Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

FUCK!! ... ... ...

[nothereanymore]

You say you understand but you clearly don’t.

[Kate*]

It is August, it is hot and humid. What part of I DO NOT WANT TO BE OUTSIDE did you not understand?!

And good thing I know that the blank schedule is a glitch and doesn't mean I've been fired without being told. Only problem is that I probably won't have the schedule until tomorrow.

Or the next day because I wrote down the wrong week, ugh

Just need to get two more things done today and then I can relax

[Fanatic]

Fucking former employer made a mistake on my medical assistance form and I ended up denied for ACCCHS health insurance. I waited fucking 40 days for a response just to get that and now it'll have to take more time to fix someone's fucking mistake. Why the fuck do I have to suffer because of someone's fucking mistake?! This is why I HATE working for companies because they wont even apologize or take responsibility for their fucking mistakes!

I hate being exhausted all the time.

[Everglow.]

Steep hills are killing me..so unfit I thought I was gonna pass out. Muscles are hurting so much. Another day of walking to go.

Always get myself into uncomfortable shit

I hate that I eat too much again.

Ugh I fucking hate the fact that I cannot leave the bumps on my face and neck alone. This fucking sucks I do not need to add to the 1000 scars I already have.

Why have I been getting tired at 5:30 PM lately? This really sucks.

[Everglow.]

Legs hurt so much I can barely move.

[Tigereyes]

Why can't I ever do anything right or good enough? I'm sorry.. I really am trying though. Even though you can't see it. Yet you say you see progress? How the fuck?

[nothereanymore]

Tired of feeling like I don’t deserve romance or love because I have no money and no car and I’m not mentally stable. Jesus. I can give you my heart and my time and my honesty. That’s got to be just fine for someone.

I hate how I constantly freak out about all of this.
I hate that I can't seem to sleep through the night too often.

[Lunar]

I hate how you are, who you are, and what you stand for as a person. You're the worst kinda human, and I really hope that there comes a day where I never have to see you, or know you again. Ever.

I hate how badly my gastric disorder is acting up today.
I hate that despite getting so much sleep, I am still exhausted.

[Kate*]

Someone is coming from far away to get something because I told her we had it. It turns out we DON'T and she's going to be pissed! In my defense, the sign said we carried the size and I didn't want to put her back on hold to dig through the never ending shoe pit!

[nothereanymore]

I looove wasting my time. Jesus. Why’d I even get out of bed today?

I hate myself for today.

[nothereanymore]

Can never fucking relax

Gotta love how punctuality, professionalism, a good presence and a good attitude, and experience got me absolutely fucking nowhere in that interview. Fuck this.

I'm feeling guilty over who I am as a person

I'm a freaking mess right now. Just want to rest my head against the pillow, but even that won't be comfortable.

I'm done. I'm throwing in the towel and quitting. Fuck this!

[Everglow.]

Being the least liked person in a group of friends is grand.
I'd be doing them a favour if I just went away.

Don't feel like doing much of anything.
All this nervous energy is making it impossible to read.

[Everglow.]

I want to disappear.

[Fanatic]

I feel lonely. I feel like I'm struggling through things alone just like when I was dealing with my childhood sexual abuse alone. I cant get help due to circumstances so i rely so much on teenhelp now. Im afraid to eat much because Im afraid its going to run out. I'm afraid of being broke because I rely on it so much to pay my credit cards and food. Now I have to rely on it again for something I need for school. I want to escape from reality and be somewhere else please.

[nothereanymore]

I don’t belong anywhere. I never will. I’m useless.

[nothereanymore]

None of it was fair because I didn’t deserve it. i want to kill myself

It's great not being able to sleep

[Starseeker]

I hate you. I hate you, I hate you, I hate all of you. You abused me well enough on chat, and you wanted me to join the teamspeak with my female voice? What for? To let me hear your cunty sexist comments instead of just reading them, you caveman? Assholes like you make me wanna smash my pc for fuck's sake, you disgrace the gaming community with your fucking presence!

How can someone still be exhausted after sleeping fourteen and half hours.

[Everglow.]

I hate myself

[Kate*]

This will probably be the only time I will say that I wish I was working tomorrow. I don't think we've ever had this many signs to change and we never manage to get them all. So, I'm guessing I'll spend most of Friday fixing the ones you missed.

I'm a bitch. Yelling at someone for a mistake I didn't catch. It was not her fault. Such a bitch.

[nothereanymore]

I can never get comfortable. Can never relax. Ever.

Tonight hasn't been great. The day hasn't to be honest. Hate the thoughts

[London_grace]

My computer keeps is going crazy. Come on computer.

[Everglow.]

I just feel so pathetic tonight, like I'm annoying everyone.
Literally want to disappear. Just distance myself and then disappear.