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June 5th 2013, 11:25 PM
Why are nights so hard?!?! 
I just want to sleep. I honestly don't know whether that's a metaphor or not. My mind is all over the place.
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June 6th 2013, 12:14 AM
Cathy, you are such a fucking fat ass. You are a fat, disgusting, ugly ass bitch.
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June 6th 2013, 01:11 AM
Today was a fine day. It wasn't good, it wasn't bad, But I still took the blade to myself. And now I'm freaking out because I'm running out of room, and it's cuts on top of more and I better stop before I trigger someone. I'll post it on my blog.
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June 6th 2013, 04:03 AM
When will this be over....
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June 6th 2013, 09:11 AM
Could really use someone to talk to. /:
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June 6th 2013, 11:56 AM
Why do my pets keep dying? It just keeps adding to everything else, one big pile!!
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June 6th 2013, 01:19 PM
Posted a thread and now I feel guilty and scared. Seriously, what's wrong with me? Why does everything I do create negative emotions?
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June 6th 2013, 02:13 PM
Meh. No motivation to do anything. Maybe I'll just take a zero on this project and call it a day.
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June 6th 2013, 02:35 PM
There's nothing worse than feeling like you're annoying somebody whom you're talking to. Jaysus...
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June 7th 2013, 01:40 AM
How could you do that? How could you come into somebody's house, and treat someone like that in their own goddamned home? My brother is a person, not an object. Don't come over here again.
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June 7th 2013, 01:54 AM
Why do I always have to know too much? Why do I always have to be caught up in the middle of everyone else's problems? Can't I just be blind like everyone else? Why can't I just like half a normal life?
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June 7th 2013, 02:16 AM
What the fuck is going on? We were perfectly happy and fine then all of a sudden shit hits the fan? I don't get it.
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June 7th 2013, 02:51 AM
It's so hot, and I just can't take the heat. 
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June 7th 2013, 08:13 AM
Yay for feeling like you just majorly fucked up your relationship.
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June 7th 2013, 01:34 PM
I feel like such a prat now...y u do dis gareth?? -_-
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June 7th 2013, 06:18 PM
Urges won't go away. They're becoming intense again.
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June 7th 2013, 10:46 PM
Stop the fucking arguing.
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June 7th 2013, 10:56 PM
I'm in for another rough night...don't know if I'll resist this time.
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Why does everything have to have the worst timings!
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June 8th 2013, 10:21 AM
I don't even feel bad today but I still want to cut. I don't know what's wrong with me at this stage...
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June 10th 2013, 12:35 AM
Why could you do that to me? I don't get it. I did nothing but be a good friend and you stood me up not once, but twice. And then lied to cover your ass! You made it clear that you choose me last, anyway. Just because you've been bullied, it doesn't mean that you have to put a "fence" around yourself and hurt other people. People have told me to go kill myself, but I'm still nice to everyone. You need to chill. And right now!!!! Your fucking text messages are just pissing me off. Just please, leave me alone.
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June 10th 2013, 04:42 AM
You have NO IDEA how much I DO NOT want to do this, it just feels wrong; and other than the obvious reasons, I don't know why. Where was this feeling when I was debating what to do for 3 months?! I think it would've changed my mind. HELP
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June 10th 2013, 04:50 AM
Just ruined a friendship. For good. Should never have sent that stupid text.
Is it wrong to say that despite all this stupid, horrible, relationship-failing, fighting...I have some kind of rush--feel sort of empowered--from arguing with someone?
Golly, I'm weird.
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June 10th 2013, 08:43 AM
Ffs, I need to go to bed.
And this game is kind of irritating.
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June 11th 2013, 03:20 AM
So this is how it's gunna be? SHe has her other siblings, and now she's just going to get her other brother handed To her on a silver platter once she finds the right path to take? I've been searchibg the woods for mine. I don't have anything but a pile of shattered dreams and a few pictures of my older brother from when he was three. That's IT. She has everything. Her sisters. Her younger brother. Pictures. Te only thing she doesn't have is a relationship with him. Mine don't even know I fuckibg exist! I hate her. She's crying because she's having a little trouble with the adoption agency. But she's getting help with that as soon as fucking possible. I don't have that luxury. I. Have. NOTHING. And you don't see my blubbering like a baby.
