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Re: Screaming thread. - March 26th 2018, 10:42 PM

Once again you talked nothing but your job prospects, monopolizing the room again. This has been two nights running now. Have you no consideration that others would have liked to discuss something different? Perhaps you should visit Specsavers.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 12:29 AM

Manager did the rota wrong and put me down to work a day I never work and I only just found out, got all shaky and had to message him to say I wont be there
Can't stop feeling on edge now, wasn't prepared, sweating so much I'm uncomfortable because of it.
Literally hate how my body reacts to this shit.
and in other news I read an article about female adults who got late diagnoses for autism and a lot of that they said is me all over, but because i'm so afraid of doctors I won't talk to anybody even though I feel like I might be possibly mildly autisic


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 02:08 AM

Tomorrow we are demanding that you do your job and give us the services we deserve. This is absolutely INSANE and I'm NOT putting up with it again. If it were possible to sue you, we'd be doing it!


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 02:51 AM

I get that dysphoria is a bitch, really, I do, but...seriously? I'm sorry I said the wrong thing but you don't have to snap at me.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 03:25 AM

Want to cry tonight!
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 04:32 AM

Now my stomach hurts, fuck. I do not want to do this, and I shouldn't have to.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 06:25 AM

Fucking irritated with absolutely fucking everything.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 08:07 AM

I hate myself like this but what if this is me? I don't think I'd be able to keep myself safe if this is me. I hate this me. It's worse then the depressed me.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 11:07 AM

Can't sleep and I have to deal with these stupid people and then go to work, where I deal with more stupid people. On 5 hours of sleep, because we decided that I have to go to this stupid thing.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 01:28 PM

Everything is going to go down hill from here on in and I don't even know what to do.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 01:41 PM

Please don't blow hot and cold on me. You know I keep strictly confidential everything you tell me, but what is the point of friendship when even last night you totally ignored me when I was offering a practical solution to your problem. Please be more mindful in future.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 05:06 PM

I hate that you act the way you do. I just want to move on and be happy, but you fucking ruin everything.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 06:16 PM

This was still your fault for not communicating what you needed. "We don't have what you sent us" and "We need something different" do NOT mean the same thing! You had 6 MONTHS to explain this to us and didn't.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 27th 2018, 06:24 PM

Life is pissing me off.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 28th 2018, 12:54 AM

God forbid I try to stand up for myself in this house, I still get bitched at. Even when I'm in the right, I'm still in the wrong. I can't take living in this house anymore. I'm scared.




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Re: Screaming thread. - March 28th 2018, 04:54 AM

Hate everything.
I screwed up and the whole 'God has a purpose.' isn't my thing.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 28th 2018, 01:26 PM

I’m relapsing. I’m 100% relapsing and my therapist can’t meet this week. She didn’t respond to my email about the phone screening I signed up to do, so I’m not being held accountable to doing it because it’d be before I see her next. I want to call that place and say never mind. Recovery isn’t for me. I need to be thin, I need to be skinny. I don’t want to be an adult and deal with real life choices. I don’t even like food or eating and they’ll make me stop running. I’m just getting healthy, this isn’t that big of a deal.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 28th 2018, 03:07 PM

When I'm hungry and my blood glucose is getting low, there is nothing worse than being stuck behind an old coot hogging the road going 15 mph and I can't get past him.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 28th 2018, 10:20 PM

I hate that I'm powerless to this sorta thing. You do nothing to help, so I'm here stuck.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 03:01 AM

I want a drink. I want vodka. How do teenagers get booze?
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 03:17 AM

Apparently I am supposed to look past it all because you don't think it is a good idea or because you are being told how grateful I should be for what I do have?
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 02:05 PM

I don't take kindly to be barged into when passing, so next time watch out or I'll elbow you into the Grand Canal. Stupid effing tourists.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 04:32 PM

Every year on my birthday I tell myself this will be the year when I finally find peace. Or at least a boyfriend.

That's not funny at all.
Why am I so down on my birthday?

I guess next year I'll write it again. This will be the year I find what I've been looking for. Next year I'll write it again, as I am doing now and did a year ago here.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 06:39 PM

Accidentally overslept by an hour this morning and today has been so stressful.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 09:56 PM

I hate you so much. Why do you have to be such an asshole. I hate the weeks I'm with you.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 10:25 PM

If only you were self-aware enough to know I don’t want your opinions all the time. It’d save me a lot of stress you arrogant motherfucker.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 29th 2018, 11:33 PM

Migraine + stomach pain + fatigue + exhaustion + major exams - time = bad


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 30th 2018, 04:27 AM

I'm so ready to get some answers and get this over with!
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 30th 2018, 06:34 AM

I could cut and I would be better by the time I got an interview. I just need to not cope that way. I need to not go back to that as my way of coping with triggering things.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 30th 2018, 01:20 PM

Hi if you could stop pushing me that’d be fucking great. Still in the throes of the worst days of my life and you’re honestly lucky you’re getting THIS level of functioning. Fucking stop.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 31st 2018, 02:31 AM

The racing thoughts seem to be a good indication of mania.

I seem to be able to sit still and focus on some things like TV but I cannot seem to make the racing thoughts stop. So 'racing thoughts, rapid talking, a bit of an increased level or 'happiness but not euphoria'...what are the other signs?

All I know is that it needs to fucking stoppppppp!
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 31st 2018, 04:58 AM

I hate you and everything you stand for.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 31st 2018, 09:00 PM

Fuck being clean and sober. This hurts too much and i cant fucking deal with it anymore.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 31st 2018, 10:04 PM

Why am I not studying?
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 1st 2018, 05:53 AM

I need more than all of this
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 1st 2018, 05:58 AM

I've said it before and I'll say it again: It doesn't count as a day off if I have to deal with her bullshit. Having said that though, thank God I'm off tomorrow.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 1st 2018, 03:12 PM

That is such bullshit. Shows how much I am valued.
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Re: Screaming thread. - April 1st 2018, 05:16 PM

This tiredness has just hit me out of nowhere.

And now I have a headache.

No idea what I'm doing. Ugh.


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 1st 2018, 10:03 PM

I have the flu


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Re: Screaming thread. - April 2nd 2018, 03:47 PM

Sore throat. Either allergies or I'm sick.
Keep going because it will happen eventually. Not sure why I'm angry but maybe if I get more insight it will help.
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