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December 27th 2024, 08:43 AM
This better not be retribution for yelling at you all night. Because that was your fault for not listening to me, and I know you have hours to give.
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December 27th 2024, 12:44 PM
I'm going to go in with an open mind...
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December 28th 2024, 09:45 AM
Going to go in open minded...
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December 29th 2024, 08:26 AM
Why do I always do this to myself?
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December 29th 2024, 10:58 AM
WHY THE FUCK AM I ALWAYS WRONG?! I don't even want to bother anymore because my side is never taken, I'm always the problem, I'm always the one in the wrong, even when I'm CLEARLY not; and I'm sick to death of it!
And today was a fucking nightmare. I want to hope tomorrow is better, but I'm so close to calling off, it's not even funny.
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January 1st 2025, 09:29 AM
I have to remind myself that it'll all be ok...
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January 2nd 2025, 11:40 AM
It's just the same thing over and over again.
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January 4th 2025, 01:22 PM
I just love being tired all the time. 
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January 6th 2025, 11:08 AM
I don't know why I don't have any self-control.
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January 7th 2025, 09:19 AM
I think I'm finally done, this makes you worse than them; and that's hard to beat. I'm done with the BS excuses.
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January 7th 2025, 01:17 PM
It's just one thing after the other...
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January 8th 2025, 12:57 PM
I hate feeling like this all the time.
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January 9th 2025, 08:02 AM
So, really I just asked without asking. Because I was 99% sure, that even if I didn't ask, you would've offered. And, I gave you an out. These are the kinds of things I wish didn't torture me.
You're either going to separate us or you aren't. And why is it all or nothing? I don't have to deal with her, but I barely see him. At least I know it's not just me, even if you don't believe me.
I really don't want to go in tomorrow, and I don't really get my day off either.
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January 9th 2025, 12:18 PM
I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I wish I was a different person...
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January 10th 2025, 09:55 AM
I hate not being as productive as I should be.
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January 11th 2025, 09:25 AM
It's just the same motion every day.
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January 12th 2025, 09:07 AM
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January 13th 2025, 08:19 PM
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January 14th 2025, 11:13 AM
I know he's doing that for you because of their inventory, but if this means you lose one of your closing shifts, I'm going to be mad.
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January 14th 2025, 11:20 AM
I hate being the way that I am.
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January 14th 2025, 04:19 PM
It hurts so much
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January 15th 2025, 09:16 AM
I just wish I wasn't the way that I am.
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January 16th 2025, 06:47 AM
You've been gone enough, when is it her turn?! And I hope it's 1 week and not 2.
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January 17th 2025, 10:19 AM
I just wish I was more driven.
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January 17th 2025, 01:23 PM
I don't even know if it was about me. It probably wasn't. But, unlike you, I'm not bothered by you potentially talking to management about me behind my back. You're allowed to vent up, just like I am, and you're also now very clearly contributing to this conflict.
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January 17th 2025, 04:34 PM
So much anxiety today
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January 18th 2025, 09:53 AM
I just wish I had more motivation and self-control. Or a hobby I was really passionate about.
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January 18th 2025, 11:34 AM
I'm actually looking forward to working all weekend because you're in charge. I hope I don't end up disappointed. I know you're going through hell though.
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January 18th 2025, 10:28 PM
I’m tired of being tired
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January 19th 2025, 11:04 AM
I wish I didn't feel like this anymore. I hate not having the energy to do anything or constantly experiencing this brain fog.
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January 19th 2025, 11:37 PM
Not looking forward to tomorrow.
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January 20th 2025, 12:00 PM
I can't stand being this tired all the time anymore. I just want more energy.
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January 21st 2025, 03:26 AM
Okay, so you admit that she sucks at communicating and is part of the problem. But, because she got promoted first, she's allowed to trigger the shit out of me, blame me for everything and be a total bitch, and I just have to put up with it; AND willingly subject myself to the barbs she plunges into my soul? What kind of logic is that?!
And if you're waiting for me to be phased by nothing, it's never going to happen. The environment alone drains my neurological ability to maintain my "patience," and the default setting of my brain constant state of overwhelm.
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January 21st 2025, 11:13 AM
My mind is my own worst enemy...
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January 21st 2025, 04:27 PM
Why did my body wake me up so early again?
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January 22nd 2025, 11:32 AM
I'm just taking it one day at a time...
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January 23rd 2025, 11:22 AM
It probably doesn't mean that, but you warned me that the possibility is always there; and if it does happen, there's nothing you can do.
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January 26th 2025, 08:01 AM
I just have to take it one day at a time.
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January 27th 2025, 08:03 AM
I miss the good old days where I didn't worry about everything.
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January 28th 2025, 10:42 AM
I just want this test to be over and done with...
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