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June 11th 2013, 05:30 AM
I'm so frustrated that my sister has all her friends over all the time and I got stuck saying my boyfriend was my best friend. He's the only friend I have, the only person in my life who acknowledges my existence and wants to spend time with me. She's got tons of people begging to spend time with her. I have no one, and she complains about how fucked up and piss poor she is, and her life is 
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June 12th 2013, 07:14 AM
We started the same semester and she's now ahead of me because I failed a class by less than 5 points and you both say I lack empathy. I will scream this until somebody hears me I FEEL IT, but it doesn't translate. In fact you have no idea how strongly I feel it.
I assume someone will eventually confront her about the fact that she's 24 with the maturity level of a 12 year old in a PROFESSIONAL setting? otherwise I will never be vindicated.
I want to tell you so bad that I feel like one day it's just going to spill out, but I'm afraid of what the consequences of that would be. I'm sure I won't be hospitalized or anything like that, that was an unrealistic fear. I do know that I risk getting thrown out of the program that will lead to my dream job, (which I apparently can't do because of a personality flaw?!) or get ordered into counseling as a condition of staying in the program and even if it's free it's logistically not an option right now (believe me, if it was I would jump on it in a second. Either way I'm not willing to let that happen.
I have good insight, I can sit here and tell you why I do things all day, the problem is that you don't care why it only matters to you that I change them and I don't know how which you also won't tell me, so I don't see us getting anywhere.
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June 12th 2013, 08:27 AM
Why do lovely people feel they have to be so horrible toward themselves? 
Be like the turtle;
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June 12th 2013, 09:23 AM
Sometimes I wonder if you know you act this way and just don't give a shit.
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June 13th 2013, 10:46 PM
People in it say stuff like that and I lack empathy?! I find it very ironic that I was held back for "lack of empathy" when it was the first thing they told me I did right last night! I really shouldn't have to do this class again and I'll use that as proof.
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June 14th 2013, 07:25 PM
The site was down for so long when I needed it, it took days of searching to find it, and my mother insulted me and threatened to throw me out.
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June 14th 2013, 11:19 PM
I'm so tired and no it's not cool for the insurance company to play games. I just want to get this done with and they're causing such a hard time.
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June 15th 2013, 02:07 AM
That was inappropriate and probably WRONG you have no reason to say that because you have NO IDEA.
Stop throwing that around, it doesn't make you better than anyone and nobody cares.
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June 15th 2013, 08:35 AM
I'm starting to wonder if my relationship with A is worth all the bullshit I have to deal with. I hate this house and everyone in it.
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June 15th 2013, 08:40 AM
I can see your posts. I'm just saying. Deal with your life and I'll deal with mine. I could talk crap about you on here but I don't. Grow up pls & thx
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June 16th 2013, 12:59 AM
this is to no one in particular but I'm having a stupid emotional breakdown because of people and it's not them it's me. I can't deal with them, it's all my fault I don;t know how to do anything right. If I was better at being human I'd know enoug.h what to do. And stupid urges keep coming my wayy
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June 16th 2013, 06:43 PM
I know I have a tendency to misinterpret things, but did you really say what I think you said?! I had a feeling last time that you felt that way and now I know I wasn't wrong about it. I wish people would STOP sugar coating things they tell me. Having empathy doesn't mean beating around the bush! For someone who misinterprets basically everything that people say to me, I can't tell if I'm wrong about what you mean or if you're thinking what I think you are and just don't want to say it because you're trying to be nice! How am I supposed to pass your class now, knowing what you really think?!
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June 16th 2013, 09:39 PM
technically you're my dad but mentally and emotionally I don't have a dad. Mentally and emotionally I'm an orphan, I'm my own parents and I was never truly anyone's daughter.
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June 16th 2013, 10:45 PM
Why does my mom have to be a homophobe?
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June 17th 2013, 02:51 AM
Yes, I have a problem with you, because you are an abusive prick and I explained that to you but obviously you still live in a fantasy land of your own, but do me and yourself a favour and lose my number or I'll be forced to strangle you the next time I see you.
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