Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Odyne]

So many nightmares.
I’m so tired.

[Everglow.]

Why am I so shit at basic human things. Like walking. My knee hurts so much and I'm fairly sure I've done actual damage from falling so much.

Stressed to the max

[Odyne]

Stressed..,

[Everglow.]

I can't wait for uni to be finished. I wish I'd chosen something else to study at an entirely different place.

I really need a day off. March can't get here soon enough.

[Everglow.]

Every time we think the mouse problem is fixed, there's another fucking mouse. I'm so sick of it.

It's now 11 minutes past. I wish you'd hurry up

I hope I don't get in trouble.

[Kate*]

I now have questions, the answers to which are none of my business so I won't ask... Like how much do they know about you and do you do that out of the goodness of your heart? Because I think it's shitty to not allow any contact, but then demand money.

[Odyne]

So many nightmares.

I truly hate my anxiety.

Why aren't you listening to me?

[Tigereyes]

The light at the end of the tunnel can't be a train if there is no light at all.

[Kate*]

Okay, I'm trying that before calling and attempting to explain this to a human. Hopefully this works. Even if they need the other card for prescriptions, it doesn't explain the medical claim.

[Odyne]

Stomachache

I feel so overwhelmed

[Odyne]

Sooo tired

[Everglow.]

I'm back to feeling like I'm going crazy. There are mice everywhere and it's now a health hazard but nobody will listen to me. Going to have to pay about a months wages just to get someone in. I'm literally shaking and crying because of it and I have nothing I can do.

Why do I let it bother me so much?

[Everglow.]

All nighter it is. Having to skip for because of this. Feeling guilty but also completely done with it all.

Stress induces headaches. My head has been hurting off and on for the past week or two.

[Everglow.]

My uni is the most unreliable place of education. All my results days have been pushed back 3-4 times and my supervisor wont reply to my emails, and they're now on strike for three weeks which means I dont know when I'll get any sort of support. Honestly wish I'd never started.

I'm stressing out and worrying about stupid shit.

[Odyne]

Sooooo cold

My head hurts

Stress stress stress.

[Kate*]

At least I only have to work tomorrow before I get another day off, but I seriously HATE this schedule! One day is not enough recovery time before jumping into a weekend plus two more days just to get ONE day off where I can't even relax because I have shit to do!

[Everglow.]

This is a waste of time and money and energy

[Odyne]

It’s raining again today.

I'm feeling quite overwhelmed by everything I've got to do today and by everything that's been going on. It won't calm down till April or May either.

[Tigereyes]

Yes just fucking charge me over double the cost at this closer pharmacy because I'm too disabled to drive out there to get my fucking prescription so I can feel very slightly less disabled. Just add it to the ever growing list of reasons I wish I had killed myself already.

[Everglow.]

Starting to feel myself slipping again. I hate this.

[Kate*]

After all that, I have to call to deal with this?!

[Everglow.]

I cant do this anymore. I'm at the edge now. I'm going.

Please hurry home. I think I need help but I don't want to go get it without seeing you, since I know I won't see you much in the next two weeks.

[Tigereyes]

I miss my life, and I have no hope of ever getting it back.

I'm tired of my anxiety

[Celyn]

Feeling angry and irritable. Not the right mindset to start the day with.

[Resilient]

I wish you wouldn't have done that. How am I able to repay you?