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July 19th 2018, 03:36 AM
I am anxious and feel sad
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July 19th 2018, 08:42 PM
Quite unmotivated to do what I need to do.
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July 20th 2018, 12:29 AM
I really wish he would keep his mouth shut. Some things don't need to be said/shared.
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July 20th 2018, 02:23 AM
I am struggling tonight. Not sure how to be okay. Have no choice but to be okay
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July 20th 2018, 03:44 AM
And.... I can't sleep. My brain just won't shut down.
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July 20th 2018, 03:02 PM
Not sure if I should take the medication or not. I'm struggling with anxiety but it might not help anyways.
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July 20th 2018, 03:26 PM
Tired today.
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July 20th 2018, 04:00 PM
I hate how you act towards me. I've not done anything wrong to you, and yet you treat me as if I'm the bad one. Well I've had enough. Enough is enough. End of story.
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July 20th 2018, 04:21 PM
Maybe today won't be so bad. Idk. My anxiety is telling me otherwise
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July 21st 2018, 03:38 AM
So sleepy.
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July 21st 2018, 05:21 PM
I should be happy but don't feel happy. Just want to curl up into a ball and die. Not sure why I am feeling this way. Maybe I do know?
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July 21st 2018, 06:37 PM
I am so sick of being tired all the time!
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July 21st 2018, 10:38 PM
Feeling low and on edge tonight. Want to go to bed and sleep.
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July 22nd 2018, 12:11 AM
I have so much junk and unused items that I want to get rid of! I have no idea where to start.
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July 22nd 2018, 12:25 AM
I don’t want to tell anyone but I know I need to because I’m gonna snap and blurt it out in front of someone I don’t want to, I’m sure. I don’t know what I want. Validation? Comfort? I can’t go to the cops. I know that. I can’t talk to him about it. I know that.
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July 22nd 2018, 01:48 AM
I hate all of you, and I can't wait until the day until I have no ties to you or your awful children. The day is gonna come, and while it will be hard at first, I'll be glad to 'not know you' any longer.
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July 22nd 2018, 02:25 AM
Feeling like binge eating.
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July 22nd 2018, 02:41 AM
I dont know why I always make myself miserable. When until I break? When until I start feeling better? It's a neverending painful cry that wont go away. Do I even deserve to be living right now?
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While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night." - "Cake" by Melanie Martinez
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July 22nd 2018, 05:29 AM
If I’d known that two years later I’d be fucking assaulted I would have tried harder to kill myself that night
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July 23rd 2018, 12:06 AM
Great, now I’m embarrassed. I bet my face was flushed, too.
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July 23rd 2018, 12:25 AM
I'm a horrible person.
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July 23rd 2018, 02:02 AM
Since the managers are back to ignoring me, I'm back to being afraid of them...Awesome considering my review is coming up.
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July 23rd 2018, 02:43 AM
I hope anyone else I tell is as kind as him. even if he doesn’t think it was rape, he agrees it wasn’t right and that I was hurt
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July 23rd 2018, 03:33 AM
I don't feel like I can do this upcoming week. It should be relatively laid back but IDK
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July 23rd 2018, 03:39 AM
Living with you is miserable. You’re so annoying. And I’m a horrible person for thinking that.
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July 23rd 2018, 02:07 PM
I can't stand you!
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July 23rd 2018, 04:52 PM
I wish that this wasn't so frustrating to deal with.
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July 23rd 2018, 09:08 PM
I was gonna ask my roommate if she wanted to hook up with me before she moved to Singapore. I'm socially awkward and I've never so much as kissed a girl. I barely got any sleep last night, then I went to work, took a nightmare-fueled nap that went more than an hour over, and then I rehearsed what I was going to say for the next hour. 50 minutes of that was just me looking terrified in the mirror before I even got the courage to say what I wanted to say to MYSELF. I finally got up the courage to go up and talk to her, but when I knocked on her door, no answer. She left when I was taking that nap.
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July 23rd 2018, 11:51 PM
Tired of feeling like if I go to the doctor they’ll tell me nothings wrong or they’ll laugh at me.
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July 24th 2018, 02:41 AM
I'm a failure at everything. I just ruin everything I touch.
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July 24th 2018, 04:45 AM
What the fuck have I done this time?? How have I already managed something like this? But I'm too afraid to tell someone cause I'll get yelled at, but it'll be worse if someone finds out. I want to die..
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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July 24th 2018, 10:31 PM
Feels like I'm always asking to meet up with my friends and they always have a reason not to see me. I'm so lonely.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
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July 24th 2018, 10:41 PM
Can't it be next July already? I am so lonely without her, I have nobody else. (Other than TeenHelp)
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July 25th 2018, 04:35 AM
I feel worthless
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July 25th 2018, 05:50 AM
I keep putting off making this appointment for literally no reason, but the longer I don't do it, the longer I'll have to wait.
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July 25th 2018, 08:29 AM
I’m tired of talking
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July 25th 2018, 02:19 PM
I'm tried today.
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July 25th 2018, 06:04 PM
I cannot wait for all this to finally be over. I've been waiting my entire life for something like this to happen. Sadly, we still aren't there yet, but hopefully soon, because I really just want the relief of you being out of my life for good.
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July 25th 2018, 11:48 PM
Perfect day for training crap and training crap is broken You better not complain about it not being done because it can't be, I tried all day.
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July 26th 2018, 02:30 AM
I can't help but feel worthless and overwhelmed.
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