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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
I keep hearing about grocery store employees testing positive for COVID-19. No surprise at all. But now I'm more afraid to go to the grocery store than before... and I will need to go more frequently because hoarders bought everything I regularly need. Which is worse, exposure to COVID-19 being in the high risk group or malnutrition/possible starving?
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
I think I'm regretting it. But, I still have plenty of cushion. It was a lot, but I still think it was the right thing to do. I wanted to make a dent while it was actually possible, and I did. If paying down debt is the least financially responsible thing I do, I don't see how you could get mad at that.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
My insurance payment needs to process damn it! THIS is part of why I pay early, so if it takes forever because of somebody else, I don't end up screwed.
Yeah, I got bored and rearranged things. It's all reversible. If you would do your own fucking job, that would solve the problem! As much as I don't want it, maybe they should just give it to me so shit gets done.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Been reading this chapter for over an hour, it's so complicated and hard to understand, i'd written loads of notes, and my tablets just deleted everything. I'm so close to crying. I can't fucking win with this.
Okay, you know what? Fuck you! That was really hurtful. I'm sorry for fucking caring enough to tell you to be careful tonight. Most people would just say "thanks, I will." You didn't have to jab at me. You're a fucking dick sometimes, you know that?
I can't wait for this all to be over, because the kids that are screaming all hours of the day and night around where I live are starting to really grind on my nerves.
I am tired of staying inside. It's not even that I am bored .... it's just that it's making me depressed and I don't want to completely fall apart. I know it's important to stay in and I will but ... I just feel like dying sometimes and I hate it.
Everyone told me to panic more as I fought to stay rational. Now I'm fixated on "the fact" that I am going to die from COVID-19 in a few weeks or less. I can't un-convince myself, and if I'm going to die, I'd rather get it over with than wait for death to knock on my door sometime in a few weeks.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.