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November 6th 2020, 01:00 PM
I can’t help but be afraid of men everyday. I’m worried about school and stressed about this election. Ugh ��
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November 8th 2020, 03:54 AM
I can't do this anymore.
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November 8th 2020, 05:31 AM
Just ONE more shift and I can FINALLY have a day off. I need it sooo bad.
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November 9th 2020, 02:28 AM
I don't want to have mental health issues anymore.
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November 9th 2020, 05:28 AM
I need to find time to do laundry but I have so many appointments this week! There's no real time to spend a few hours dedicated to a public washer/dryer! I wish I had my own washer and dryer in my apartment. That would make things so much easier.
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November 9th 2020, 07:59 AM
I'm so sick of having a girlfriend. I bitched and whined on this site for like eight fuckin years wishing for one, and now I just want to leave and travel the country as a nomad.
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November 10th 2020, 02:19 AM
I'm hoping everything will be OK.
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November 10th 2020, 10:31 AM
Why is it that everyone but me can make friends easily and I just dont connect with people? Why was i made wrong?
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November 11th 2020, 12:26 PM
New extremely severe PTSD does not mix with chronic illness, past PTSD, grief, and full time work. Oh well, not a damn thing I can do about any of it.
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November 11th 2020, 03:18 PM
I fucking miss going to concerts and losing myself in music loud enough to deafen my own thoughts.
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November 11th 2020, 06:52 PM
I'm really not okay. At all.
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November 14th 2020, 01:06 PM
Panic attack in the toilet at work 20 mins into my shift. Super.
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November 14th 2020, 04:46 PM
I can't go on. There's no one who can or will help. And with the flashbacks and dissociation so bad and so frequent, I can't promise I won't kill myself sooner than planned.
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November 15th 2020, 05:47 AM
I can't wait until all of this is over and done with.
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November 15th 2020, 02:32 PM
I'm beyond help. No one can handle me.
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November 16th 2020, 12:55 AM
Urgh, I'm starting to get nervous and anxious, but I have to do it.
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November 16th 2020, 01:41 PM
It's honestly just a matter of time before I end it. Who's going to stop me? No one.
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November 17th 2020, 11:10 PM
I really really don't want to go to work tomorrow.
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November 18th 2020, 01:09 PM
Why bother asking for help when people just "lol just be happy and do self care!" At my problems that are way too severe for that shit to make a dent in. I know cause I've been fucking trying that for years. Doesn't fucking help.
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November 19th 2020, 12:28 PM
Family member is dying. Or dead by now... well still gotta work full time. With all the other fucking shit.
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November 19th 2020, 12:32 PM
Oh yeah and a friend relapsed and overdosed the other day.
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November 19th 2020, 12:35 PM
What's today's trauma going to be? See this is why I need to kill myself as soon as possible.
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November 19th 2020, 02:44 PM
Why don't I believe in myself? What on earth happened to me so that I have very little self belief or self esteem?
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November 20th 2020, 02:35 AM
I hope tomorrow never comes.
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November 20th 2020, 02:41 AM
No, I won't feel better tomorrow just because another night passes. Why do people assume that? I won't fucking feel better til shit gets better.
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November 20th 2020, 09:12 AM
I have a lot on my plate at the moment and I can feel the stress building up more and more.
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November 20th 2020, 11:22 AM
I can't function, but I have to for some reason
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November 20th 2020, 05:58 PM
A day wasted. Feel all over the place. I was fine yesterday, what's wrong with me today? Can't concentrate and have an ever growing to-do list.
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November 20th 2020, 07:41 PM
I WISH I WAS FUCKING DEAD. I can feel the flashbacks coming back harder. So yeah, I don't know if I'll survive this.
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November 20th 2020, 08:42 PM
It would be best for everyone if I was dead.
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November 20th 2020, 09:33 PM
Suicide is the only way to make it stop. Everyone needs me to make it stop so I stop hurting them by being in more pain than they can handle. Well what about me?
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November 20th 2020, 10:02 PM
I may not survive tonight
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November 21st 2020, 01:13 PM
If I get covid, at least I'll have a good enough reason to kill myself
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November 21st 2020, 06:02 PM
Another colleague has resigned, with immediate effect this time. I support it and I'm proud of her, but it makes more work for me and reminds me of how desperately I need a decent job.
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November 21st 2020, 11:20 PM
Well that was awkward. Who knew a game could be so uncomfortable?
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November 22nd 2020, 08:00 PM
I need to get out of this job. Please let me find a job I can do. Please.
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November 23rd 2020, 07:27 AM
I thought it was water under the bridge, but I guess not.
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November 23rd 2020, 10:18 AM
I just want all of this over and done with.
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November 24th 2020, 03:09 AM
I don't understand you at all sometimes.
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November 24th 2020, 04:47 PM
Extra bad ptsd day=extra suicidal
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