Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I had more motivation.

I know I'm fucked up but I am trying.

[Mindfulness.]

I thought it would be better but I only feel worse.

Fuck me. I didn't mean to post that. No views so it is fine but I am going to freak out about it. I thought that deleted.

[Mindfulness.]

I hate feeling like this.

[Kate*]

So, were you actually going to tell me?! And does the fact that this is the 5th person in the position in less than 4 years concern you at all? She was amazing, especially after the last one. If I start complaining again about being treated like an idiot or a toddler, you're going to listen, or I'm going to walk; it's that simple. Things are going to shit, and I'm left oblivious once again. It's been the same story the whole time and eventually enough is enough.

[Everglow.]

So so tired.

[Kate*]

I need to stop eating so much, or the weight is going to come right back on.

Three hours of sleep. Glad I got my assignments done.

[Everglow.]

I just feel like a spare part. Everyone else is having fun and I just feel like I shouldn't be there because nobody likes me anyway.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I wasn't like this all the time.

[Everglow.]

I wish I was more like everyone else. Sometimes I feel so isolated.

[Kate*]

I think I'm just sick of work and this headache is very stubborn

[Mindfulness.]

I always seem to do the same thing over and over again.

[Everglow.]

Another night of panic. Didn't sleep until after 3. Somehow I now have to try and sleep tonight early enough to be okay for work tomorrow and I don't know how I'm going to do that.

[Soda_Voxel]

why am i so fucking STUPID why cant i just be beautiful and normal and neurotypical stupid idiot idiot idiot

[Everglow.]

The panic is already starting. It's going to be a bad night.

Get your fucking shit together, before you lose them.

[Mindfulness.]

I hate disappointing people.

[Kate*]

Of course I end up with the extremely rare delayed vaccine reaction, and I can't tell if I was right when I suspected he did it wrong, or if it's fine and just rare. For anyone who sees this, I'm FINE, my injection site is swollen and itchy, but nothing serious.

[Everglow.]

I'm tired and overwhelmed and sad. I know I just need to get through this week but I'm just not doing well right now.

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[Wisteria103]

Oh so I’m not worth breaking the rules for. I’m not worth risking anything for. I’m not even worth an invite or so much as a mention. Hmm... if you wanted to, you would. But if I wanted to, I would as well. With that logic, I guess that’s it then.

[Mindfulness.]

I don't want to be like this anymore.

Not again. Please, not again.

[Everglow.]

I wish I was a bit more like everyone else so I didn't have to hate myself every time I spoke.

[Kate*]

I really wish I didn't have to work tomorrow, it's boring, it's a mess, and until she does that correctly, I can't do anything. I'm over it.

[Everglow.]

I don't feel well.

[Kate*]

I put the heavy box into a cart to move it, and now it's stuck in the cart because I can't lift it out!

[Starseeker]

I reached out to you. Now it's your move. I'm just fearful you'll never make that move. Probably because you don't want to engage.

[Everglow.]

Feel like I somehow attract all the minor inconveniences in life. Missed a train, then a tram, then a bus, then theres traffic. Give me a break.

I don't understand; did I do something wrong?

[Everglow.]

If I can't find somewhere to go, it'll just be me left. And I don't know how long I'll last.

I wish I wasn't having to deal with this anxiety

[Mindfulness.]

I need to learn to relax.

I can't do this. My anxiety is so crappy

[Kate*]

She has absolutely NO IDEA what she's doing, and I'm OVER picking up slack from other people's bad decisions and lack of training.

[Mindfulness.]

I just want to relax.

I feel overwhelmed but trying to focus on the positives.

[Mindfulness.]

Why is my life always so busy and stressful?

Anxiety is grand. It feels like I can't do this. I know I can. I know I'm just having a crap morning