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July 20th 2013, 05:15 AM
Why can't I be good? Why do I have I suck? Why can't I look good.. And feel good.. And do what I need to.. And not mess up everything I do? Why do I feel so bad?
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July 20th 2013, 01:45 PM
Leave you alone? You never loved me? Ok... Ok, you win.
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July 21st 2013, 12:00 AM
I hate you. I hate you and your boyfriend because he's never gonna change and you're perfectly okay with that. You let him act that way towards everyone because you've given up but you can't give him up. You're a shitty example and you always have been. And I hate you.
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July 21st 2013, 04:44 AM
Would it have killed you to tell me first before you posted that all over Facebook? ...Why would you do that to me? And to think, I once knew you better than anybody. I thought you'd have more respect for me than that. Now you won't even respond to my message. I said I was sorry. Isn't that enough for you? All I'm looking for is an apology in return.
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July 21st 2013, 05:44 AM
If I wanted to have my picnic right by the house I'd do it in the backyard or something. Piss off, we picked the place we did for a reason. Good fucking God.
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July 21st 2013, 05:10 PM
my sleep schedule is all thrown off because I live with idiots like excuse me you need to not act like you know my body better than I do
people need to piss the fuck off before I start throwing punches
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July 21st 2013, 08:09 PM
I swear if you walk around saying how happy you are that it rained I'm gonna fucking punch you.
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July 21st 2013, 11:53 PM
If you'd quit acting so entitled you'd be surprised what kind of people you'll attract.
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July 22nd 2013, 03:44 AM
Fat fuck..
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
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July 22nd 2013, 04:04 AM
You're so fuckibg stupid! You failed BOTH fuckibg tests, ate like a fuckibg hog, didn't meet your goal, didn't do your fucking homework, and now you dot fucking have French! You brought this on yourself, being happy. You almost killed another friend. And you know what, YOU FUCKIBG DESERVE IT. You're a fucking whore. A fucking stupid little bitch. Go fuck yourself. Maybe then you'll normal enough to survive. If not, just die. No one wants you here anyway. You fucking fail at everything and hurt everyone you come in contact with. Fuckibg bitch.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love Repose en Paix, Grandad/mom H., Sito, Nay, Mary, Aunt S., Peter, Katie, Lexi, Mrs. Radoye, Mandii, Trevor, Megan, Uncle T., Erika, Aunt R., Braxton, Connie, Adam, Grandpa, Buttons, Aunt Barb, Pi, Grandma ♥ The world will bleed its bloody tale. People will throw their stones. But the one thing you must always remember is: You no longer walk alone. -Blake Bliss
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July 22nd 2013, 12:49 PM
Why the hell do they make pajama pants so long and loose? To let clumsy people like me fall up the stairs when they trip? And since it's so early in the morning and I'm tired I'm siting here crying over it even thoough it stopped hurting.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
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July 22nd 2013, 05:48 PM
Fucking hell, why are you so stupid. you can't even have a normal conversation with out fucking up.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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July 22nd 2013, 05:49 PM
I'm so sick to death of dwelling on the fact that you fucked up my life that I'm hoping against hope that I can break a rule to adjust things and make up for it. Otherwise I'll know for the rest of my life that my program was delayed because of YOU and I don't need you in my head for the rest of my life, I already have enough other people in there.
FUCK YOU!!! I can't say that enough
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July 22nd 2013, 07:33 PM
I'm never happy. No matter what I do. What direction I go in. There is always flaws and more reasons for me to want to pull my hair out. Uuuuugh.
Only you have the power to say,
"This is not how my story will end"
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July 22nd 2013, 08:20 PM
What's the point in calling me if you're gonna be so brief and curt? "Going into work, love you, bye." /:
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July 23rd 2013, 04:00 PM
You say you care, but you don't. You say we are friends, but you act as if we are enemies. You say that you missed me, but you never tried to call me. You say that I may be the one, but you date other people. You say I am your everything, but you leave me with nothing. Well, let me tell you this: I deserve better.
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July 23rd 2013, 09:02 PM
"Two, you have to find a third." You'll never graduate if you only take two."
Do you seriously think I don't know that?! That's not the way I want it, but I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE which I am sick to death of having to explain to you! What part of it don't you understand?!?!
He actually agreed to change the rules for me and waive the requirement so I can take the third class, are you happy now? I had made peace with the alternative, you were the one who had issues with it.
