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December 5th 2018, 03:56 PM
How long do I have to face these things alone?
When the world drags you down, roll over and smell the roses.
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December 5th 2018, 04:37 PM
I don't think this will ever end.
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December 5th 2018, 04:48 PM
I keep doubting everything. Please someone help make this stop.
When the world drags you down, roll over and smell the roses.
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December 5th 2018, 07:58 PM
Wishing I was dead.
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December 6th 2018, 12:44 AM
I want to kill myself.
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December 6th 2018, 03:30 AM
Breathe, Breathe, then scream in the pillow.
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December 6th 2018, 01:49 PM
I wish I weren't here. I wish I didn't feel this way.
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December 7th 2018, 03:49 PM
Everyone is still fighting.
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December 7th 2018, 05:04 PM
What is the fucking use sometimes.
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December 8th 2018, 04:37 PM
Feeling off and to binge 
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December 8th 2018, 06:23 PM
I am struggling to breath right now. It's because of my anxiety.
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December 9th 2018, 12:25 AM
Want to cry because I still have the feeling to binge eat
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December 9th 2018, 03:37 AM
He's not gone, but he switched to either early mornings or overnights, so I don't see him anymore.
I was pretty sure I'd regret that. 8 hours tomorrow is going to suck
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December 9th 2018, 05:46 AM
No I'm not okay
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December 9th 2018, 02:35 PM
I hate waking up with a migraine.
Are you insane like me?
Been in pain like me?
Bought a 100 dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?
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December 10th 2018, 01:03 PM
I don't feel well.
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December 10th 2018, 03:01 PM
Please let 12pm get here in no time. It's only 5 hours away.
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December 11th 2018, 02:07 AM
I can't do recovery anymore. It fucking sucks, and I'm sick and tired of suffering alone in recovery. Thought things were supposed to get better with it, not even worse.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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December 11th 2018, 02:44 AM
I want to die.
I want to disappear.
I want to fade away.
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December 11th 2018, 08:50 AM
I tried to ask her out today, and she is not replying.. I hope I didn't screw up yet.
Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.
Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.
Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.
On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.
Never settle. Never give up.
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December 11th 2018, 03:50 PM
I have a huge desire to die.
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December 12th 2018, 02:39 AM
I can't do recovery without their support, but I don't know how to ask them to support me. Shouldn't they just know? I'm doing better and I'm eating and yes, I'm weight restored, but those things don't mean that I'm okay. Just because the behaviors are under control doesn't mean that I'm no longer struggling with an ED.
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December 12th 2018, 03:56 AM
I feel like I can't do this but I don't know what this is.
Life. Work. Love. Health. Me. Maybe I just can't handle me
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December 12th 2018, 11:47 AM
So tired
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December 12th 2018, 11:52 AM
I don't feel like going to work after my two classes at school.
(I am in the work study program in my Senior Year at High School and only take English and Economics than go to work at Target for the rest of day. )
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December 12th 2018, 03:32 PM
I always feel extremely depressed and suicidal, pissed off at anything and everything, or just numb. I don't know how to feel anything else, and I'm tired of feeling like this.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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December 12th 2018, 05:12 PM
My psychiatrist upped my medication. I hope it helps with my anxiety a bit more because my anxiety is part of the reason I'm having confidence issues at work.
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December 12th 2018, 09:24 PM
My colleague just spent a few minutes telling me how lonely I'll be in ten years if I don't meet a partner so as an aro/ace I how feel super.
Not going to another work do again.
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December 13th 2018, 12:18 AM
The waiting is agonizing.
Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.
Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.
Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.
On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.
Never settle. Never give up.
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December 14th 2018, 04:19 AM
I'm so fucking pissed. He gave me a B overall when I no doubt earned an A and I definitely need that A. Probably 'cause he's too fucked up on drugs.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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December 14th 2018, 04:57 AM
The most significant thing college has taught me in these 4.5 years is that I'm even more of a failure than I originally thought.
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December 15th 2018, 03:36 AM
I hope I die
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December 15th 2018, 06:55 PM
Why just why. Life is so hard.
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December 16th 2018, 12:02 AM
Don't want to binge eat. Please go away forever!
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December 16th 2018, 12:17 PM
Thoughts of you make things so hard and sad.
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December 16th 2018, 02:30 PM
Don't feel well.
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December 17th 2018, 12:04 AM
Wish it wasn't Sunday
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December 17th 2018, 01:19 PM
Feeling off and to binge eat
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December 17th 2018, 08:29 PM
I feel so sad and yet happy? I don't know how to explain it but I don't like it.
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December 17th 2018, 11:44 PM
The weird popping noise has me concerned, but it's probably fine
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