Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Kate*]

That was literally the most DISGUSTING thing I've ever touched! What the fuck were you thinking?! Its a,fucking MIRACLE that I didn't throw up! I'd BETTER NOT get sick from whatever this bitch exposed me to!

Don't want to give into it the feeling to binge eat. I hate this feeling.

I fucking hate myself

[Everglow.]

Sister comes home for one day..messes everything up..dumps stuff on my bed then had a strop any time I speak to her.
Another person who can't stand me anymore.
Should disappear.

Fandom rabbit holes. Stop drawing me in.

I'm broken.

[nothereanymore]

The way you treat me is ridiculous. Fuck you.

Only four more hours.
Please let this time pass.

[Tigereyes]

Why can't profs get their shit together?? Do I have 2 hours of class tomorrow or 5? Who the fuck knows

[Kate*]

If this is due in 3 weeks, why haven't I been billed yet? I'm tempted to pay ahead like I did last time because you take forever to process! I just paid you a month early for the amount I'm 99.9% sure I owe. If it's wrong, I'm considering it YOUR fault for not finding some way to TELL ME otherwise.

[Everglow.]

One of my rats can't walk properly anymore so I'm sitting on the floor in front of his cage crying and I hate everything

[nothereanymore]

I’m so annoyed all the goddamn time. I can never relax in this room. Between the thumping sound coming from either the wall or the vent, and the smell of literal shit coming from the vents too (or maybe I’m hallucinating both of those who fucking knows) something is always bothering me. Something is always fucking bothering me 24/7. I hate that I can’t just ignore anything. I am always uncomfortable. Always.

[Starseeker]

Three weeks that were supposed to build up my self-confidence only taught me that I'm simply unfit to handle horses

[Tigereyes]

Failed my first quiz of the semester. I have very little support. I really want to die even more now.

[Kate*]

I was bored, so I went through and pulled stuff. I don't know how to make sure that it's all we have, that's why I asked you to double check before throwing it away. Sorry, but I had an hour left and nothing left to do and you told me yesterday I could do it if I wanted to.

Here we go again, I was told there was a raise that didn't come. Either it's the one I already got and you didn't realize it, I wasn't actually supposed to get one (because I already did), or someone messed up (again) and I'm owed back pay. I don't want to be unprofessional, ungrateful, or make it look like I'm throwing a fit because I didn't get a raise, but this is the second time it's happened.

Have feeling to binge eat. Hate this.

I am having such bad anxiety and I feel like I can't breath.
Not sure what's wrong.
Wish I had my medication but have been putting off picking it up
Might go to bed soon but then my weekend is almost over.

[Everglow.]

So tired. Woke up at half 3 to a nightmare and now have to get through work. Could do without this.

I have very little patience or care for people right now.

Not feeling well. Still have feeling to binge eat.

[Tigereyes]

Fuck gratitude. No, I'm not even grateful to be alive because I'm still in so much pain that I still want to die. And knowing I should feel grateful only makes me feel worse about myself.

[nothereanymore]

The worst part about the fact that his stench is permeating even my room and it’s unbelievably triggering is that no one fucking cares. My dad and stepmom will just shrug their shoulders when I tell them febreze doesn’t even work and say there’s nothing I can do. This room isn't even mine.

Tired today.

[Starseeker]

Why am I depressed?

Today needs to end.
I don't want to keep doing these equations. I get it already. I comprehend it so please give me a break

[Coffee.]

What do you want me to do? I can't fix you.

Idk what to do.

Having a hard night!

[Tigereyes]

I'm so fucking frustrated with this fatigue taking over my life. And I'm so sick of people telling me I can do it as if the problem is motivation. I'm motivated, I just actually can't do it, and no one understands or will listen. I feel so lonely and stuck..

IDK what is wrong with me

[Celyn]

Feel hot and cold. Not been sleeping well at all. Miss not being able to have a bath. I feel disgusting.

Tired. Not much sleep.

[Starseeker]

i want to die

I hate myself

[Starseeker]

Were the adventurers of the past told they wouldn't make it? Or did the voices in their heads tell them they wouldn't make it? Did voices haunt them at all?


I just want to die and disappear and not be heard of anymore. Let others conquer the world...

[Everglow.]

Another one of my rats is dead.

Tired today.

[Everglow.]

Crying my eyes out.

Want to do something unhealthy but trying to distract myself. I need help.

[nothereanymore]

Couldn’t even get an “I’m sorry” or “Are you okay?” Like I know you had a bad day but you’re usually nicer than that... I told you I finally got the police report from my sister’s death and YOU tell me you’re not prepared to hear about it... Way to make that about you and literally not even consider me at fucking all. Not one bit. Sure, it’s hard for you. But to not even ask me if I’m okay?
so fucking sick of people who aren’t my family or friends being more considerate THAN MY OWN FUCKING FAMILY AND FRIENDS