Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish people understood what social distancing actually means.

[Odyne]

I feel huge..

[Tigereyes]

I can't go on living this way anymore.

[Kate*]

Bad dreams didn't happen and I can do today slowly. Thank God because I really don't want to.

[Tigereyes]

This pandemic is completing the break in this broken home.

[Everglow.]

I thought we were having a discussion. Didn't realise I was sitting here actively trying to make you feel shit by reiterating what you've been saying yourself for 7 weeks. No worries. I'm a shitty human.

I am spiraling and I am not sure what to do.
I have so much to lose.

[Mindfulness.]

I hate that time of the month.

[Odyne]

I dont know what to do..

Will they still love me when they see what I've done?

[Kate*]

Probably paranoid, but considering that 90% of the time she does whatever she wants, I can't help but wonder if she does this crap just to piss me off.

[Odyne]

I'm worried...

Why can't I just pay the stupid fucking bill like a normal person?

[Odyne]

I’m SO scared :’(

[Mindfulness.]

Co-workers need to learn to handle their frustration better.

[Odyne]

Why?!..........

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I wasn't feeling like this anymore.

[Tigereyes]

Trying to live each day like I will be dead in a week or two because at any point during this pandemic, it could reasonably be true. Makes me hate my disability even more for stealing my life from me.

[Everglow.]

Why have I had to email my lecturer yet AGAIN in order to get them to do their job? Why should I have to be the one to reach out and ask for feedback all the time when it's literally their job to supervise me.

[Mindfulness.]

I wish I had more self-control.

I wish I could take some time off

[Odyne]

So many voices in my head.

[Everglow.]

How does it make sense that I shouldn't be getting feedback for my proposal? I put so much work into it, and now you're telling me I don't even get feedback? If you're offering me a meeting purely because I pulled you up over it, you can shove your meeting. I'll do the whole thing alone like I have been because evidently, lecturers aren't paid to do anything at all.

[Odyne]

I feel SO fat.

I need a day off. I requested a day off next week so hopefully I end up getting it.

[Odyne]

Stomachache

[Mindfulness.]

Urgh, I relapsed with my weight loss and vegetarian diet.

[Odyne]

Chaos in my head.

[Thinking]

What the hell? Another year of online classes?? What the actual F????

[Odyne]

Feeling so fat, I hate my body.

Feel like I want to die.

[Odyne]

I feel like i’ve eaten too much

[Kate*]

Didn't sleep last night, work should be fun

[Everglow.]

Ugh I don't need to read the conversations you're having with a girl you like. Especially not for half an hour straight. Not only do I find it really cringe, but it literally reminds me of the fact I'm alone. So.

[Tigereyes]

I post here because I have almost no friends, and my only friends are busy

Sometimes I wish I was dead.

[Kate*]

Work temp registered about 2 degrees higher than it normally does, and it was 14 days since I was potentially exposed yesterday and I feel hot, and our thermometer is dead. I had BETTER not have the fucking plague!

[Odyne]

I hate my body.

[Everglow.]

My brother is ignoring social distancing and got in a car with two people from.another house hold even though one was tested for corona a week ago. He says I'm childish for having a go at him even though we are now all at risk. I'm absolutely fuming.

[Odyne]

I just hate myself so much...