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March 15th 2020, 09:48 AM
So. Much. Anxiety
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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March 16th 2020, 12:05 PM
Realising how far I've fallen. Thought I had it under control but I'm not sure I do.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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The Goddess Of Pain
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March 16th 2020, 01:54 PM
So SICK of anxiety.. Arhg! 
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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March 17th 2020, 02:19 AM
I just wish things were simple, like they used to be when I was growing up. I HATE having to deal with this shit. HATE IT. Bills and responsibilities they said. That would be the hardest thing to deal with they said. Well yeah right.
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March 17th 2020, 03:15 AM
Fuck. Life.
Everything I try to do to take care of myself as things keep getting worse (crazy how that's even still possible at this point..) just fucking blows up in my face and pushes me down further. I am powerless to do anything more than I already am and have been. This is how life is gonna be? Well fuck it then. I'm done.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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The Goddess Of Pain
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March 17th 2020, 10:59 AM
SO exhausted
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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March 17th 2020, 02:16 PM
Not sure how I'll deal with this. I don't want to be another person who lets him down, but I'm worried. This is going to be hard. I don't like adult decisions as big as this.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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The Goddess Of Pain
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March 17th 2020, 02:28 PM
Cant sleep.. I need sleeep.
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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March 17th 2020, 06:57 PM
If you really appreciate us, you'd better fucking prove it. If you won't adjust at all for this. You're not only forcing exposure, but causing massive burn out!
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"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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March 17th 2020, 10:01 PM
So. Freaking. Anxious.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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March 17th 2020, 10:14 PM
My whole body is aching
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March 18th 2020, 04:42 PM
There's no more face to face volunteering for the foreseeable future. I'm possibly not going to see my member again.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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March 18th 2020, 11:38 PM
what if this never ends?
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
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March 20th 2020, 10:04 AM
Fuck work.
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March 20th 2020, 05:52 PM
I'm only doing what's best for everyone in this situation. I wished you could see that.
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March 20th 2020, 11:32 PM
It's confirmed that I will get paid less (not enough) for who knows how long.
Do I have higher chance of dying from it? Do I even care?
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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March 21st 2020, 12:55 AM
I'm terrified of getting the train into work this weekend. I want to hide until this is all over.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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March 21st 2020, 01:11 AM
Once again clinging to the darkest media I can find. Sometimes that's the only way I feel understood and connected. Sometimes this is my only light...
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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March 21st 2020, 03:26 AM
I'm 99.9% sure I'm calling off tomorrow. I wanted time off like everyone else, and I guess I'm going to get it. It just sucks that I have to be sick for it. Hopefully, I won't need 2 days in a row, but I have 3 weeks worth, and this is exactly what it's for!
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"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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March 21st 2020, 02:43 PM
Thank God I got a manager who likes me and is going to lie about the reason for me so I won't need a doctor's note. For a cold. On a weekend. With everything closed anyway.
But how come I need a doctors note to go back, when you're forcing us to be exposed, but people who aren't supposed to be out can come in there all day long?! It sounds like you're covering your ass to me, after making the wrong decision!
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"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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March 21st 2020, 11:39 PM
I'm not ok. I'm not ok.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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March 22nd 2020, 03:02 AM
Ready to be over this. Ready to be over you. Can't wait for the day you aren't in my life anymore.
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March 22nd 2020, 04:57 AM
And you're still going to do it, right because the time hasn't been subtracted yet?! Please don't make me produce a doctor's note!
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"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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March 22nd 2020, 07:44 AM
Why can't I find a job I actually enjoy? 
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March 22nd 2020, 06:37 PM
I knew it was coming, but it still hurts. I'll miss you so much. This whole year is shit.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
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March 23rd 2020, 01:58 AM
I can't stop crying.
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March 23rd 2020, 06:28 AM
OK, COVID-19 can go away now.
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March 23rd 2020, 03:21 PM
I'm having anxiety about all the changes
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March 24th 2020, 01:08 AM
I really feel like I'm going to break soon.
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March 24th 2020, 10:11 AM
I wish people would stop bombarding me as soon as I walk through the door after a 10 hour shift.
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March 25th 2020, 01:26 PM
Please please please let us all get through this.
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March 27th 2020, 12:29 AM
So tired of these sinus issues.
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March 28th 2020, 12:28 AM
Missing you today.
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March 29th 2020, 01:43 AM
I just want this all to be over.
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March 29th 2020, 03:45 AM
I just want to be able to work with animals already.
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March 29th 2020, 04:54 AM
I wished things were always this easy. Lay off me.
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March 30th 2020, 03:15 AM
I don't want to be there anymore.
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March 30th 2020, 03:20 AM
Triggered three times in two days. You can say all you want that it happened for a reason and I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be right now, but even if I mostly believe that, it doesn't make this any less painful. Normally, I would consider making an appointment to deal with it, but I hesitate to do that given the circumstances. I don't even know if they're doing in-person sessions right now.
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March 30th 2020, 12:18 PM
Only been sat here half an hour and I'm already fed up of not knowing what I'm doing.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
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March 30th 2020, 01:17 PM
I hate anxiety
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