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July 24th 2013, 12:47 AM
Why the hell are you so concerned about buying a camera? You're sick, for fuck's sake. Have people pitch in to help! Don't work yourself into the ground and make yourself sick just to buy a $500 camera! I shouldn't be mad because you are really miserably sick right now but I can't believe you don't think you deserve to rest. Who gives a flying fuck if your mom works more hours but doesn't complain? You're sick. If you go to work with a fever and stomach problems I'm gonna walk over there and drag your ass home. You need to just relax and stop being so damn hard on yourself. For this being your first mainstream job, you're doing very, very well. So CHILL.
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July 25th 2013, 04:53 AM
Fuck cancer. Seriously, fuck it.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
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July 26th 2013, 07:27 PM
No, I don't want you to sign me up for events like that. Why don't you ask me first instead of assuming I'd be interested in it?
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July 27th 2013, 11:45 AM
I act like I don't know why I don't feel good but I do. I ate more today than I have in the last three days. And I'm still eating.
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July 27th 2013, 07:14 PM
I have NEVER had to pee this bad in my life, can you please HURRY UP and turn the water back on?!?!
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July 27th 2013, 08:16 PM
Parents are gone and I'm already anxious. Anxiety attack this morning. I've been eating bits and pieces of shit food all day but I'm still hungry. God this sucks.
Only you have the power to say,
"This is not how my story will end"
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July 28th 2013, 03:36 AM
ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
RAWRRRRR
UGHHHH!
I don't really have any complaints at the moment, just thought I'd get out any negative energy that might be hiding
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July 28th 2013, 05:09 AM
I WANNA BE PRETTY
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July 28th 2013, 12:18 PM
My father is a fucking arsehole
Take as long as you need.
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July 28th 2013, 06:12 PM
Guess what? Still not over it FUCK YOU!
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July 28th 2013, 07:48 PM
You seriously tell me my back pain is just soreness and it's worse because I'm tired?
I've been complaining about progressively worse back pain since January.And if I do ever get to a doctor, you're gonna tell him I haven't been. Get your fucking shit together.
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July 29th 2013, 08:08 PM
You're really right. Definitely, I mean, you always are. Those words are sticking to me right now. I'm sorry that I'm not ever going to be good enough or meet your approval. What was I thinking? I'm such a fucking loser.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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July 29th 2013, 10:11 PM
This is what I get for not studying until the day of. PLEASE let it be easy and PLEASE let me know the extra credit so I can save myself.
I did the assignment a week ago, please tell me I won't get zero because the website is giving me an error message!
And thank you to the person next to me who coughed all over me while I was taking the test. I'll probably be getting sick now ugh.
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July 30th 2013, 12:35 AM
Such a fat, disgusting, ugly, piece of shit.
Never gonna be pretty or good enough.
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July 30th 2013, 12:47 AM
You don't like it here? You want to transfer? Good, leave. Because I know plenty of people who would die for this job, and all you do is take it for granted and talk garbage about it.
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July 30th 2013, 01:03 AM
Why can't I change? All I want is to be happy but I guess that will NEVER happen... Thank you so much for fucking up my life....
Jay.
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July 30th 2013, 02:01 AM
You're driving me up a wall. I love you, but stop.
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July 30th 2013, 02:12 AM
How could you do that to me?! I was an innocent little girl!!!! You are absolutely disgusting!!! You pitched me into a 6 year depression that I'm still fighting!! You fucking asshole!!!!
That felt amazing to get out.
Life goes on. People move on. It'll be okay.
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July 30th 2013, 03:43 AM
I'm so sorry. I didn't get to see you today. What if your cancer is back and I never see you again? My panic attack was terrible. The moment I saw that ambulance, I lost it. I'm sorry.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts
Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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July 31st 2013, 12:50 AM
I take off these days to hangout with you - and you are busy? Your a good friend.
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July 31st 2013, 01:34 AM
I wish I could just sink through the floor and disappear from this life...
Jay.
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When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
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July 31st 2013, 05:05 PM
he makes me so fucking happy and I'm letting that get to my head because I can't fucking have him and he's too religious for me and I would never see him anyway and he doesn't fucking want me anyway because who wants a mentally unstable, less-than-intelligent girl who has no money and whose parents have no money who has scars everywhere who wants tattoos and piercings. Not him. NOT HIM.
I want him so bad but there's not a damn thing I can do about it. I wish I was his type. I wish I was perfect.
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July 31st 2013, 05:44 PM
So tired of dealing with all this, sometimes I wish I had been born healthier. Why wasn't I born healthier, what did i do to deserve this fucked up life I have!
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