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February 19th 2022, 02:09 AM
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
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February 19th 2022, 10:10 PM
I feel disgusting!!! I feel disgusting and gross and weird and creepy!! Why am I into such weird things!! AAAAA!!
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February 20th 2022, 08:04 PM
My knees, back, and shoulders are bothering me!
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February 20th 2022, 10:11 PM
Why can't I just be normal? Why am I so gross? Why am I encouraging my behaviour and letting it be encouraged? I'll stop from now on.
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February 21st 2022, 05:58 AM
I'll give you until the 8th, that's a month from my interview/background check, and then I'm looking for another job or negotiating with work. If you can't get a background check and onboard or rescind me within A MONTH then I can't afford to wait around. I haven't even been contacted since, I understand delays, but eventually enough is enough.
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February 21st 2022, 10:01 AM
I just don't want to feel like this anymore.
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February 21st 2022, 04:34 PM
Not feeling well again.
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February 21st 2022, 08:46 PM
I want to do really bad things.The scary thing is I dont even think theyre bad anymore. All the things I used to see as cons of it, I now mostly see as bonuses.
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February 21st 2022, 11:42 PM
I wanted to wait for this exact reason. I'm sure it'll be fine, I can still change if I want, and if it doesn't work and I quit, I'll just change it back.
No, I absolutely do NOT want to work over 40 hours a week, but it's better than maybe getting 15. You fucking screwed me and I have to cover my own ass.
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February 22nd 2022, 09:41 AM
I always seem to do this to myself.
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February 23rd 2022, 09:34 AM
I hate making decisions.
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February 23rd 2022, 04:10 PM
What the fuck is the point in being happy when giving up is easier? Ugh. It's too much effort. I cant do it anymore
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February 24th 2022, 09:17 AM
Why can't we all just be kind
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February 24th 2022, 09:38 AM
I don't want to be an adult anymore.
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February 24th 2022, 12:25 PM
Love it when the news activates my anxiety.
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February 24th 2022, 02:39 PM
Everything is hopeless
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February 24th 2022, 04:27 PM
My fantasies are getting darker again. And the worst thing is, it doesnt even bother me.
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February 24th 2022, 09:30 PM
I miss how happy my family was. Everything has changed since then.
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February 26th 2022, 02:40 AM
I don't know how much more of this I can take.
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February 26th 2022, 06:00 AM
I don't want to do this, but it's better than doing nothing. You don't get to stab me in the back, screw me over further as a result, expect me to not notice, gaslight me when I confront you, and then keep me as an employee if nothing changes. If you leave and/or I'm offered enough hours to survive again, I'll stay, but unless/until that happens, I have to cover my own ass. I need more money and they're sure as hell willing to pay it. I just need to make sure it's not worse. And regardless, if I find out that my vacation won't be paid despite not giving notice, I simply won't return from it.
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February 26th 2022, 11:40 AM
Dreading the whole traveling experience tomorrow. I hate flying, I absolutely fucking hate it!
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February 27th 2022, 08:36 AM
I don't why I seem to be the only one who is feeling like this.
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February 27th 2022, 09:35 PM
Why can't pets live for longer? Why do they have to get sick, to get old?
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February 28th 2022, 08:53 AM
It was just one thing after the other today.
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February 28th 2022, 01:48 PM
I'm not going back there, thank God I didn't quit yet and that she's leaving, so there's an eventual end in sight. But, the next schedule will reveal A LOT.
Watch me get excited and have this be worse.
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February 28th 2022, 09:38 PM
I want to do it!! Yes, its unhealthy and unsafe and bad and won't help me at all!! I still want to do it!! I've learnt better than this, yet I still want to!
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March 1st 2022, 09:10 AM
It doesn't ever stop. I wish it did.
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March 1st 2022, 11:29 AM
I'm not even particularly sad and I still want to do it. I've never done it before and yet I'm already addicted. Fucking hell.
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March 1st 2022, 11:55 AM
I wish I had a worse mother. If she wasn't such a good person, she could give me pain since I'm too chicken to do it to myself. When I think upon the very few times she hit me as a child, I wish she did it more. I deserve it
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March 3rd 2022, 08:21 AM
Not only did my hours not go back up, but I have a miserable schedule that reminds me of EVERY reason I changed it in the first place! I hope you all have some SERIOUS FUCKING KARMA on the way in exchange for ROYALLY SCREWING ME OVER
And I have NOT given notice, so you WILL pay me for this vacation, and if you need me so fucking bad, you can give me my hours back, but I'm not coming in, so don't even try to call me or you're getting an ear full .
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March 3rd 2022, 08:52 AM
I really hope I hear back from one the jobs I applied for.
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March 3rd 2022, 11:06 PM
You oblivious piece of shit!!!!!!!! Stop fucking confusing me!!!!!!!! Oh my god!!!! Literally contradicting yourself in the same fucking sentence!! I love you, but stop giving me hope!!!!!!!! Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!
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March 3rd 2022, 11:07 PM
HOW DO YOU NOT NOTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could literally tell you in full detail how I'm in love with you and you'd take it as platonic. You stupid piece of shit!!!
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March 4th 2022, 08:32 AM
This is getting all too surreal.
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March 4th 2022, 01:16 PM
I wish my sadness was romantic, was beautiful, was musical like in movies and tv. but no. its ugly and boring and disgusting.
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March 4th 2022, 09:55 PM
I AM DISGUSTING I HAVE TO STOP AND I WILL STOP OR I WILL PUNISH MYSELF FOR MY DISGUSTING BEHAVIOUR
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March 4th 2022, 10:02 PM
Ugh...like a moth to a flame...
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March 5th 2022, 02:50 AM
I hate over reacting. I just want to be normal.
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March 7th 2022, 09:37 AM
There is so much flooding where I live. 
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March 7th 2022, 10:07 PM
Anxiety is through the roof again. That's fun. Not feeling myself at all right now.
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