watch the video, in it's entirety.

[Kate*]

I know you said that I should do it for as long as I need to despite the cost, but this is going to get expensive fast once insurance runs out

[Beautiful_Mess]

.....................SCREAMS...............

[THE FAPMAN]

Since the person in front of me screamed already, and its stupid to have two screams in a row (hell this aint a horror movie) ill just say:
DONT KEEP CALM
and
FUCK THIS.
FUCK THAT.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK OFF.

[hocus pocus]

I spent two hours waiting because customer service couldn't do their job correctly. Two hours is a long time to wait for something that takes ultimately ten minutes.

[nothereanymore]

I'm a sicky Vicky and I feel like absolute shittttttttt

[Beautiful_Mess]

My fucking head hurts. And I'm alone and tired. I'm cramping and everything I do is going to shit! Why the fuck can't I do anything right! ~SCREAM~
I jus want everything to be okay dammit!

[Alucard~]

Hello, Im new
I don't really swear much and Im actually a really nice guy who would put his life in harms way for a stranger or a puppy ^_^ so excuse my language and death threats o_O

So...ehem...

RRRRAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Fuck everyone who ever fucking fucked me over and fuck the ones who will!!!!
Yeah fuck you Ryan and the rest in school, who were Lucky enough that I can control my anger enough to not give into the temptation of fucking ripping your throats out! Yeah thanks for all the fucking scars from the fights throughout my life physical and emotional, you fuckers!! You guys probably had no idea the depths of my Hate and the Rage that I had to force myself to contain every time I even saw you.
The only good thing to come out of all that hate is that now I can deal with my emotions better and have forced myself to become almost a complete pacifist... That and I have some interesting scars to talk about with people

So Thank you Everyone who ever fucked me over Because now I understand the value of true Loyalty to those you Care about and have a really strong empathy for others, to the point where I would do everything in my power just to make someone, who I believe deserves it, a little bit happier in this harsh world.

Huzah... My longest post yet :3

Ps:
Hi, I enjoy helping people and Im always up for a really long conversation about life in general... so feel free to message me or something... yeah..
Anime/Music/Random stuff/ { Are all great to talk about too... ^_^

[THE FAPMAN]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYtGl1dX5qI
I wanna scream and shout and let it all out
And scream and shout and let out...


But nope
P.S. That song is fucking awesome

[mindflower]

How much of an idiot do you think I am? I mean, I'm fine with a break (actually I'm not I'm really fucking pissed and heartbroken, knowing I couldn't be good enough and that you'd rather be single than with me) but when you say you want to be alone for a while, no one in the picture, that's what I expect. It won't happen though. God knows who it is this time. Amanda again? Megan? Alexis?
Don't make this what's best for me dammit. You're breaking my heart and lying to my face. What happened to forever?
God when did you stop caring, pat? Son of a bitch....

[THE FAPMAN]

Malenaaaaa,
Iz kojeg si ti svemiraaaaaaaa,
Zasto te sve nerviraaaaaaaaa,
Sva si puna nemiraaaaaaaaa!!!

Malenaaaaaa!
Iz kojeg si ti svemiraaaaaaaaaa?
Ne daj da te nerviraaaaaaaaaa,
To te zivot treniraaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

[Kate*]

I got full points regardless. Unclear directions are NOT my fault. If that's what you wanted you should've just F***ING said so! And how dare you insinuate that I'm not really trying! You don't know me and until you do you have no right to assume anything

[nothereanymore]

No, you didn't do a decent job. You haven't taught me a damn thing about how to be a good parent, you've only taught me how NOT to be a good parent. It seems that's the best you can do, giving me example after example of what not to do.
And I really wish you'd stop treating me like I'm delicate. I'm not fucking 5 years old. I can hold my own against the big bad scary mean monsters of the world a lot better than you think I can. I'm not frail and weak. Stop babying me. There are monsters in this world and things that could hurt me and until you unwrap your FUCKING HANDS FROM AROUND MY THROAT, I WILL NEVER LEARN TO BREATHE WHEN IT'S TIME FOR ME TO.

[Chris]

Blaming everything on someone else when both of you took part in the same activity is just immature. Take responsibility for your own actions.

[Awakening]

It's really nice that you told me that you were in love with me, that I was so important to you and that you were so grateful to have me in your life, and then decided less than two weeks later that you're not very interested in me anymore. I can't even bring myself to be angry with you because I care about you so much and I could never hate or dislike you. I'm just so hurt. And don't understand why I can't ever be good enough for anyone.