Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
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January 21st 2020, 01:21 PM
I get that I get less holiday because I work fewer days, but everything anyone wants to do is on the weekend, which means I'm constantly booking time off. I've already requested half of my holiday for the year and you're complaining that you'd have to book extra days off despite getting probably 3 times the holiday I get. How is this fair? Why am I always the one travelling places to meet people, spending money to get places, booking the time off? When do people start making an effort for me?
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January 21st 2020, 02:16 PM
Life is unfair.
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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January 21st 2020, 05:45 PM
Everyone says I'm fine but I'm still so worried.
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January 21st 2020, 07:17 PM
It is so cold outside, can it warm up already? It's only been four or five weeks of winter. Eight more to go!
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January 22nd 2020, 07:39 AM
Cant sleep because noices
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January 22nd 2020, 02:08 PM
I'm stressed out.
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January 22nd 2020, 02:38 PM
I hate myself.
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
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January 22nd 2020, 03:13 PM
I don't know what to do to be honest
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January 23rd 2020, 03:07 PM
I feel like I can't handle this.
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January 24th 2020, 05:38 AM
It looked exactly like it does every time I've had a day off, but at least you asked nicely this time.
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January 24th 2020, 09:01 AM
I’m scared.
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
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January 25th 2020, 10:44 PM
Ok, so part of it is the fact I have to work the next day and don't want to be over tired for it. The other part is, I'm anxious about trying to make my way home alone at 1 or 2 in the morning. Everyone else has someone to go home with. I don't and I'm scared.
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January 26th 2020, 12:31 PM
Still sick. But no fever right now
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January 26th 2020, 05:11 PM
I really need a day off. 6 straight for 1 day is ridiculous!
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January 26th 2020, 08:00 PM
I wish I weren't so anxious all the time
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January 26th 2020, 10:43 PM
Even I know who he was, and his 13 year old daughter too, so sad!
How did you not notice that?!
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January 27th 2020, 06:01 AM
I'm stupid
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January 27th 2020, 08:51 AM
I’m still sick 
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January 27th 2020, 03:01 PM
I wish I could disappear
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January 27th 2020, 03:11 PM
Maybe I should call the doctor tomorrow 
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January 28th 2020, 01:28 AM
I feel really overwhelmed by the weeks coming up.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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January 28th 2020, 07:54 AM
Still having a cold
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January 28th 2020, 03:25 PM
I don't know why but that exchange made me anxious. It was a positive interaction but I woke up freaking out about it.
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January 28th 2020, 04:45 PM
Feeling so bad..
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January 29th 2020, 01:42 AM
I want to enjoy life, but I can't do that while in so much debt, with so little pay, with so many hours to work, with so much fatigue, with feeling so sick. So why bother pushing myself day after day after day. Tomorrow will be the same or worse. What's the point?
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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January 29th 2020, 05:23 AM
I'm tempted to cut. I'm trying so hard
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January 29th 2020, 07:47 AM
Now my bf is sick too
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January 30th 2020, 02:19 PM
I don't feel like getting up
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January 30th 2020, 03:44 PM
Tired of being sick.
“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
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January 31st 2020, 05:48 AM
This headache won't go away, I'm about to need a 3rd dose of meds.
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January 31st 2020, 08:40 AM
I just wanna get well..
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January 31st 2020, 08:43 AM
They wouldn't let me not pay, right? I don't know why I don't owe anything or why that's not updating. If I owed someone money, they'd make sure to get it from me.
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"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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January 31st 2020, 09:29 AM
So tired and so many plans..
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January 31st 2020, 03:20 PM
I hate how much I hate myself. Don't feel like I'm a good person.
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February 1st 2020, 01:48 AM
I'm gonna get fired is repeating itself in my head.
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February 1st 2020, 10:03 AM
Still sick
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February 1st 2020, 09:23 PM
Got hit with an unexpected $700 medical bill for labs. Fuck that. I can't pay it. Or my student loans. I regret wasting money on college. It wasn't worth it.
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February 1st 2020, 11:20 PM
I feel sick
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February 2nd 2020, 05:15 AM
You don't owe us anything, I just need to know you're okay.
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February 3rd 2020, 12:00 AM
Terror attack literally about 3 miles away from me. It's all a bit too close to home.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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