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April 20th 2020, 05:22 AM
I just want to hear back from potential employers already.
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April 22nd 2020, 02:54 AM
According to my parents, a month of rest means I can't experience symptoms of my chronic illness--that I have been experiencing for the past 15 years of my life.
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April 22nd 2020, 05:49 AM
I am feeling really off today. I hope I wake up tomorrow and feel better. Yesterday was a good day.
It feels so uncertain and that is what I am struggling with. No one knows
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April 22nd 2020, 07:34 PM
Headache and shivery while trying to do uni work...no fun. Also missing someone but can't tell them because they might be ignoring me and I'll end up bothering them. Feel like crap.
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April 23rd 2020, 01:42 PM
My parents are still trying to manipulate me into working for them right now. I can't even get chores and hobbies done in the 6 hours/day I am moderately functional lately.
They also keep trying to meet up to hang out and guilt trip me for saying "no, there's a pandemic, we are from different households now, we need to stay home so we can all stay healthy." Like????
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April 24th 2020, 09:11 PM
I'm not feeling so great today. Motivations out the window again.
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April 25th 2020, 10:34 AM
I wish I could figure out what to do.
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April 26th 2020, 04:43 AM
Getting bitched at for not following the rules when other people get away with not following the rules seems to be a theme and I'm sick of it. If I'm stuck back there tomorrow after you went off on me today, I swear to God I'll walk.
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April 26th 2020, 11:11 AM
I just want to sleep. 
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April 26th 2020, 07:32 PM
This is making me so mad. They've literally said, don't travel unless it's essential, and yet you're flying home so you can see your family. I'd love to see mine, but I can't. Why are you any different to anybody else in the world right now? Now my sister is either going to be on her own, or she has to come home until this is all over which puts us at risk. People are so selfish, I'm sick of it.
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April 27th 2020, 10:51 AM
Since lockdown started I've had 3 dreams about people who arent here anymore. All of them involved me just sitting and chatting to them. I miss you so so much.
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April 27th 2020, 08:33 PM
I think these essays are my worst. I just can't do this anymore. Getting fed up now. Academia is not for me.
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April 27th 2020, 11:41 PM
Sometimes I want something more.
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April 28th 2020, 07:34 AM
I hope these lifted restrictions will cause a spike. 
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April 29th 2020, 06:45 AM
I hope things get better soon.
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April 29th 2020, 07:37 PM
I am not responsible for managing your anxiety. I have my hands full with my own.
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April 30th 2020, 06:02 AM
So tired, but severe painsomnia. No, tomorrow won't be better as I had hoped.
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May 1st 2020, 03:05 PM
Idk what to do..
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May 2nd 2020, 05:50 AM
One of the many things I hate about this is that I have the big ideas without a clue how to make them happen. I can't be the only one affected by this, but are there enough for it to be a real thing, probably not.
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May 2nd 2020, 11:18 AM
Things are just hard..
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May 2nd 2020, 05:42 PM
Still sick of being so sick with no hope of feeling better
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May 2nd 2020, 06:46 PM
Why?!?!? 
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May 2nd 2020, 08:03 PM
Why do I keep circling back to these stupid thoughts? I was doing okay until these crap thoughts came into my mind, making me question everything, whether it's worth it, whether I'm just being silly and am expecting too much etc.
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May 2nd 2020, 09:42 PM
Things are hard today
I hope it's better tomorrow.
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May 3rd 2020, 07:32 AM
I really hope I get a positive outcome.
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May 3rd 2020, 03:14 PM
If I'm going to die, I'd rather just get it over with than wait for the inevitable
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May 3rd 2020, 05:40 PM
I'm so sick of this.
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May 3rd 2020, 06:37 PM
Got yelled at too. I'm so done with today.
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May 4th 2020, 08:11 PM
I have a headache. Hope tomorrow is a better day.
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May 5th 2020, 05:27 PM
I feel SO FAT
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May 6th 2020, 10:45 PM
This uni work is breaking me. Every time I think I'm nearly there I realise I've done it wrong. I can't wait for this course to be over.
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May 7th 2020, 04:34 AM
I swear I'm getting better. I know it doesn't look like it but I swear.
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May 7th 2020, 07:00 AM
I don't want to live in a group home.
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May 7th 2020, 03:21 PM
I'm disgusting
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May 8th 2020, 12:19 PM
I want to be more motivated.
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May 8th 2020, 03:46 PM
I have to do a presentation..so I'll just add preparing for that to my list of deadlines and predicted meltdowns. I'm so fucking close to a breakdown. I cant do this.
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May 8th 2020, 08:15 PM
Each walk outside might be my last. Ever. I try to enjoy every second of it to the fullest. No one cares if I die. I don't want to, but if I have to go back to work onsite in 2 days, I will get COVID-19 and probably die. It's just a fact to come to terms with. Hate my disability for making it difficult to enjoy what could be my last couple weeks of life before I die from this because of my disability.
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May 8th 2020, 09:14 PM
Why am I so clumsy? Just add to my joke of a life by falling over. Again.
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May 9th 2020, 03:33 AM
Another night of existential crisis, fun..
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May 9th 2020, 06:54 AM
The worst part of having fresh wounds on my legs is that my cat can't sit in my lap. It's breaking my heart.
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